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this describes you: straying from the right way or usual course; wandering. varying from type; abnormal; exceptional.
suspension or temporary inaction. an undetermined condition as of an estate not legally assigned.
.i can't stand this because yours is the only sound that i still want to hear. and if the silence takes you, then i hope it takes me too.
(to give up wholly; desert: forsake. to surrender or give over: with to. without restraint, as to an emotion. to one's feelings or natural impulses. abandon under ones control.)
shameless. now all that's left: an omission or contraction. just condense this. just make it breif.
i can't control this crime. i can't be abetting this crime. but it takes primacy in class. and i regard it with repugnance. and from the battlefields throughout the nights, you seem to come over here, and take your soveniers. (abhorrence: a feeling of utter loathing.) and yet i stay in the fog, abiding in this pointless air. i've shed what was left of my summer skin. and i'm not like you now. i knew from the start, your heart, i couldn't win. oh god, oh lord, these are the longest shadows ever cast.
this year has been this violent intrusion, this painful scrape. and as long as i search the cuppboards, the barrells and the bins, i'll never find a strong enough abirritant.(maybe all it was, was an irritation.) i don't mean to sound so abject.