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um what to say what to say, a nice 10PM update.
basically since i updated up until now i've totally fucked things up with someone. yes i bet you can guess who it is. uhg im so mad...how did this happen?? we go from him talking about us hooking up to him telling me that im an annoying little freshman and i should just leave him the fuck alone because HE isnt giving ME any second chances because IM so annoying?? what the fuuuuck if you werent such a dumbass nobody would have ... uhg nevermind im not even going to bother. im so tired and i miss Moo/Syi/Tiger/Geoghan...they are seriously the only four people i've talked to all day since i got home who have made me happy. and im playing phone tag with a complete stranger, just to top things off. oh yeah and sonia has laX tomorrow so basically shes playing her game, coming to marshall ASAP for wrestling, then going to laX until late, then coming to sleep over...then saturday better kick ass because if it does not, then no sex @ sonia's.
but let me quote my lovely ryan(senior ryan, duhh) on this whole life deal...
'this is not doomsday'
true that hommie(clare once said it looks better with two m's).
actually okay um im not feeling very well and i have that retarded socratic seminar tomorrow so i think i'll just be horribly sick and not get graded on it i mean its not like mrs jensen already excused me from like 10 assignments, why will one more hurt?? those journals will give me my study B (possibly B+?) so why have the seminar to bring me back down?? hmm yeah thats what i thought.
oh good news! Matthew Freedman said his magic 8ball says i'll be on the outside circle for the seminar. THEREFORE, not being prepared is A-OK!! plus he told me the homework so i'll have something to put myself to sleep with tonight, yawn yawn yawn.
here is my list, props to Blakely for actually pretending to care:
Dana
Katie H
Tiger (because well he makes me smile)
Geoghan (because he always has cocksucking advice to give to me, and crack)
Audrey (possibly the only JV Basketball player who cares about me?)
Austin
MURAT
Houman
Alex Shek
My brother..duh
Jennie, because she is so kind for pretending to like my brother (ha ha jk mattie)
Matthew Freedman
and possibly blakely, if he chills with me sunday or tuesday
and sometimes i care about other people. actually i promise i did leave out people, so GCM Students dont cry for not being on the list, instead- IM me and say 'gosh leyla why am i not on the list?' and i will probably say 'well you are now!' and you can pee your pants in excitement.
yeah so im definitely making a new livejournal
um shoot i had something to say but i totally went blank. and i've decided all this sickness and stress is coming from withdrawal. yes, basketball withdrawal (i still have my grass and my mood enhancing alcohilly, duhh). i need my bball...before i go insane and just kill everyone.
hm tomorrow i think, if i see&talk to geoghan, i'll make some sort of a big deal out of melod being a jackass. yes that is exactly what i'll do. he'll do his usually 'hey leyla(big hug) whats up' and i'll be like "a certain someone is a big jackass" then when he asks who, because hes Peter "Pedro" Geoghan, and he cares(most of the time), i'll say 'your dear friend melod. he has a reason to be an ass but no reason to continue being an ass!' oh im good. i love making scenes and blowing things out of proportion, its what i do best. its the best way to get rid of people or make people feel bad..because i alwys seem to be able to get the public to hate who i hate, and if they dont- then they usually dont end up sticking up for the person anyway. mwahah im a real bitch catch, arent i? ;)
BTW Moo & Syi, we need to make a LJ called SaJtLa so in like 10 years from now we can look back and say 'haha yeah remember what that stood for? holler' ...maybe when we all have perfect boyfriends (cough2seniorsandasophomorecough) then we can give them the passwords too, and it'll be so cute because it'll be 3 couples aka 6 really good friends who spend every moment possible together sharing a journal. :) aww. :o) hehe!
so yeah goodnight, seriously i need to wake up / straighten my hair / do my english questions(bc i decided not to do them now, plus its like 2 questions?!?) / go to school / find smtg to do / go to the wrestling match & manage / go home / sleepover with sonia / HOLY SHOLY...
what. a. weekend. :) :)
-meXX
basically since i updated up until now i've totally fucked things up with someone. yes i bet you can guess who it is. uhg im so mad...how did this happen?? we go from him talking about us hooking up to him telling me that im an annoying little freshman and i should just leave him the fuck alone because HE isnt giving ME any second chances because IM so annoying?? what the fuuuuck if you werent such a dumbass nobody would have ... uhg nevermind im not even going to bother. im so tired and i miss Moo/Syi/Tiger/Geoghan...they are seriously the only four people i've talked to all day since i got home who have made me happy. and im playing phone tag with a complete stranger, just to top things off. oh yeah and sonia has laX tomorrow so basically shes playing her game, coming to marshall ASAP for wrestling, then going to laX until late, then coming to sleep over...then saturday better kick ass because if it does not, then no sex @ sonia's.
but let me quote my lovely ryan(senior ryan, duhh) on this whole life deal...
'this is not doomsday'
true that hommie(clare once said it looks better with two m's).
actually okay um im not feeling very well and i have that retarded socratic seminar tomorrow so i think i'll just be horribly sick and not get graded on it i mean its not like mrs jensen already excused me from like 10 assignments, why will one more hurt?? those journals will give me my study B (possibly B+?) so why have the seminar to bring me back down?? hmm yeah thats what i thought.
oh good news! Matthew Freedman said his magic 8ball says i'll be on the outside circle for the seminar. THEREFORE, not being prepared is A-OK!! plus he told me the homework so i'll have something to put myself to sleep with tonight, yawn yawn yawn.
here is my list, props to Blakely for actually pretending to care:
Dana
Katie H
Tiger (because well he makes me smile)
Geoghan (because he always has cocksucking advice to give to me, and crack)
Audrey (possibly the only JV Basketball player who cares about me?)
Austin
MURAT
Houman
Alex Shek
My brother..duh
Jennie, because she is so kind for pretending to like my brother (ha ha jk mattie)
Matthew Freedman
and possibly blakely, if he chills with me sunday or tuesday
and sometimes i care about other people. actually i promise i did leave out people, so GCM Students dont cry for not being on the list, instead- IM me and say 'gosh leyla why am i not on the list?' and i will probably say 'well you are now!' and you can pee your pants in excitement.
yeah so im definitely making a new livejournal
um shoot i had something to say but i totally went blank. and i've decided all this sickness and stress is coming from withdrawal. yes, basketball withdrawal (i still have my grass and my mood enhancing alcohilly, duhh). i need my bball...before i go insane and just kill everyone.
hm tomorrow i think, if i see&talk to geoghan, i'll make some sort of a big deal out of melod being a jackass. yes that is exactly what i'll do. he'll do his usually 'hey leyla(big hug) whats up' and i'll be like "a certain someone is a big jackass" then when he asks who, because hes Peter "Pedro" Geoghan, and he cares(most of the time), i'll say 'your dear friend melod. he has a reason to be an ass but no reason to continue being an ass!' oh im good. i love making scenes and blowing things out of proportion, its what i do best. its the best way to get rid of people or make people feel bad..because i alwys seem to be able to get the public to hate who i hate, and if they dont- then they usually dont end up sticking up for the person anyway. mwahah im a real bitch catch, arent i? ;)
BTW Moo & Syi, we need to make a LJ called SaJtLa so in like 10 years from now we can look back and say 'haha yeah remember what that stood for? holler' ...maybe when we all have perfect boyfriends (cough2seniorsandasophomorecough) then we can give them the passwords too, and it'll be so cute because it'll be 3 couples aka 6 really good friends who spend every moment possible together sharing a journal. :) aww. :o) hehe!
so yeah goodnight, seriously i need to wake up / straighten my hair / do my english questions(bc i decided not to do them now, plus its like 2 questions?!?) / go to school / find smtg to do / go to the wrestling match & manage / go home / sleepover with sonia / HOLY SHOLY...
what. a. weekend. :) :)
-meXX