Quicky update
My pills are really starting to mess with me. I am on my third since Easter. I was on Paxil, the Buspar, now I am on Prozac. I also am still on the Xanax The Prozac has been the best so far, out of all of them. The only thing I am worried about is that I still get the nervous reactions, and the thoughts. I had another sleepless night going thgough memories. It will be interesting to see what happens next. I am still getting the panic attacks, just not as bad, or often. I am getting used to the idea of taking the pill every day, Although I stll do not want to. People say they notice a difference, but I do not notice any except for the bad reactions.
I started working at Taco Bell again. Yipee! NOT. Luckily it is ONLY a temp job. Its a half hour drive each way, but thats not that bad. Its less of a drive then when I worked in Clarkston, except when I stayed in Clarkston. I like the crew members. I just want out! I might start working at Lowes by me. That would be nice! I will probably stay with Taco Bell for a bit just for the extra income.
As far as the wedding goes, we haven't been doing much. Both of our moms' know. plus some of the rest of the family. My dad doen't know yet as Mom wants to wait until he is done with his current medical procedure. Eric is planning on going with his dad to see his Grandma and talk to him then. He also needs to talk to his aunt and uncle about using their place, but he is planning on doing that in the next week. He wanted to wat a bit after the funeral. We saw them on Mothers Day but he said he didnt feel right talking to them about it that day. Which is cool. I am glad that he is totally in to the wedding. He has a lot of ideas plans, and thoughts. It is really nice having a guy who cares about it. He thinks of it as OUR day not mine. I know we are going to have to actually plan and do more stuff. Eric suggested that we both take Monday's off work to plan wedding stuff.
I started working at Taco Bell again. Yipee! NOT. Luckily it is ONLY a temp job. Its a half hour drive each way, but thats not that bad. Its less of a drive then when I worked in Clarkston, except when I stayed in Clarkston. I like the crew members. I just want out! I might start working at Lowes by me. That would be nice! I will probably stay with Taco Bell for a bit just for the extra income.
As far as the wedding goes, we haven't been doing much. Both of our moms' know. plus some of the rest of the family. My dad doen't know yet as Mom wants to wait until he is done with his current medical procedure. Eric is planning on going with his dad to see his Grandma and talk to him then. He also needs to talk to his aunt and uncle about using their place, but he is planning on doing that in the next week. He wanted to wat a bit after the funeral. We saw them on Mothers Day but he said he didnt feel right talking to them about it that day. Which is cool. I am glad that he is totally in to the wedding. He has a lot of ideas plans, and thoughts. It is really nice having a guy who cares about it. He thinks of it as OUR day not mine. I know we are going to have to actually plan and do more stuff. Eric suggested that we both take Monday's off work to plan wedding stuff.