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While my teacher was talking today in third, I thought about something that made a lot of sense to me. I only have ten more months in high school, why would I waste my time looking or even wanting a relationship?
Theres no point really. All we would have to do is break up when I leave. Because make no mistake I will be out of Georgia as soon as I can leave. No damn point, in less this "girlfriend" ends up at the same college as me, but what are the chances of that? Slim to none.
Dont get me wrong, I long for someone just as much as the next person. I just have the worst luck, sometimes its my fault. But the way I look at it, if i get bored with a girl, then it wasnt meant to be.
I'm really happy for my friends who have someone, are looking, or want someone. You have something I dont see myself having for a long time. Be that a significant other, patience, or time.
I'm not going to spend constant hours thinking about someone, or trying to think of something to change to get someone.
From now on, I dont really care about little things like that. I'm here for my friends.
Theres no point really. All we would have to do is break up when I leave. Because make no mistake I will be out of Georgia as soon as I can leave. No damn point, in less this "girlfriend" ends up at the same college as me, but what are the chances of that? Slim to none.
Dont get me wrong, I long for someone just as much as the next person. I just have the worst luck, sometimes its my fault. But the way I look at it, if i get bored with a girl, then it wasnt meant to be.
I'm really happy for my friends who have someone, are looking, or want someone. You have something I dont see myself having for a long time. Be that a significant other, patience, or time.
I'm not going to spend constant hours thinking about someone, or trying to think of something to change to get someone.
From now on, I dont really care about little things like that. I'm here for my friends.