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This weeks been a little complicated. Tuesday night i went over to Dave's for like..2 hours..cuz he came home for the weekish for the U.S.Open... Wednesday I went with Anna, and John and his friends to Laser tag... got such a migrane from it..then drove to Dave's to hang out with him and Adam. Yesterday... sat around all day..bored... then Shay, Lauren and I went to Dave's to go swimming.. They were all in the pool like... naked.lol..well. Adam was totally...and Dave and I were in the hot tub..it was nice. :-P. But then i got mad at him cuz he was saying shit that got me upset, and to top it off, it was infront of my friends... Today I woke up, talked to Adam for a little..got dressed, then went to his house cuz his phone was off.. we talked for 5 minutes..then i left... i dnt know what really happened.. He said he'd call me when he turned his phone on, and i still havn't heard from him. But I love him so much, and he kept telling me today that he loved me, and kept holding me close when i started tearing up. ughh. I"m just tired of it..so i'm still waiting for him to call me..let me no if im seeing him tonight or not..its beginning to piss me off. i just want to spend time with him, and its like.. the only time we were alone, he got head, and i left 3 minutes afterwards..thats not spending time together...and he goes back to school tomorrow... so its not like i'm going to be seeing him for awhile again..
tomorrow i think i'm going down to sandy hook area to hang out wiht Allison and go to a toga party. lol. i'm excited.. i get to go to the beach :) but i still have to get a hold of her and figure out whats going on. I keep getting these weird feelings about things..but i need to let go of it.
i love that i'm back with my baby, and i just want everythign to be perfect with him..but its complicated...and it just needs to get better. i'm tired of the bullshit..i just need to put it behind us. But I love him with all my heart.
Work starts on monday..i'm gona be there like.. constantly monday thru saturday this week because its orientation. but after that its either 9-5, or 9-3 monday thru friday...plus..july 10th i start taking sociology monday, tuesday and thursday nights from 6-8:15... Its gona be such a busy summer..cuz it all goes right upuntil i have to leave for school..like..literally til 5pm the night before i have to be at classes. lol. yuckkkkk...
ok. so i'm gona go..hope dave decides to call me back...and go eat dinner...<333333333
tomorrow i think i'm going down to sandy hook area to hang out wiht Allison and go to a toga party. lol. i'm excited.. i get to go to the beach :) but i still have to get a hold of her and figure out whats going on. I keep getting these weird feelings about things..but i need to let go of it.
i love that i'm back with my baby, and i just want everythign to be perfect with him..but its complicated...and it just needs to get better. i'm tired of the bullshit..i just need to put it behind us. But I love him with all my heart.
Work starts on monday..i'm gona be there like.. constantly monday thru saturday this week because its orientation. but after that its either 9-5, or 9-3 monday thru friday...plus..july 10th i start taking sociology monday, tuesday and thursday nights from 6-8:15... Its gona be such a busy summer..cuz it all goes right upuntil i have to leave for school..like..literally til 5pm the night before i have to be at classes. lol. yuckkkkk...
ok. so i'm gona go..hope dave decides to call me back...and go eat dinner...<333333333