Jan 12, 2006 09:02
I am in constant urge to race to the mac store and buy myself a drawing tablet... at what point did I become such a gadget geek? The other day I wanted to get PS2 just so I can replace Netflix with video games, you do know that Warriors is a game now, right!? fuck it why not? The rest of world has gone iPod frenzy, and what is so bad about staying up until 3 or 4 in the am playing Tetris competitions by yourself or with your honey? ( I hear that video games can result in foreplay, wink wink! ) I would fancy myself that tablet, I explored on a friend of mine's setup the other day and I can't seem to get that thing out of my head! Of course, all this is inevitable, since I have become such a recluse.... you know you haven't been out in a while when all your old friends behave cautiously around you, and all the stories you hear are ages old.. guess I haven't missed much with all my homebodiness!
The other day I discovered my first actual problem since I've bought this computer, trouble accessing the internet. To my horror of course, I never realized how much I rely on this thing, most of the people in the world I keep in touch with (formally and informally) exist via cyberspace. But with my bullheaded searching all over the internal systems finally paid off, I ended up in the right hallway, and in front of the correct door, I fixed my problem. (NO THANKS TO YOU LEON SOMEWHERE USA COX GUY). After all, the first thing I do in the morning is get my cup of coffee, grab a smoke and sit in front of this and do.. what exactly? Check the news, the mail, the blogs, the curiosities that are endless roaming through my head.. Now I am centering alot of my artwork within and around the computer, expecially with all the neat toys they have out! Since I don't socialize so much, if at all, I have become a little bit more self reflective..God NO! NOT SELF REFLECTION! All this leads me to the conclusion that it is time to leave. Leave this state, this city, this coast.
This year I begin my planning....