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is it ok to just sit down and cry? why is all of this bad happening to me right now?
yesterday.
*in band we found out that we were going to get to march at the state marching competition (we might not have cuz of all the drunk people) so that was sort of happy, it just means that we have to work our friggin butts off on friday to try and manage without 5 people on saturday at the competition.
*but we cant go on the band trip because mr.vogt cant trust us anymore. (im not blaming vogt at all for this im just even more pissed off at the drunk people.) this may sound super stupid, but i have been looking forward to the band trip all year because we were gonna go on a dinner cruise and there was gonna be dancing on the cruise and i was gonna get my first slow dance. yes, im 15 and i've never had a slow dance. it was also three days away from life, relaxing with friends in california, and just having a super awesome time.
*we also cant go on the NAU jazz trip. pretty much you have to go on that once to realize how absolutely incredible it is.
*then I WENT TO YOUTH!!! that made me happy. my first time in three weeks.
*next came Olive Garden for Robby's "16th" birthday. that was super fun,especially going to wendy's with bryan and ryan and getting frosty's and saving lots of money on expensive food. and then staying there until like 11 messing around with brittany, kristen, bryan, ryan, shannon, brandon, ashley, and jake (maybe i'll actually meet him one of these days! lol.)
*right when i got to Olive Garden i called my dad to let him know where i was (yes i was finally resonsible enough to remember!) and he told me that one of our friends' sons, who had been in a wheelchair his wholelife and im totally drawing a blank as to what he has is called, died last night.
like i said, why all of this now? people getting drunk, not going on the band trip, not going to NAU jazz, people dying. with the way things are going i wouldn't be surprised if i got shot in a drive-by shooting.
-Tiffany
yesterday.
*in band we found out that we were going to get to march at the state marching competition (we might not have cuz of all the drunk people) so that was sort of happy, it just means that we have to work our friggin butts off on friday to try and manage without 5 people on saturday at the competition.
*but we cant go on the band trip because mr.vogt cant trust us anymore. (im not blaming vogt at all for this im just even more pissed off at the drunk people.) this may sound super stupid, but i have been looking forward to the band trip all year because we were gonna go on a dinner cruise and there was gonna be dancing on the cruise and i was gonna get my first slow dance. yes, im 15 and i've never had a slow dance. it was also three days away from life, relaxing with friends in california, and just having a super awesome time.
*we also cant go on the NAU jazz trip. pretty much you have to go on that once to realize how absolutely incredible it is.
*then I WENT TO YOUTH!!! that made me happy. my first time in three weeks.
*next came Olive Garden for Robby's "16th" birthday. that was super fun,especially going to wendy's with bryan and ryan and getting frosty's and saving lots of money on expensive food. and then staying there until like 11 messing around with brittany, kristen, bryan, ryan, shannon, brandon, ashley, and jake (maybe i'll actually meet him one of these days! lol.)
*right when i got to Olive Garden i called my dad to let him know where i was (yes i was finally resonsible enough to remember!) and he told me that one of our friends' sons, who had been in a wheelchair his wholelife and im totally drawing a blank as to what he has is called, died last night.
like i said, why all of this now? people getting drunk, not going on the band trip, not going to NAU jazz, people dying. with the way things are going i wouldn't be surprised if i got shot in a drive-by shooting.
-Tiffany