Randomness....

Apr 11, 2005 09:05

hmmm... it's been a long time... and i say this everytime i write on this thingy... so does everyone else when they've been prolonged from l.j. But i say it anywyas cuz it's true.

i seem to update this like one a month or less... maybe i should do it more often... if i have the time.

PCN was great!! i love it!! the exprience and everything, all those 12 hour practices were dam well worth it, and a crowd of 450 or more people in the PAC. Wow, being on stage was fun, and performing for those people and family and friends while they cheer you on just gives you and adreniline rush. i love it! Especially bonding with all the cast memebers, it was great.

MY bday pasted!! I'm 19 now!! thanks for those who went to the beach with me and Cheesecake factory, and taking me to this filipino place, mami king... i think it is? I LOVE YOU GUYS! (Liberty, rose, Andy, Paula!! i miss you, mark, Ning, marco, james, jerry and steph and joe for the mug!)

I hate platform sandals!! i don't know why i just do, and they're a lil tacky sometimes.. no wait all the time

I hate that dam trend of people lifting their jeans with some type of rubber bands, while at the same time putting on hip top chucks and folding them down, or w/e, wtf?! just buy low tops

i don't know why i'm talking about this but it just hits a nerve for some reason.

Hmm going to riverside this weekend fri-sun, to see their PCN, showing my support for LIBERTY!!! and then afterparty, five dollar drive in!! casin morongo... i'm excited and giddy!

Beach day at zuma was fun!!! good show up... it's was fun going with all the pcn cast. OOHH and i saw STIFfler!! sean william scott!!! OH GODD WHAT A HOTTY, GORGEOUS, piece of HUNK!! he looks way much hotter in person, and he's soo sweet!! nice guy. Saw him at a local market one minute from zuma, HOW'S MARKET, so i figure he must live around that place, since it's just a small town local market. I was all giddy n freakin out it was him, but the workers were all calm n casual like they see him all the time... lucky bastards!!

Been single for almost 5 months i think... and i love it, and dislike it at times... hahaha i realized i'm screwed for future relationships, cuz i realized i'm waaaaaaaaayyy tooooooo pinky when it comes to guys and i have a freakin hard as time trusting them... "i'll never hurt you" is what they'll always say. But we all know it's b.s. i think imma be single for a long ass while, just cuz i want to. I needa break from all this relationship stuff.

I feel like i'm sounding bitter for some reason, but i'm not...
ON another note I LOVE MY GRANDMA... she is the best person in the whole wide world. GOD BLESS HER! it's been rough i hope and pray she gets better, i even started to go to church, and i haven't been to church in like 698546+4654654 years. This is all for my grandma, i love her! And if there is some afterlife, i hope i get to meet with her again, but until then i'll keep praying n hoping that someday you might recognize me, and see me when you look at me. and talk to me. I LOVE YOU GRAMS!!

i've come to realized that there is only so much science or medicine can do for a person, but the rest is up to that person.

anywho... been in out of the house a lot but recently been more at home, still talking to marco, having fun hanging out, meeting new people, catching up reading n studying, this future med student needs to study more. I feel like i've been neglecting some people, and i'm sorry if it feels like i'm ignoring or i don't have enough time. Lot of things been going on n i'm trying to deal with them. Lately i've been a lil more at home cuz i miss it, and i wanna deals with my things, and i just need a break from partying, and going out. I"M not being anti-social, just need my space while things are in motion.

p.s. SIN CITY ROCKED!!!! IT was a lil wierd cuz i'm not use to seeing black n white, but SIN CITY would not have been what it is, if it wasn't black n white, i think it adds to the movie. BUt yeah i recomend it, so go see it, definitly worth the 9 bucks.

i wonder who would read this long entry, if you did wow... the end
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