you know why i don't trust anyone?

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so, i guess i'll put up more poetry later, but i'm too lazy to do it right now. slowly but surely more everyday, i'm finding out who around me is a fake and who is not. it's like it's a never-ending battle. i thought high school was over? dealing with fake people seems like it should be something you leave behind in your high school hallways and lockers. i'm not friends with dave anymore, because i just found out so much about him that i didn't know, and turns out he lied to me about almost everything when we were friends. i'm a forgiving person, don't get me wrong, but i just can't continue to be friends with someone who lied about sleeping with me, calls me a bitch and a cunt when i'm not around, and is borderline obsessed with me. every time i was interested in a guy, or vice versa, dave would always say something to one of us and fuck it up. he's so angry with the fact that i don't want him and he can't have me. but seriously, if i ever dated him, i would probably wanna kill myself. i would never be able to handle anything more than friendship with that man, and he can't accept it. so i think i'm doing the right thing by just not talking to him anymore. however, if he ever comes up to me and says anything about anything, i probably will bitch him out profusely. he's a 25 year old man with a 5 year old daughter, what the fuck does he want from me?! this just really stressed me out, because i had been friends with him for so long, and i don't lie to my friends, i expect them to treat me with that same respect. and they don't. i even TOLD him how much i hate guys that lie about sleeping with me, and then he turns around and does the same fucking thing. and then there's courtney, who is a complete bitch. she pretended to be my friend, and when i had her over one night to spend the night, she woke up early and attempted to steal money from my mom. ever since then i haven't been around her for very long. why would she do that? because she has no respect for anyone or anything around her. she actually told the story of trying to steal money from my mom to trisha like it was a funny joke. wtf. i would never even dream of stealing from friends, let alone friend's parents! and she also broke rafiki, and i told her she's gonna pay for it. she has to. i'm going to make her. even if she doesn't like it. because apparently she has no respect for me or my family, and she's gonna fucking pay for something she broke of mine, because i'm going to make her respect me.

i'm sorry for the angry ranting. i really want to move away, far away from this poisonous town. nothing good ever comes from staying here. i want to move somehwere with new people, new city, new lifestyle. i hope there aren't as many fake people every where else as there are here.