Sep 13, 2005 16:43
i hate boys.
i'd gotten over him. he had been one of the best things in my life only to come crashing down and end up being a jerk back in March. then he im'ed me two days again and told me what every girl wants to hear and more. why?! why did he have to come back. i was very much over him, thought about him every once in awhile, prayed for him when i thought about him....but totally over him. and now i'm more confused than ever. we have the coolest conversation online, and then i don't hear from him. he knows all the right everything to say and i can't ever tell if he's genuine....he's an actor too, so i really can't tell if he's real or just playing the right part. boys.......