"take me down...in a tidal wave."
I don't think anything in my life is stable anymore, and I hate it.
Joe and I are not together, but he says he still loves me, and almost nothing has changed. He wants to be back together and says we are when everything gets better between us, but I am going completely insane in the meantime. I'm so confused about what is going on with us from one day to the next, and it sucks. I just want us to be back together...or not. This is getting a bit ridiculous.
Then I am just completely awkward around him now and I'm not even sure if I should talk to him at all...so I don't, and then I feel bad. grr.
However....you do make me smile, and I like that. =)
------------->BLARG!!
It sucks....I feel kind of...left out. I mean, they didn't even bother calling me and inviting me to go with them.
I guess it's not just them. It's everyone. I know I'm not (I think), but I just have been feeling really unwanted lately. :(
family is pretty wacky, too.
bleh.
However I am getting my hair cut Thursday with Stephanie...
Joe and I are not together, but he says he still loves me, and almost nothing has changed. He wants to be back together and says we are when everything gets better between us, but I am going completely insane in the meantime. I'm so confused about what is going on with us from one day to the next, and it sucks. I just want us to be back together...or not. This is getting a bit ridiculous.
Then I am just completely awkward around him now and I'm not even sure if I should talk to him at all...so I don't, and then I feel bad. grr.
However....you do make me smile, and I like that. =)
------------->BLARG!!
It sucks....I feel kind of...left out. I mean, they didn't even bother calling me and inviting me to go with them.
I guess it's not just them. It's everyone. I know I'm not (I think), but I just have been feeling really unwanted lately. :(
family is pretty wacky, too.
bleh.
However I am getting my hair cut Thursday with Stephanie...