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so i was online last night away while watching tv and i heard an im but i didn't feel like getting up to see it. btw, i've been taking really long naps so i can't fall asleep until later so my sleep pattern is really messed up. BUT after my 3 hour nap today...my throat got a ton better!!!! :) it was really bad before like i would wake up and it would hurt so bad my eyes watered but that doesn't matter bc it is getting better!!! scoreeee.. but anywayz, the im was from that boy and well it went something along the lines of "i was on campus last night and i tried calling your room phone but i didn't get a response"
well genius i don't even have a room phone and i rarely check my messages...and who actually uses those phones anywayz, wouldn't you just call my cell or did you not actually want to talk to me. and i mean you sort of skipped the whole ohh hi, how are you? how was your break/xmas/new years etc? it was just i called you and you didnt' answer. isn't that nice. and what am i going to be the that person you always call and try to see everytime you come on campus? bc that's what it seems like and you seemed to stress the friends thing..so if friends, why bother trying to meet up or come to my game> well i guess that's what friends do. but still...you can't just tell someone you really like them and then make them like you and then change your mind and just want to be friends. well i guess you can do that but still...i never would have liked you if you hadn't started it. y do i like youuuuu....you aren't even that great. i should just drop this. hmm..well i guess this is the first time that i actually liked a guy back that like me. maybe that's y? or maybe i'm just weird.that might be it.
well he was signed off by the time i went to my computer (which actually just lost the wireless connection i was stealing) but the thing is he's only on sort of late at night and i'm trying to get more regular sleeping hours so i'll be ready for classes and it would be silly to stay up to try to catch him...even though i might want to
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well i just want to reiterate how happy i am that i'm finally starting to get better...this seems like the slowest recovery ever!! but at least something is finally happening!
i've been doing somethings i don't normally do lately just bc i've been around resting for a while? idk....but i've been watching football! i don't normally watch whole games..but i have lately...and all the ones i've seen have been really close and really exciting. i sort of want to keep following the playoffs but i'm sure i'll go back to school and will have better things to do. but for now it's fun. hmmm...now that i think about it...almost every team i've rooted for has lost, maybe i'm bad luck? wait, i rooted for the patriots and they won. ohhh and i also played halo with my brothers, they got a new kind of nitendo for xmas. i played for such a short time before giving up in ultimate frustration because i kept dying before i could even find who was shooting me!! ohhhh and one time i couldnt' find who was shooting me so i kept turning in circles and shooting in all directions, i shoot at the rock near me and it can apparently come back at you and i killed myself...but if you give me the sword, i can be quite deadly if i must say so myself (this means that i was actually able to kill the opponent - my bro). it was fun though. i miss mario cart though that is a more excellent game. i feel like there are other strange things i've been doing lately...like ohhh - eating applesauce! applesauce has never tasted soooooo good in my life. it might just be bc it feels good on my throat. but seriously, forget ice cream - i want applesauce for some reason! i'm confused at y i've been doing these odd things, i feel like this is what middle-aged hormonal women do. but i'm not hormonal. i just have mono.idk if that made sense but my feet are cold so i'm going to go snuggle in a blanlet and prob. eat applesauce!
well genius i don't even have a room phone and i rarely check my messages...and who actually uses those phones anywayz, wouldn't you just call my cell or did you not actually want to talk to me. and i mean you sort of skipped the whole ohh hi, how are you? how was your break/xmas/new years etc? it was just i called you and you didnt' answer. isn't that nice. and what am i going to be the that person you always call and try to see everytime you come on campus? bc that's what it seems like and you seemed to stress the friends thing..so if friends, why bother trying to meet up or come to my game> well i guess that's what friends do. but still...you can't just tell someone you really like them and then make them like you and then change your mind and just want to be friends. well i guess you can do that but still...i never would have liked you if you hadn't started it. y do i like youuuuu....you aren't even that great. i should just drop this. hmm..well i guess this is the first time that i actually liked a guy back that like me. maybe that's y? or maybe i'm just weird.that might be it.
well he was signed off by the time i went to my computer (which actually just lost the wireless connection i was stealing) but the thing is he's only on sort of late at night and i'm trying to get more regular sleeping hours so i'll be ready for classes and it would be silly to stay up to try to catch him...even though i might want to
blah blah blah
well i just want to reiterate how happy i am that i'm finally starting to get better...this seems like the slowest recovery ever!! but at least something is finally happening!
i've been doing somethings i don't normally do lately just bc i've been around resting for a while? idk....but i've been watching football! i don't normally watch whole games..but i have lately...and all the ones i've seen have been really close and really exciting. i sort of want to keep following the playoffs but i'm sure i'll go back to school and will have better things to do. but for now it's fun. hmmm...now that i think about it...almost every team i've rooted for has lost, maybe i'm bad luck? wait, i rooted for the patriots and they won. ohhh and i also played halo with my brothers, they got a new kind of nitendo for xmas. i played for such a short time before giving up in ultimate frustration because i kept dying before i could even find who was shooting me!! ohhhh and one time i couldnt' find who was shooting me so i kept turning in circles and shooting in all directions, i shoot at the rock near me and it can apparently come back at you and i killed myself...but if you give me the sword, i can be quite deadly if i must say so myself (this means that i was actually able to kill the opponent - my bro). it was fun though. i miss mario cart though that is a more excellent game. i feel like there are other strange things i've been doing lately...like ohhh - eating applesauce! applesauce has never tasted soooooo good in my life. it might just be bc it feels good on my throat. but seriously, forget ice cream - i want applesauce for some reason! i'm confused at y i've been doing these odd things, i feel like this is what middle-aged hormonal women do. but i'm not hormonal. i just have mono.idk if that made sense but my feet are cold so i'm going to go snuggle in a blanlet and prob. eat applesauce!