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I feel like rambling.
I've been so crabby latly & have no idea why. Its not even that time of month or even close. I'm just blah. I've got amazing friends that I've probably been treating shitty lately (i apoplogize) &i feel terrible but people are just annoying me lately. Everyone is so fake tword me. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME TELL ME I REALLY COULD CARE LESS. &ya alotta people dont like me frankly I dont give a shit. Im pathetic, my weekend sucked. I want to stop drinking until cancun, but that wont happen. I wanna loose weight, i wanna practice self control because i have non. I applied for Madonna this week, well i still have to send in my application but I still feel a little better about myself. I did tybo & situps & pushups last night my body hurt today but i feel good about myself. Im so broke I need money.
Ive been keeping up with school I really am trying to do better. &i am. It shows when I do my own homework I actually learn. I copied every assignment (except in forensics) for 3 years of my life and seriosuly learned NOTHING. I wasted alot of time. Im sorta on track now. I really have to stop drinking though, its bad. I dont wanna go into detail Ill sound to pathetic. People just dont understand. I need a new job too. gahhh
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I've been so crabby latly & have no idea why. Its not even that time of month or even close. I'm just blah. I've got amazing friends that I've probably been treating shitty lately (i apoplogize) &i feel terrible but people are just annoying me lately. Everyone is so fake tword me. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME TELL ME I REALLY COULD CARE LESS. &ya alotta people dont like me frankly I dont give a shit. Im pathetic, my weekend sucked. I want to stop drinking until cancun, but that wont happen. I wanna loose weight, i wanna practice self control because i have non. I applied for Madonna this week, well i still have to send in my application but I still feel a little better about myself. I did tybo & situps & pushups last night my body hurt today but i feel good about myself. Im so broke I need money.
Ive been keeping up with school I really am trying to do better. &i am. It shows when I do my own homework I actually learn. I copied every assignment (except in forensics) for 3 years of my life and seriosuly learned NOTHING. I wasted alot of time. Im sorta on track now. I really have to stop drinking though, its bad. I dont wanna go into detail Ill sound to pathetic. People just dont understand. I need a new job too. gahhh
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