STRESSED!!!!!
WARNING!! THIS POST WILL PROBABLY SEEM EMO!
If you are in a really good mood, you might not want to read this.
So here's the deal....
I am super stressed out right now. For several reasons...
1. The thing Kev put me through this past week, which ended with a couple of his friends getting mad at me about it, like it was my fault, right? I am officially the World's worst girlfriend because I have been such a fucking bitch lately. I'm such a fucking stupidhead!!
2. My mom and step-dad both waiting to have major surgery. Mom will probably have to stay in the hospital at least 2 days once she gets her surgery done (which they haven't even booked yet) and Buddy will probably have to stay in the hospital close to a week, once they figure out if they can actually perform his surgery. Life is hell around home trying to take care of everyone!
3. My sister is being a bitch again!
4. The huge blowup that occurred with Dad because of all the normal shit. Even though it happened a week before Christmas, it is truly killing me!
5. All of my grandparents are unwell. Two of them have cancer, one has heart problems, and one has Alzheimer's. I can't stop worrying about all of them, especially since two of them haven't spoken to me in almost a year because of what happened with my dad, and the other two I have always been close to. It kills me to think that all of them will soon die, it makes me so sad because I love them so much!
6. I'm probably going to fail business and possibly calculus. I know this is so pathetic, but because of all the stress I've been under, I haven't done anything in business class in almost a month, and I don't understand my calculus work at the moment. I keep trying to study for both, and I still end up being unsuccessful. So now I'm freaking out because I need to finish my diploma before this summer.
7. This one may or may not surprise you. My health. I've been telling everyone that I've been feeling better and stuff, well that was a LIE!! I feel like shit, and it keeps getting worse. If I end up back in the hospital again I would not be surprised. I feel like I'm back in grade 6, when they first started testing me for cancer, yet, this time, I'm almost convinced that I do! If I don't stabilize my health soon, I probably will drop out of school, giving up all that I've worked so hard to achieve.
So, I think I'm done ranting. I'm really sorry, but this is what blogs are for, right?
-Chelsea <3 *hugs*
If you are in a really good mood, you might not want to read this.
So here's the deal....
I am super stressed out right now. For several reasons...
1. The thing Kev put me through this past week, which ended with a couple of his friends getting mad at me about it, like it was my fault, right? I am officially the World's worst girlfriend because I have been such a fucking bitch lately. I'm such a fucking stupidhead!!
2. My mom and step-dad both waiting to have major surgery. Mom will probably have to stay in the hospital at least 2 days once she gets her surgery done (which they haven't even booked yet) and Buddy will probably have to stay in the hospital close to a week, once they figure out if they can actually perform his surgery. Life is hell around home trying to take care of everyone!
3. My sister is being a bitch again!
4. The huge blowup that occurred with Dad because of all the normal shit. Even though it happened a week before Christmas, it is truly killing me!
5. All of my grandparents are unwell. Two of them have cancer, one has heart problems, and one has Alzheimer's. I can't stop worrying about all of them, especially since two of them haven't spoken to me in almost a year because of what happened with my dad, and the other two I have always been close to. It kills me to think that all of them will soon die, it makes me so sad because I love them so much!
6. I'm probably going to fail business and possibly calculus. I know this is so pathetic, but because of all the stress I've been under, I haven't done anything in business class in almost a month, and I don't understand my calculus work at the moment. I keep trying to study for both, and I still end up being unsuccessful. So now I'm freaking out because I need to finish my diploma before this summer.
7. This one may or may not surprise you. My health. I've been telling everyone that I've been feeling better and stuff, well that was a LIE!! I feel like shit, and it keeps getting worse. If I end up back in the hospital again I would not be surprised. I feel like I'm back in grade 6, when they first started testing me for cancer, yet, this time, I'm almost convinced that I do! If I don't stabilize my health soon, I probably will drop out of school, giving up all that I've worked so hard to achieve.
So, I think I'm done ranting. I'm really sorry, but this is what blogs are for, right?
-Chelsea <3 *hugs*