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[shootinstarz52]

okay so..i don't know what to put in here anymore
like seriously.. does anyone care to read my rants or
what i do everyday?
I wish i never had the idea of going to the semi
i've asked just about everyone i know.
and no one wants to go with me...
go figure.
if you knew that was going to happen clap your hands..
::clap clap::
maybe if i starve myself
and become a walking stick people will go with me
hey maybe i might even be able to fit into a dress..
psssh.
i hate this time of year..
1- my birthday
2- semi
3- christmas
4- new years.
UGh. i should just give up on life totally.
my grades are slipping
i'm becoming more and more depressed everyday
i'm getting migranes from stress
my cell quit on me
my friends pick alcohol over me.
there isn't a moment in my life when i don't want to cry.
something funny?
i thought everyone cried themselves to sleep at night
i thought everyone felt that they didn't want to live anymore
i thought everyone felt as much rejection as me
i thought everyone was like me..
i should stop thinking.
yeah.. thats a good idea.
just find myself a cave and live in it
all by myself.
no one there to bother me
so i can pretend that everyone does cry themselves to sleep
that everyone feels the same amount of rejection
and that everyone.. doesn't want to live anymore..
maybe once.. just once..
i'd feel normal.