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ok sweet, i was reading michelles lj entry, and i realized i kinda have the same problem, but not really lol but ill just talk now sweet.! ok so basically i have this friend supposed to be my best friend and im supposed to be her best friend, but all she does is nothing really, like she never wants to hang out with me, when she does, she's like o im bored wanna hang out? so its like sweet im her friend when no one else can hang out with her? and then in school she basicaly ignores me, unless "someone" isnt there? and so really it hurts my feelings how i thought we would become close again and it feels like she doesnt even wanna talk to me or w.e. so its pretty gay. and so is she. so it all works out quite nicel i mena i still have blast when i hang out with her and i still love her, but idk? its gay and confusing. ppl i've just met this year have been better friends than her. but its retarted. and i just wish i could go back, i've realized that im not gonna be able to hang out with the best friend i have ever had like i used to. we couldve been abble to just call eachother and we would hang out have so much fun all the time, and be stupid. i miss it soo much! i love you holly