Jan 23, 2005 23:46
I am feeling so torn right now.
With the situation that I'm in, I can't figure out what is right or wrong.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what perspective to look at things from.
For the first time, things are starting to NOT be so dysfunctional in my life.
But there's one thing that will always be dysfunctional, and I don't know what to do about it.
I'm so happy, but I'm not.
So since I can't overcome my problem, should I just conform to it?
Or should I follow my heart?
Usually I never think with my head.
I always think with my heart.
But now, I've paused, and I don't know what to do.