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i just got back from my dad picking me up and taking me to his house to TALK. he talked about how he thinks it is ALL his fault that i turned out the way i am, after he devorced my mom. he says that i have no heart, and i told him that i dont respect the family but i am one fucking nice guy to my friends. i told him that the reason i dont do shit around the house is because i dont like getting taken advantage of, but i would much rather go to another house and help out over there. he called me a hypocryt because i am wearing a PEACE shirt about war and stuff but not doing anything to bring peace around the house and about the WAR, i told him, that there is a fine line as to how much peace i give at home because i always end up being taken advantage of, and about the war, i told him that wearing a shirt that says PEACE. is the lowest amount of support i can give but it is SUPPORT. he took me home and we werent talking to eachother and he just went on, on how i have no heart. and i told him that i want to move out of the house, and that made him even more mad, saying that he wouldnt alow it, and that i am not even thinking about my parents feelings (its really for me, and it could make it easier on them if i am not around). also on the way home i asked my dad for my guitar back because i have show comming up. and he said no because it is his, and i asked him what he needs the guitar for, and he said just for looks. so i responded then can i have my clothes back because unlike the guitar those are MINE and i MADE them. he was silent the rest of the way. haha