"I'm like a ticking time bomb"
Things/People are annoying me lately. And me, being the nicest person I can possibly be without making someone feel like a worthless piece of shit, don't really say anything about it. Only to one person. But I tell that Giel everything. :). I mean, don't get me wrong, I will finally get to fed up that I will just.....EXPLODE on these people, and I am almost positive that you guys don't want to see me the day that happens.
Just...why? Why does she have to go through guys like how I go through rolls of cameras? She had a good guy, a nice guy, someone who was actually going to treat her right. And she threw him out, for what? Little annoyances. Everyone has them, you just have to learn to get over them. And beside that, she also doesn't know when to control her flirtacious device. I like him, and I'm scared for you to be around him. But you won't for 2 weeks...so :). And not to mention the fact that HE is SO much older than you, and is "dating" one of your best friends. You knew what would happen if you let him into your house. I'm surprised they went so easy on you for it. It was the most stupidest thing that you could ever possibly do.....well maybe not...you never know right? But seriously....she is one of your best friends...and you don't do that to her....non-boyfriend. Doesn't work like that. You might think that it doesn't mean anything, that you two aren't flirting or whatever. But face the facts. You are.
And you. I'm SO sick of you. Complaining and whining constantly about us. I'm sorry that we have lives outside you....and to be honest....they are pretty damn good lives. You complain about how we don't include you on anything, you don't include yourself in anything. We leave everything in the friends group thing, check that and you'll most likely always know what is going on. Or, I don't know, when we actually do invite you to stuff....don't bail on us for your significant other. Cause, that's not very cool. Don't get me wrong, I am very good friends with your boyfriend....and I don't really blame any of it on him. You just need to learn that you can't just ditch us constantly for him. We don't mean to exclude you, but god damnit, we are left with no fucking choice but to. What you decide to do, and think is your own problem. But the fact is, I'm tired of having to feel sorry for you, for now god damn fuckin' reason. Cause, I/we haven't done anything. It it YOU who has excluded yourself from the group. Too many insecurites.
And you two. FUCK YOU GUYS! I FUCKING LIKE WHO I AM, AND IF I WANT TO DO THE THINGS I DO, I AM GOING TO FUCKING DO THEM. Cause, guess what? They're my friends. and Yes....in a way, they have changed me....but for the better. I like who I have become....Uniquely myself...Finally me. Not some....inposter....just me. And if you two are too stuck up and can't put up with it...and stop critisizing me. Then...just don't talk to me. Whatever...see if I care.
*sigh of relief* I think that was all of it.....maybe not, but...who knows right????? hmm..
The only people I can really handle and want to hang out with right now...are...Caitlin, Joe, and Cody.....:)
Just...why? Why does she have to go through guys like how I go through rolls of cameras? She had a good guy, a nice guy, someone who was actually going to treat her right. And she threw him out, for what? Little annoyances. Everyone has them, you just have to learn to get over them. And beside that, she also doesn't know when to control her flirtacious device. I like him, and I'm scared for you to be around him. But you won't for 2 weeks...so :). And not to mention the fact that HE is SO much older than you, and is "dating" one of your best friends. You knew what would happen if you let him into your house. I'm surprised they went so easy on you for it. It was the most stupidest thing that you could ever possibly do.....well maybe not...you never know right? But seriously....she is one of your best friends...and you don't do that to her....non-boyfriend. Doesn't work like that. You might think that it doesn't mean anything, that you two aren't flirting or whatever. But face the facts. You are.
And you. I'm SO sick of you. Complaining and whining constantly about us. I'm sorry that we have lives outside you....and to be honest....they are pretty damn good lives. You complain about how we don't include you on anything, you don't include yourself in anything. We leave everything in the friends group thing, check that and you'll most likely always know what is going on. Or, I don't know, when we actually do invite you to stuff....don't bail on us for your significant other. Cause, that's not very cool. Don't get me wrong, I am very good friends with your boyfriend....and I don't really blame any of it on him. You just need to learn that you can't just ditch us constantly for him. We don't mean to exclude you, but god damnit, we are left with no fucking choice but to. What you decide to do, and think is your own problem. But the fact is, I'm tired of having to feel sorry for you, for now god damn fuckin' reason. Cause, I/we haven't done anything. It it YOU who has excluded yourself from the group. Too many insecurites.
And you two. FUCK YOU GUYS! I FUCKING LIKE WHO I AM, AND IF I WANT TO DO THE THINGS I DO, I AM GOING TO FUCKING DO THEM. Cause, guess what? They're my friends. and Yes....in a way, they have changed me....but for the better. I like who I have become....Uniquely myself...Finally me. Not some....inposter....just me. And if you two are too stuck up and can't put up with it...and stop critisizing me. Then...just don't talk to me. Whatever...see if I care.
*sigh of relief* I think that was all of it.....maybe not, but...who knows right????? hmm..
The only people I can really handle and want to hang out with right now...are...Caitlin, Joe, and Cody.....:)