May 13, 2004 20:14
yesterday was ughh soo freakin stupid ..im soo not kidding! Tuesday was gReAt! i hung out with cameron ..and everything was just perfect <3 But alot of stupid bullshit happened yesterday with everyone. i feel like complete and total shit for everything that happened. It was all my fault. i hurt cameron and pissed him off to no end..im soo sorry :/ he knos how i feel tho and i hope he can -still- feel the same. Zach was with me the whole time soo he like deff saw everything that happened. I just want cameron to kno im very sorry for everything. Joel seriously your such a great friend to me..thanks for bein there when i needed ya! & you kno im always here for you too boo! :) hehe. <3
SOooO ya, today in school Cameron wouldnt talk to me..he wants a few days away from me. Im just scared that after those few days hes guna like someone else. Which is not what i want to happen! lol grr.
dude kristina mullins and angela rose are soo freakin awesome!! <3
xo randi ...