CHESS
So i just tried out for the musical, CHESS. I most likely didnt get in, cause i didnt do too well. well, i take that back, my singing SUCKED. it was the worst ive ever done with that song, i was like cringing at myself. I couldnt get any of the high notes AT ALL. then i didnt my monologue and that went GREAT. except for when matt walked in throuhg the band door and slammed the door and i got really frazzled but they let me start over. and then the russian accent. oh the russian accent. maybe we just shouldnt talk about that. yeha, lets move on. The dance! the dance was good, i know i nailed that part atleast. anywyas, i heard that ms.smith is cutting down the cast so that people in ensamble can have bigger parts? i dont really know, but i hope she doesnt do that. basically lifes been bad recently. im geting a D in bio, which sucks cause i wanna be a nurse and no good nursing school is gonna take somebody with a fycking D in biology. and so im getting a warning in bio and my parents are gonna FLIP which wont be fun. and then the whole friends thing. im just feeling very alone, and i think if i get into the play then maybe i can make new friends and somehow actually fit in somewhere. cause right now i feel like nobody really likes me, theyre holding something back from me. they just hate me and i cant make that feeling go away. i dont fit it anywhere and i have no real friends and it really sucks. my party is this weekend, its likely that like nobody will show up, but whatever. merry christmas peoples.