Saturday
It is strange at work, no one wants to be there. We are in a period of unhappiness and discontent because of the unavoidable future which lies before us...change.
I walked across a rain soaked parking lot this morning with my hood over my head and the gray skies surrounding me and I was just like...fuck.
I am going to miss this...
I am going to miss my store, my people, what it was to be there. I know we have a good month and a half now to get closure and move on but...it hurts and the unknown future looms before me and I don't like it.
I am comfortable with what I know...
Things will be fine, but I want them to be the same.
In the end, I talked about wanting something different when I do enjoy the bookstore, I do love the environment, the culture and I want more than anything to remain in that. Some may not understand, but it is where I am content, even when I am discontent.
I am writing a paper on Luther and Calvin, it's an odd paper. I am reading "On Christian Freedom" and then Calvin's works too in order to come up with a compare and contrast scenario. I also need to work on my Stalingrad paper.
I stood outside for a moment when I got home with it drizzling and a light wind blew and I just looked around...the atmosphere reflected my mood.
I walked across a rain soaked parking lot this morning with my hood over my head and the gray skies surrounding me and I was just like...fuck.
I am going to miss this...
I am going to miss my store, my people, what it was to be there. I know we have a good month and a half now to get closure and move on but...it hurts and the unknown future looms before me and I don't like it.
I am comfortable with what I know...
Things will be fine, but I want them to be the same.
In the end, I talked about wanting something different when I do enjoy the bookstore, I do love the environment, the culture and I want more than anything to remain in that. Some may not understand, but it is where I am content, even when I am discontent.
I am writing a paper on Luther and Calvin, it's an odd paper. I am reading "On Christian Freedom" and then Calvin's works too in order to come up with a compare and contrast scenario. I also need to work on my Stalingrad paper.
I stood outside for a moment when I got home with it drizzling and a light wind blew and I just looked around...the atmosphere reflected my mood.