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leaving in 19 days.
this is the weirdest experience of my life.
for some reason i feel like im not moving away for good. i mean, ill be gone for 3 months and then back home for a month for christmas break. its just scary to think that i AM moving away from home to somewhere ill be for 3 years, and even though ill be gone for a while but back every so often, it is for good. i am literally the most bipolar person on the earth when it comes to college. seriously, like seriously one minute ill be fucking excited and then the next ill be overwhelmed with no idea what im going to do.
but yeah... its a totally new thing so im not even knowing what to expect, so im going to try to go open-minded. it probably seems like im totally dreading this college thing, but believe me i'm not. ive just been feeling more on the scared side of it lately.
i got my fucking room today. it so realistic! the exciting thing is that we're on the 4th floor, and i guess theres a laundry room on that floor so thats really fucking nice. and my really good friend (who im not rooming with) is like 10 doors down from my on the same floor. i thought it was crazy...out of all the rooms and all the floors we are close to eachother.
so basically since i have such a small time left living in los osos ive been trying to make a mental list of things i want to do before i leave. included on the list:
-watch the old green day videos.
-bike to SLO
-go to a movie alone (yeah..im weird)
-go to universal studious (techincally not in los osos, but i mean with my mom & brother)
-go camping
-kayak across the bay
-red hot pottery
-waffle night
-farmers for the last 2 thursdays here
thats a lot of stuff for like...2 and a half weeks but i want to try to do it. fuck!!!!! this is so weird
well tonight we're going to a baseball game in slo... kind of not my thing but i really feel like going and eating a hot dog. plus they're having fireworks.
this is the weirdest experience of my life.
for some reason i feel like im not moving away for good. i mean, ill be gone for 3 months and then back home for a month for christmas break. its just scary to think that i AM moving away from home to somewhere ill be for 3 years, and even though ill be gone for a while but back every so often, it is for good. i am literally the most bipolar person on the earth when it comes to college. seriously, like seriously one minute ill be fucking excited and then the next ill be overwhelmed with no idea what im going to do.
but yeah... its a totally new thing so im not even knowing what to expect, so im going to try to go open-minded. it probably seems like im totally dreading this college thing, but believe me i'm not. ive just been feeling more on the scared side of it lately.
i got my fucking room today. it so realistic! the exciting thing is that we're on the 4th floor, and i guess theres a laundry room on that floor so thats really fucking nice. and my really good friend (who im not rooming with) is like 10 doors down from my on the same floor. i thought it was crazy...out of all the rooms and all the floors we are close to eachother.
so basically since i have such a small time left living in los osos ive been trying to make a mental list of things i want to do before i leave. included on the list:
-watch the old green day videos.
-bike to SLO
-go to a movie alone (yeah..im weird)
-go to universal studious (techincally not in los osos, but i mean with my mom & brother)
-go camping
-kayak across the bay
-red hot pottery
-waffle night
-farmers for the last 2 thursdays here
thats a lot of stuff for like...2 and a half weeks but i want to try to do it. fuck!!!!! this is so weird
well tonight we're going to a baseball game in slo... kind of not my thing but i really feel like going and eating a hot dog. plus they're having fireworks.
