May 21, 2009 05:07
Well livejournal, it's been a while hasn't it. Maybe I'll start updating again now that I am a college grad and will have lots of free time while I figure my life out.
I'll be back on long island soon. Back where I started again. I have mixed feelings about everything. I'm not such a big fan of this whole "growing up" thing. I keep analyzing my past and dwelling on my mistakes. I really need to look forward and focus on the present, now more so than ever.
I think I'm ready to go home. I will miss Boston so much but I don't feel like I'm leaving anything behind. Everyone I loved here is gone.
My tooth really hurts. I think I have a cavity but I can't afford to go to the dentist. Can't afford much of anything right now. Trying to stay positive.
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