untill the day i die ill spill my heart for you

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umm,i realized to day that no matter how much someone or any one for that matter can say there there for you, or understand no one will ever no how you feel at that moment in time and as much as you'd like to think it ,no one is really is there for you liked youd want them to where all alone depending on our self ,or maybe thats just how it is for me ... i wish i could put what i feel into words better but im not that good at expressing my feelings this way ,im sry if your getting bored siting here and listing to me bitch about my shitty life butt may be i thought you could relate and in some way i think this is helping me deal more or cope with these things better ,what else i have iss on monday n i got another referal today ,from the notorious mrs.lopez to bad i cant understand what shes saying CAUSE SHE DOSENT SPEAK ENGLISH god i supose it was ,well let me explain well i sit in the front of the class room and when she has the projector on (like she dose every day)and i raise my hand you cant see the shadow of it on the screen well while i was waiting for her to answer my damn question i mad like that duck thing with my fingers for like 2 seconds ,then she looks at me and say her famous line,OKAY..,IM JUSS GONNA GIFF YOU A REFERRAL THEN...... wtf ill never understand that women and its ppl like that that piss me off more than any thing........u cant judge someone you didn't give the chance to get to know.......sry that sucked ill try to get better at this

love much,stien**