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I truly hate myself right now. And why? Because I overreacted to an overreaction. I'm awesome at burning my bridges, and at being crazy and making people pissed off at me. I don't know how I manage it. I keep picking, and picking, and picking. It didn't turn out like the way that I wanted it.
I wish I could lose myself. Or maybe I have lost myself and wish I could find myself again. I was doing so well for a while, and now I'm just slipping...slipping back into old habits, slipping out of the good ones I was trying so hard to create. I really need to get out of here. This place is no good for me. I have no privacy and every moment I spend around Kevin grates on my nerves like...a cheese grater for cheese I guess. I don't know how I'm going to survive almost another 2 months.
I don't want to move back in with my mom.
I am yuk.
I wish I could lose myself. Or maybe I have lost myself and wish I could find myself again. I was doing so well for a while, and now I'm just slipping...slipping back into old habits, slipping out of the good ones I was trying so hard to create. I really need to get out of here. This place is no good for me. I have no privacy and every moment I spend around Kevin grates on my nerves like...a cheese grater for cheese I guess. I don't know how I'm going to survive almost another 2 months.
I don't want to move back in with my mom.
I am yuk.