HOLY CRAP IT'S ALMOST HERE
Days Left Until 1st Day: ten!!!
Books to buy: six
stuff to pack: ??????????????
The days are quickly approaching with no sign of slowing down. Yes, the inevitable is occurring. Soon, I will be at the happiest place on Earth, the place I have been wanting to work at the moment I realized I could work there.
Excitement is slowly setting in.
I'm trying to be realistic. Trying so hard. But it's hard. Well, I have tried to tame the excitement by packing.
*shutter*
I dislike packing. I just get so overwhelmed. Okay, so I know I need clothes. But how much? Too many shirts? Are they cute? I'm just going with the philosophy, no more clothes than can fit in this suitcase...and it's the biggest suitcase in the house. But what about my shoes?! And I'm at a lost again.
My mother tells me just to pack pants and I can buy whatever I need when I get there. This is the same woman that just bought new underwear when she was in college instead of washing them.
So, I feel the need to work through some internal issues before going off. I don't feel like it though. Too many books to read and toys to play with to do any self-discovery. I have come to a few conclusions this past semester:
1. I need anxiety and the desire for respect in my life to push me through work
2. I don't know what out of a romantic relationship
3. I have fallen into my bad habits of not responding to people, hiding at my house forever, and not telling people 'no'
4. I still can't change my Facebook status
5. I wish I could write again
On brighter news, I have been having a lot of fun. I don't think I'm improving nor do I know how to at this point so yeah. No new year's resolutions. Except maybe lose the weight I have been gaining since I've stop going to the gym.
On a completely different note, I finally got a new phone. So any particular Disney song that you desire as your ringtone for my phone, let me know. Do not worry if I don't have it or not, I probably have it. So yeah, let me know. Cooles
Only ten more days fools!!!
Books to buy: six
stuff to pack: ??????????????
The days are quickly approaching with no sign of slowing down. Yes, the inevitable is occurring. Soon, I will be at the happiest place on Earth, the place I have been wanting to work at the moment I realized I could work there.
Excitement is slowly setting in.
I'm trying to be realistic. Trying so hard. But it's hard. Well, I have tried to tame the excitement by packing.
*shutter*
I dislike packing. I just get so overwhelmed. Okay, so I know I need clothes. But how much? Too many shirts? Are they cute? I'm just going with the philosophy, no more clothes than can fit in this suitcase...and it's the biggest suitcase in the house. But what about my shoes?! And I'm at a lost again.
My mother tells me just to pack pants and I can buy whatever I need when I get there. This is the same woman that just bought new underwear when she was in college instead of washing them.
So, I feel the need to work through some internal issues before going off. I don't feel like it though. Too many books to read and toys to play with to do any self-discovery. I have come to a few conclusions this past semester:
1. I need anxiety and the desire for respect in my life to push me through work
2. I don't know what out of a romantic relationship
3. I have fallen into my bad habits of not responding to people, hiding at my house forever, and not telling people 'no'
4. I still can't change my Facebook status
5. I wish I could write again
On brighter news, I have been having a lot of fun. I don't think I'm improving nor do I know how to at this point so yeah. No new year's resolutions. Except maybe lose the weight I have been gaining since I've stop going to the gym.
On a completely different note, I finally got a new phone. So any particular Disney song that you desire as your ringtone for my phone, let me know. Do not worry if I don't have it or not, I probably have it. So yeah, let me know. Cooles
Only ten more days fools!!!