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today really blew.
im going to stop caring about how people are feeling and ignore those whiny sad, feel bad for me faces.
becuase that seems to be how you all want it.
kthx.
and i want to be shown some appreciation sometimes.
becuase i dont do anything with bad intentions.
sometimes stuff just comes out wrong.
and sometimes i cant handle being attacked.
and sometimes i feel overwhelmed, like right now.
and maybe i just have pms.
but nevertheless,
i deserve some appreciation from a lot of people in my life.
that i dont get.
and i need to SHOW some appreciation to others myself.
but i just feel tired lately.
way to tired to do anything about any problem i have right now.
fuck.
i have things to look forward too.
but theyre pushed outta my mind by things that suck.
im getting a car by christmas & i dont have to pay for insurance.
how can you not look forward to that?
and im going on a trip to chicago in january.
thats exciting as well [even though i get the feeling
something really bad's gonna happen]
oh&btw: quit calling me crazy.
okayy then,
<3 steph.
ps.
my moms house, this saturday. girls only.
im going to stop caring about how people are feeling and ignore those whiny sad, feel bad for me faces.
becuase that seems to be how you all want it.
kthx.
and i want to be shown some appreciation sometimes.
becuase i dont do anything with bad intentions.
sometimes stuff just comes out wrong.
and sometimes i cant handle being attacked.
and sometimes i feel overwhelmed, like right now.
and maybe i just have pms.
but nevertheless,
i deserve some appreciation from a lot of people in my life.
that i dont get.
and i need to SHOW some appreciation to others myself.
but i just feel tired lately.
way to tired to do anything about any problem i have right now.
fuck.
i have things to look forward too.
but theyre pushed outta my mind by things that suck.
im getting a car by christmas & i dont have to pay for insurance.
how can you not look forward to that?
and im going on a trip to chicago in january.
thats exciting as well [even though i get the feeling
something really bad's gonna happen]
oh&btw: quit calling me crazy.
okayy then,
<3 steph.
ps.
my moms house, this saturday. girls only.