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today began at 50 degrees and its a blizzard now. i got home put on my pjs and climbed into bed. three minutes later i find myself putting my jeans and boots on and running outside and alas i ended up here. the metropolitan. no one calls it that but i like it, and plus it's on the receipts. i have a big hot chocolate and sigur ros.
last night i talked to a highly intoxicated tobias and his friend. also jess and her speaker phoned friends. i met some cool kids from boston yesterday night. kind of boisterous. not kids at all.
i'm getting a fever. one of those pay as you go type deals. because one day it's awful chills and soar throat and the next it's nausea. or migraines. etc.
i talked to cody thursday afternoon. we're supposed to have a photography adventure. but the schedules conflict. all i have to say is i can't wait till tomorrow is over. i also got a call from maclean. so i returned the call and of course he was at a bar and slurring his words. it's funny though, i made him a mixed tape for his going away present a while back. and he said it's all he really listens to now. so i'm going to start a mixed tape business (outright lie)
today no one said a word to me. i guess in a way i'm partially to blame. maybe i just didn't feel like talking. i know it's not the end of the world. half of me could care less. the other half is just completely broken hearted.
i've been thinking a lot. friends at this age are so, i can't think of the word! but they're in and out of your life constantly. i don't know who to tell anything to. i don't know who will always be there. if anyone.
family i guess. but mine isn't really there. mentally or physically.
hmm.
ameen and i are supposed to pull an all nighter this week. which reminds me i need lots of caffeinated parafanalia. :)
anyways!
i talked to mindy today, she gave me a hug out of the blue. that was great. i haven't talked to her in forever. and now we're going to have lunch sometime.
oh and i miss emily and heather. the hippies from VT! emily is apparently always at my moms house.
she called me the other day at like 8 am.
dskfjasldfj.
i miss rob a ton. i hate how we stop talking for weeks on end. one week its every night. then it's six months later and we're seemingly different people. i don't know what to tell myself.
i miss kelsey and lael and sfl the whole dhs ordeal.
i hate it up here. i hate that no one wants me here. i hate that this used to be my favorite place.
i'm moving to boston this summer early or mid. maybe soon(er) depending on what happens. but i'll be down there a lot looking for work and apartments. if anyone wants to room with me let me know. i'm easy to get along with i promise.
anyways my internet time is up and i feel sick so i need to get my rest for a long night of work tomorrow and maybe if im lucky ben will call or something so i can talk till i fall asleep.
<3.
last night i talked to a highly intoxicated tobias and his friend. also jess and her speaker phoned friends. i met some cool kids from boston yesterday night. kind of boisterous. not kids at all.
i'm getting a fever. one of those pay as you go type deals. because one day it's awful chills and soar throat and the next it's nausea. or migraines. etc.
i talked to cody thursday afternoon. we're supposed to have a photography adventure. but the schedules conflict. all i have to say is i can't wait till tomorrow is over. i also got a call from maclean. so i returned the call and of course he was at a bar and slurring his words. it's funny though, i made him a mixed tape for his going away present a while back. and he said it's all he really listens to now. so i'm going to start a mixed tape business (outright lie)
today no one said a word to me. i guess in a way i'm partially to blame. maybe i just didn't feel like talking. i know it's not the end of the world. half of me could care less. the other half is just completely broken hearted.
i've been thinking a lot. friends at this age are so, i can't think of the word! but they're in and out of your life constantly. i don't know who to tell anything to. i don't know who will always be there. if anyone.
family i guess. but mine isn't really there. mentally or physically.
hmm.
ameen and i are supposed to pull an all nighter this week. which reminds me i need lots of caffeinated parafanalia. :)
anyways!
i talked to mindy today, she gave me a hug out of the blue. that was great. i haven't talked to her in forever. and now we're going to have lunch sometime.
oh and i miss emily and heather. the hippies from VT! emily is apparently always at my moms house.
she called me the other day at like 8 am.
dskfjasldfj.
i miss rob a ton. i hate how we stop talking for weeks on end. one week its every night. then it's six months later and we're seemingly different people. i don't know what to tell myself.
i miss kelsey and lael and sfl the whole dhs ordeal.
i hate it up here. i hate that no one wants me here. i hate that this used to be my favorite place.
i'm moving to boston this summer early or mid. maybe soon(er) depending on what happens. but i'll be down there a lot looking for work and apartments. if anyone wants to room with me let me know. i'm easy to get along with i promise.
anyways my internet time is up and i feel sick so i need to get my rest for a long night of work tomorrow and maybe if im lucky ben will call or something so i can talk till i fall asleep.
<3.