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i used to spend my days thinking i'd never find someone who gets how i view romance, and if i did, they'd either be straight or completely uninterested in me in that sense. my luck isn't very good, and i think... you've realized that, somewhere down the line. i'm not excatly jaded, but i am cynical, and i didn't think i'd meet someone who views love in that same, laidback way that i do. people always talk about sparks and "i knew i'd be with her when i first met her." i mean, that's necessarily untrue, but for me, it was more like, "i want to take care of her." and i do. my first priority is always making sure you are safe and healthy and happy. and i have not felt like this in a long, long time. perhaps not ever.
you get it. you get the snarky jokes, the offensiveness, the whole "i just want to hang out" thing. you get not wanting to force yourself on someone else, not feeling the need to constantly say i love you and be romantic. but you're still okay with my flirting. and i appreciate that so much. i appreciate that you let me flirt with you, and say the things i do. i appreciate that you, above all else, are comfortable with me. you choose to let me in, and i couldn't be more thankful.
a relationship is not a necessity, but a choice, and it makes me unbelieveably happy that you chose to let me be your girlfriend. you chose to say yes, and i'll never forget that. the future is unpredictable, and i'm too lazy to plan for it, so i'll just say -- no matter what, you are my friend. you are the girl i can snark at people with, encourage to troll, and plan stupid things like ARGs with. you share my interests, and don't mind sharing them with me. you are willing to be around me.
so, thank you. and i love you.
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okay so. i love you. a lot. i am retarded with words, as you have probably grasped by now, and i want to say like a bajillion things but they all just come out as a lot of herpderpery at once so idk. i just feel really comfortable with you. like i don't have to worry about what i am supposed to be doing or whether or not i am screwing things up. i'm not scared that you're going to try to make me do shit i don't want to do or anything like that. i feel like i can just be me. that sounds...really corny, but it's true. and i sincerely hope that one day we will buy an island and bro out with lots of shitty movies and horror games and i can derp around with you, because i feel like i don't have to put on some giant show for you. i feel like me is enough, and i'm really, really glad that you are there for me. ♥
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