I know. I'm boring.
So, life for me keeps on keepin' on. I'm pretty much moved into my new place, if not unpacked. My roommate is in New England and my smoking porch is lonely without her. But I'm back in Boulder. I'm taking shifts at MESA again. I haven't taken shifts in a while, and it's nice to take them again. I've taken my laptop down to Trident to write, and remembered the times I took Mary Beth's laptop down there to chisle away at my thesis. My Southern sister will be home soon(ish) and my Northern sister will be in Boulder soon(ish). It's almost football season. I didn't get puked on today! (it's always an accomplishment when dealing with babies.)
I'm content. I'm still feeling broken about a lot of things, butI feel like I've earned the broken that I am. And some of the broken is healing because I understand a lot more about it now. So, that's good.
But I have. . .itchy feet. I want to go somewhere, disappear into a city for a few days. But I want that and I don't, I seem to have a never ending tension these days between wanting to be with people and wanting to be alone. I guess I don't want to just "be with" people; there are very specific people I want to be with. My sisters. Good friends. I don't want to just "be with" people; otherwise I'd go to a bar. I'm selective, an extroverted introvert.
Nothing much is new. Andrea Gibson's playing Trilogy in September which I'm completely ready for.
I'm content. I'm still feeling broken about a lot of things, butI feel like I've earned the broken that I am. And some of the broken is healing because I understand a lot more about it now. So, that's good.
But I have. . .itchy feet. I want to go somewhere, disappear into a city for a few days. But I want that and I don't, I seem to have a never ending tension these days between wanting to be with people and wanting to be alone. I guess I don't want to just "be with" people; there are very specific people I want to be with. My sisters. Good friends. I don't want to just "be with" people; otherwise I'd go to a bar. I'm selective, an extroverted introvert.
Nothing much is new. Andrea Gibson's playing Trilogy in September which I'm completely ready for.