It's hard to say it, time to say it. Goodbye, goodbye.
Well THAT'S IT.♥♥ I am away from the shit hole. I am free. I am contented. 9 tonne weight off my shoulders, seriously. So today was my last day. It was okay. Macindoe brought in balloons & sweeties. It was cute. And we had a wee CD. I got the leavers form all done except Moran obviously cause I wouldn't give him the satisfaction. I'll pure miss Mr Keith though, I've not even known him that long but he's an absolute star. So so nice. I spoke to Franny last period & I've to come in on November 1st till he does my reference. That's ages away I think. I also got Mrs Kennedy to mark the redraft of my personal statement & she gave it to Emma to give to me saying - "I've said things in 3 sentences that I could have in one" & also "I didn't change anything she told me to". Okay then fuckface. I fucking basically redone it to exactly how she said so she's obviously illiterate or something. I see what people mean about her being over-critical. I will just need to do it as I bloody please now.
I'm not even as sad as I thought I'd be. I mean I'm a bit sad thinking oh "I'll never do this again" or "I'll never be here again". But in myself I was 100% ready to move on. It's just time to move on. I've completely outgrown school & I already think I had by fifth year. I only stuck that out cause I had to. I'm a free spirit. I can't stick out routine like that & I was just completely fucking b-o-r-e-d. I don't think I'll be missed that much anyway cause all I do is distract people. Plus there's so much negative energy going on between everyone this year. It's just ..different & it's really not nice. I'd rather leave school with the good memories I have than let it drag out for another year & grow to despise it! I had to do it for myself. I think it's really important to stay true to yourself & just follow your heart. That sounds so cheesey but I'm so fucking sincere in saying that. I always try to follow it.
So new job tomorrow. No idea at all what to expect at all but I'm going in with an open mind.