end of 2007

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I count 83 pages
the year 2007 in words
cold beginnings spent searching
for direction, understanding, self
the applications went out
with excitement uncertainty
return with excitement uncertainty
until the decision is made
summer gardens
ludington one last time
his music the drive
harry potter at midnight
i return to the woods
one last time
goodbye rc
final months
we were all a sidewalk away
there are no appropriate  words
for these goodbyes
michigan
you  hold the five years
my beginning
that ended on a sunday
to begin again
I struggled
finding strength
packed for a year
to start over again