it just doesn't feel like christmas....
the past couple of days i've been really sick...the doctor put my on new meds that are messing with me, along with a nasty cold i caught somewhere along the way...
it doesn't feel like christmas this year...im not going to be with my family, because i can't travel sick like this, esp. in 2 10 hr. car rides...so i'm here for christmas...but i don't really feel it yet...i've been kind of sad lately, things aren't working out the way i wanted...i feel like i've lost one of my best friends...i'm afraid to talk to him, or call him, cause i'm not sure what he's feeling towards me at the moment, if you read this, please leave a comment, or call me...i miss our friendship...
i hope everyone else has a good holiday...
it doesn't feel like christmas this year...im not going to be with my family, because i can't travel sick like this, esp. in 2 10 hr. car rides...so i'm here for christmas...but i don't really feel it yet...i've been kind of sad lately, things aren't working out the way i wanted...i feel like i've lost one of my best friends...i'm afraid to talk to him, or call him, cause i'm not sure what he's feeling towards me at the moment, if you read this, please leave a comment, or call me...i miss our friendship...
i hope everyone else has a good holiday...