Bleeding Love - Chapter 2
Title: Bleeding Love
Author: me
Pairings : Yama, Sakuraiba and Matsumiya
Rating: +17, NC
Genre: drama, romance
Summary: Sho is a vampire lord who has been living for... let's just say a very long time now. Ohno has been his human servant since he was a child. He is jealous, possessive and very in love with his master. What happens when a new and better servant appears?
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, I just wrote the story
Warning : This has vampires. And yes, they bite XD
Chapter 2
"Enter!" Satoshi said pissed, after someone knocked at his door for the 4-th time.
He was in his room, sitting on his bed, hugging his big, blue and fluffy pillow, trying to calm himself down. He wanted to scream, to crush everything around him, to run, to cry... He couldn't believe what was going on. For so long he had been the only human Sho had feed from, the only one he made love with, the only one he treated nice. He was special and Sho cared for him like for no other, Satoshi though... Now this damn fucking kid had to come to ruin it all.
"THIS IS SO DAMN UNFAIR!!" he screamed, exactly after Nino entered the room, closing the door behind him.
"You should relax. Really." Nino said, going closer to the furious man.
"I don't want to damn relax! I want that kid out of here! Why the Hell did your damn master had to bring him here??" he said, still very mad.
"Hey. Take care how you talk about my master." Nino said, on a threatening voice.
"I am sorry, Nino-chan... You know I have a deep respect for lord Matsumoto... I just... Damn, I am so pissed!" Satoshi said, trying to keep himself calm and not say something stupid again.
"I understand. He's been in my house too, remember? 'Perfect'. That is what my master calls him. Everyone says he is perfect. Because he is so eager to serve, so beautiful, so innocent and he loves vampires so much. Beside, as far as I heard, his blood is damn delicious." Nino said, sitting on the bed next to Satoshi.
"And where did your master found this little genius?" Satoshi asked sarcastically.
“I have seriously no idea. He just appeared with him at our castle one night. I questioned, of course I did, especially when I realized how much this boy seemed to charm him and all the other vampires, but he refused to answer my questions. I got pissed like Hell but I am lucky that my master allows me to act as I want and say what I think and only punishes me when I do extremely idiot stuff, the kind that he can’t forgive. Which are very rare.” Nino explained, looking at his human friend. “He was only training him into obedience and drinking his blood from time to time, but nothing else and so I started not to hate him so much. Can’t actually say we became friends because I seriously wanted him out of my house but I learned to tolerate him. All the other servants of the house adored him which just made it worse for me. But I knew the shit was going to hit the fence strongly 2 days ago, when my master told me he intends to give this kid as a present to Lord Sakurai… The first thing I thought was you and I was sure you won’t be happy about it.”
“You know me well…” Satoshi said, hugging the pillow even stronger and staring at his friend. “Damn, I hate my life…”
“Lord Sakurai is mad at you, by the way… For leaving the room like that… He said something about wanting to punish you…” Nino said, with a worried expression on his face.
“Excuse me?! So he accepts this damn new kid in our house, basically lets me know in my face that he’ll replace me and I am the one being punished as well? You’ve got to be kidding me!” Satoshi said revolted.
“Ne, Toshi… You know that I love you and respect you a lot, don’t you?” Nino said, taking Satoshi’s hand in his.
“Of course I do… Why are you telling me this?” the blond asked confused.
“You love Lord Sakurai a lot and is understandable, I love my master as well. But… You see, you’ve always treated him as if he was your lover… and he is not. He was telling it earlier to my master… That you seem to see him as only a human with fangs…” Nino said.
“I don’t, but… I don’t know… I guess that yeah, sometimes I see him as a lover because I love him… And though he never told me he loves me back I somehow always knew he feels it. And because I was the only one…” Satoshi said, with a sad smile. “But now that this damn idiot kid is here, it became so obvious that I am only a slave, right?”
“Satoshi… Vampires do not love… Is almost impossible for them to love… They do feel stuff like… care, affection, pleasure, lust… But my master told me many times that love is a human feeling. Which they lose when they die and become vampires… That is why, though they care for us and want us next to them, we are not their lovers… We are their slaves…” Nino tried to explain.
It was a moment of deep silence, in which Satoshi tried to get into his head the words Nino had said. In some way or another, he had always known this. But his heart didn’t want to approve or accept what his mind was saying. In his heart, Sho was his lover… In his heart, he wanted to believe Sho loved him back. It was more than a desire, it was a need. If he wouldn’t have been able to believe this, he would have lost his mind.
“I was so afraid of him, you know? When I was 14 and I first got here… I didn’t know so much about vampires at that time and I was thinking he was this big, bad monster who would eat me up. I was angry at my parents for leaving me here, I was hating them and cursing them. And then, with time, I became used to it… When I was around 17 I realized I’ll never be able get out of this place and I gave up on hoping that I would. And… As I grew into a man, I came to see the humanity inside him… The beautiful smile he had behind those fangs… The tenderness in his eyes…” Satoshi said, smiling fascinating while remembering.
“And you felt in love with him…” Nino completed, smiling as well.
“Yes… And I still love him… And I always will… My feelings just grew deeper and stronger in time and now, I only want to be next to him forever…” Satoshi said.
“But we won’t live forever, Satoshi… They will live forever. We will change, grow old and die… I am already 27, you are 30… In like 10, 15 years, none of us will be beautiful or attractive anymore… And while ageing, the taste of our blood changes as well and it becomes… Less tasty… And when that will happen…”
“We’ll become useless… And they’ll kill us… And replace us with younger, more beautiful boys… Yes, I know…” Satoshi said, sadly. “I came to find out, that when I was 14 and came here, it was because his last human died… He was 40 and his taste was not good anymore. So my master killed him… And I replaced him…”
“It happened to me as well… When my master took me, it was because his last special slave had died... But he was 35…” Nino explained.
“35? Damn…” Satoshi said amazed. “The more I think of it the more it freaks me out… The idea that when they won’t need us anymore, they will just… You know… Rip our throat and throw us away as if we were expired food…”
“It is sad indeed…” Nino said. “I hope my master won’t do that to me though… I have the hope that maybe, when I will be like 30 or 35 or something, he’ll change me into a vampire and let me be with him for eternity.”
“Beautiful dream you have there…” Satoshi said, knowing inside of him that it would never happen but not wanting to tell his friend that.
“I need to dream or else I’ll lose my mind.” Nino said. “Or freak out too much and run away… Now that would be unforgivable… My master would be furious…”
“He would indeed. And as far as I know, he is worse than my master when he is angry…” Satoshi said.
“Yes, he is. That is why I feel lucky that he doesn’t get angry fast…” Nino said, thinking with fear about the few moments in which he had seen Jun really angry.
The door opened hard, with a powerful noise in the next moment, making the two humans almost jump from the bed. Sho was standing there, staring straight at Satoshi and the blond felt his body starting to shake a bit. Nino hadn’t lied… His master was angry.
“Ninomiya, Jun is waiting for you in his room. Is the one he always uses when he stay here, I am sure you remember it. Second floor, 4-th room on the left. He feels hungry. Go feed your master, child.” Sho said, straight and clear, on a deep voice that sounded scary because it announced trouble.
“Yes, Lord Sakurai…” Nino said, letting his head down. “Good luck…” he told Satoshi, giving him a kiss on the cheek and leaving the room fast, closing the door behind him.
Satoshi swallowed deep and made some few steps back in the bed, closing his eyes. Why the Hell did he had to leave the anger take over him and upset his master? Now he was going to get punished. He was indeed an idiot…
“Master, I… I…” he tried to say.
“Hush.” Sho said, getting closer. “I don’t want to hear you right now, I want you to listen. This new boy, Masaki. He is a gift from Jun who has been my best friend for over 500 years. I couldn’t refuse him. He will not take your place and he will not make me care for your less. He will only stay here and I will play with him from time to time. You have been the only human I really cared for deeply, the only one I’ve treated as more than a toy. With all the other humans I’ve had before I only played. And when they became too old or to boring, I killed them. I could never do something like that to you. I would never get bored of you nor kill you, Satoshi. What is your is kept safe.”
“Then why are you so mad on me..?” Satoshi asked confused.
“You’ve doubted me, boy. Did you not?” Sho said, sitting on the bed next to him. “As soon as you heard Masaki will stay you got mad and left. You had no trust in me.”
“I am sorry, master…” Satoshi said, letting his head down.
“You are a very silly and annoying little being, Satoshi…” Sho said, letting his head down and massaging his temples with his hands. “Can’t you see how important you are to me, boy?”
“I… I just felt very… very jealous, master…” Satoshi said, thinking that being honest would have been the best idea in that moment.
“Well, you should have not been jealous. No matter how charming and well instructed this boy is, he’ll never be able to take what is yours.” Sho said, getting on top of Satoshi and staring straight at him with his big, red eyes.
“Master…” Satoshi said, feeling his eyes filling of tears. “Do you love me, master..?”
“I became a vampire over 700 years ago, Satoshi. Feelings such as love have disappeared from me long ago. But I have bits of memories from when I was a human. And I could say that what I feel for you is very close to what you would call love.” Sho said, caressing Satoshi’s cheek. “I care deeply for you and I want you happy, safe and joyful, my boy… And I would die again before letting someone hurt you.”
“Really..?” Satoshi asked, surprised in a good way.
“Stop questioning the things I am saying. If I tell you something, it means is true.” Sho said.
“Yes, master… Forgive me…” Satoshi said slowly.
He reached with his hands up, placing them on Sho’s chest, caressing him slowly. He was feeling so turned on that he couldn’t help it anymore. Sho caressed his neck and it made the boy shiver with pleasure and desire.
“You are so horny right now, are you not?” Sho asked, raising his eyebrow.
“Y-Yes, master…” Satoshi said, his eyes turning a soft shade of red.
“I will forgive you this time and leave you unpunished, Satoshi. But if you ever doubt me again you will feel very sorry, boy. Did I made myself clear?” Sho said, on a threatening voice.
“Yes, master…” Satoshi said, with a loving smile on his face. “Thank you…”
Sho kissed his forehead, starting to unbutton slowly his shirt while Satoshi was caressing his face. They kissed, a intense and deep kiss, filled of passion and desire from both of them.
“It takes too much.” Sho said, grabbing the boy’s shirt and ripping it apart, starting to lick him all over the chest, down to the stomach.
Satoshi closed his eyes and started moaning, biting his lower lip, feeling as if his entire body was on fire. In less then a minute, they were both completely naked and the human boy had seriously no idea when his master had taken off all his cloths. But it didn’t matter anyway. He put his hands around Sho’s neck, holding him with his eyes closed and waiting for the pain that he knew it was to come. It was never painless cause Sho was never preparing him for sex, but it didn’t matter. Satoshi loved it anyway and he was way too used to it to complain. After all, there were stuff that hurt more than this and he was loving when Sho was doing them to him.
“Master… B-Bite me… Bite me, please…” Satoshi begged, turning his head to the side, holding his eyes closed and smiling happily, while Sho was going in and out of him fast.
The vampire didn’t wait for anything else. His fangs appeared in the next second and he bit Satoshi hard yet trying his best not to hurt him too much. He drank as much as he could, hearing the boy moaning and seeing his smiling, realizing once again how much this boy loved him. How amazing this boy was…
“Your blood is more delicious when you’re having sex, you know?” he said, licking his lips.
“It is..?” Satoshi asked.
“Yes. You are a very beautiful and pure human… I am very happy that you are mine.” Sho said, licking the boy’s cheek.
“I am very happy to be yours, master…” Satoshi said, giving Sho a kiss.
It was all so beautiful and perfect that Satoshi forgot about the new kid, about being 30 and maybe becoming too old for Sho’s taste, about being a human and the man he loved a vampire. When they were making love, everything seemed to vanish, all the problems seemed to get solved and nothing really mattered anymore. Satoshi only wished that they would be able to stay like that forever, but he knew it was impossible… And that this Masaki boy coming in their life was only the beginning of a lot of trouble.
A/N: Finished the new chapter! Yeah, no Sakuraiba in this chapter XDD But don’t stress, there will be Sakuraiba in the next one ^^ Also, I will now start to make the 3-th chapter of I Love the way You Hurt so you’ll have Sakuraiba to read today too ^_^ As always, comments are loved ^-^ See you guys around!
Author: me
Pairings : Yama, Sakuraiba and Matsumiya
Rating: +17, NC
Genre: drama, romance
Summary: Sho is a vampire lord who has been living for... let's just say a very long time now. Ohno has been his human servant since he was a child. He is jealous, possessive and very in love with his master. What happens when a new and better servant appears?
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, I just wrote the story
Warning : This has vampires. And yes, they bite XD
Chapter 2
"Enter!" Satoshi said pissed, after someone knocked at his door for the 4-th time.
He was in his room, sitting on his bed, hugging his big, blue and fluffy pillow, trying to calm himself down. He wanted to scream, to crush everything around him, to run, to cry... He couldn't believe what was going on. For so long he had been the only human Sho had feed from, the only one he made love with, the only one he treated nice. He was special and Sho cared for him like for no other, Satoshi though... Now this damn fucking kid had to come to ruin it all.
"THIS IS SO DAMN UNFAIR!!" he screamed, exactly after Nino entered the room, closing the door behind him.
"You should relax. Really." Nino said, going closer to the furious man.
"I don't want to damn relax! I want that kid out of here! Why the Hell did your damn master had to bring him here??" he said, still very mad.
"Hey. Take care how you talk about my master." Nino said, on a threatening voice.
"I am sorry, Nino-chan... You know I have a deep respect for lord Matsumoto... I just... Damn, I am so pissed!" Satoshi said, trying to keep himself calm and not say something stupid again.
"I understand. He's been in my house too, remember? 'Perfect'. That is what my master calls him. Everyone says he is perfect. Because he is so eager to serve, so beautiful, so innocent and he loves vampires so much. Beside, as far as I heard, his blood is damn delicious." Nino said, sitting on the bed next to Satoshi.
"And where did your master found this little genius?" Satoshi asked sarcastically.
“I have seriously no idea. He just appeared with him at our castle one night. I questioned, of course I did, especially when I realized how much this boy seemed to charm him and all the other vampires, but he refused to answer my questions. I got pissed like Hell but I am lucky that my master allows me to act as I want and say what I think and only punishes me when I do extremely idiot stuff, the kind that he can’t forgive. Which are very rare.” Nino explained, looking at his human friend. “He was only training him into obedience and drinking his blood from time to time, but nothing else and so I started not to hate him so much. Can’t actually say we became friends because I seriously wanted him out of my house but I learned to tolerate him. All the other servants of the house adored him which just made it worse for me. But I knew the shit was going to hit the fence strongly 2 days ago, when my master told me he intends to give this kid as a present to Lord Sakurai… The first thing I thought was you and I was sure you won’t be happy about it.”
“You know me well…” Satoshi said, hugging the pillow even stronger and staring at his friend. “Damn, I hate my life…”
“Lord Sakurai is mad at you, by the way… For leaving the room like that… He said something about wanting to punish you…” Nino said, with a worried expression on his face.
“Excuse me?! So he accepts this damn new kid in our house, basically lets me know in my face that he’ll replace me and I am the one being punished as well? You’ve got to be kidding me!” Satoshi said revolted.
“Ne, Toshi… You know that I love you and respect you a lot, don’t you?” Nino said, taking Satoshi’s hand in his.
“Of course I do… Why are you telling me this?” the blond asked confused.
“You love Lord Sakurai a lot and is understandable, I love my master as well. But… You see, you’ve always treated him as if he was your lover… and he is not. He was telling it earlier to my master… That you seem to see him as only a human with fangs…” Nino said.
“I don’t, but… I don’t know… I guess that yeah, sometimes I see him as a lover because I love him… And though he never told me he loves me back I somehow always knew he feels it. And because I was the only one…” Satoshi said, with a sad smile. “But now that this damn idiot kid is here, it became so obvious that I am only a slave, right?”
“Satoshi… Vampires do not love… Is almost impossible for them to love… They do feel stuff like… care, affection, pleasure, lust… But my master told me many times that love is a human feeling. Which they lose when they die and become vampires… That is why, though they care for us and want us next to them, we are not their lovers… We are their slaves…” Nino tried to explain.
It was a moment of deep silence, in which Satoshi tried to get into his head the words Nino had said. In some way or another, he had always known this. But his heart didn’t want to approve or accept what his mind was saying. In his heart, Sho was his lover… In his heart, he wanted to believe Sho loved him back. It was more than a desire, it was a need. If he wouldn’t have been able to believe this, he would have lost his mind.
“I was so afraid of him, you know? When I was 14 and I first got here… I didn’t know so much about vampires at that time and I was thinking he was this big, bad monster who would eat me up. I was angry at my parents for leaving me here, I was hating them and cursing them. And then, with time, I became used to it… When I was around 17 I realized I’ll never be able get out of this place and I gave up on hoping that I would. And… As I grew into a man, I came to see the humanity inside him… The beautiful smile he had behind those fangs… The tenderness in his eyes…” Satoshi said, smiling fascinating while remembering.
“And you felt in love with him…” Nino completed, smiling as well.
“Yes… And I still love him… And I always will… My feelings just grew deeper and stronger in time and now, I only want to be next to him forever…” Satoshi said.
“But we won’t live forever, Satoshi… They will live forever. We will change, grow old and die… I am already 27, you are 30… In like 10, 15 years, none of us will be beautiful or attractive anymore… And while ageing, the taste of our blood changes as well and it becomes… Less tasty… And when that will happen…”
“We’ll become useless… And they’ll kill us… And replace us with younger, more beautiful boys… Yes, I know…” Satoshi said, sadly. “I came to find out, that when I was 14 and came here, it was because his last human died… He was 40 and his taste was not good anymore. So my master killed him… And I replaced him…”
“It happened to me as well… When my master took me, it was because his last special slave had died... But he was 35…” Nino explained.
“35? Damn…” Satoshi said amazed. “The more I think of it the more it freaks me out… The idea that when they won’t need us anymore, they will just… You know… Rip our throat and throw us away as if we were expired food…”
“It is sad indeed…” Nino said. “I hope my master won’t do that to me though… I have the hope that maybe, when I will be like 30 or 35 or something, he’ll change me into a vampire and let me be with him for eternity.”
“Beautiful dream you have there…” Satoshi said, knowing inside of him that it would never happen but not wanting to tell his friend that.
“I need to dream or else I’ll lose my mind.” Nino said. “Or freak out too much and run away… Now that would be unforgivable… My master would be furious…”
“He would indeed. And as far as I know, he is worse than my master when he is angry…” Satoshi said.
“Yes, he is. That is why I feel lucky that he doesn’t get angry fast…” Nino said, thinking with fear about the few moments in which he had seen Jun really angry.
The door opened hard, with a powerful noise in the next moment, making the two humans almost jump from the bed. Sho was standing there, staring straight at Satoshi and the blond felt his body starting to shake a bit. Nino hadn’t lied… His master was angry.
“Ninomiya, Jun is waiting for you in his room. Is the one he always uses when he stay here, I am sure you remember it. Second floor, 4-th room on the left. He feels hungry. Go feed your master, child.” Sho said, straight and clear, on a deep voice that sounded scary because it announced trouble.
“Yes, Lord Sakurai…” Nino said, letting his head down. “Good luck…” he told Satoshi, giving him a kiss on the cheek and leaving the room fast, closing the door behind him.
Satoshi swallowed deep and made some few steps back in the bed, closing his eyes. Why the Hell did he had to leave the anger take over him and upset his master? Now he was going to get punished. He was indeed an idiot…
“Master, I… I…” he tried to say.
“Hush.” Sho said, getting closer. “I don’t want to hear you right now, I want you to listen. This new boy, Masaki. He is a gift from Jun who has been my best friend for over 500 years. I couldn’t refuse him. He will not take your place and he will not make me care for your less. He will only stay here and I will play with him from time to time. You have been the only human I really cared for deeply, the only one I’ve treated as more than a toy. With all the other humans I’ve had before I only played. And when they became too old or to boring, I killed them. I could never do something like that to you. I would never get bored of you nor kill you, Satoshi. What is your is kept safe.”
“Then why are you so mad on me..?” Satoshi asked confused.
“You’ve doubted me, boy. Did you not?” Sho said, sitting on the bed next to him. “As soon as you heard Masaki will stay you got mad and left. You had no trust in me.”
“I am sorry, master…” Satoshi said, letting his head down.
“You are a very silly and annoying little being, Satoshi…” Sho said, letting his head down and massaging his temples with his hands. “Can’t you see how important you are to me, boy?”
“I… I just felt very… very jealous, master…” Satoshi said, thinking that being honest would have been the best idea in that moment.
“Well, you should have not been jealous. No matter how charming and well instructed this boy is, he’ll never be able to take what is yours.” Sho said, getting on top of Satoshi and staring straight at him with his big, red eyes.
“Master…” Satoshi said, feeling his eyes filling of tears. “Do you love me, master..?”
“I became a vampire over 700 years ago, Satoshi. Feelings such as love have disappeared from me long ago. But I have bits of memories from when I was a human. And I could say that what I feel for you is very close to what you would call love.” Sho said, caressing Satoshi’s cheek. “I care deeply for you and I want you happy, safe and joyful, my boy… And I would die again before letting someone hurt you.”
“Really..?” Satoshi asked, surprised in a good way.
“Stop questioning the things I am saying. If I tell you something, it means is true.” Sho said.
“Yes, master… Forgive me…” Satoshi said slowly.
He reached with his hands up, placing them on Sho’s chest, caressing him slowly. He was feeling so turned on that he couldn’t help it anymore. Sho caressed his neck and it made the boy shiver with pleasure and desire.
“You are so horny right now, are you not?” Sho asked, raising his eyebrow.
“Y-Yes, master…” Satoshi said, his eyes turning a soft shade of red.
“I will forgive you this time and leave you unpunished, Satoshi. But if you ever doubt me again you will feel very sorry, boy. Did I made myself clear?” Sho said, on a threatening voice.
“Yes, master…” Satoshi said, with a loving smile on his face. “Thank you…”
Sho kissed his forehead, starting to unbutton slowly his shirt while Satoshi was caressing his face. They kissed, a intense and deep kiss, filled of passion and desire from both of them.
“It takes too much.” Sho said, grabbing the boy’s shirt and ripping it apart, starting to lick him all over the chest, down to the stomach.
Satoshi closed his eyes and started moaning, biting his lower lip, feeling as if his entire body was on fire. In less then a minute, they were both completely naked and the human boy had seriously no idea when his master had taken off all his cloths. But it didn’t matter anyway. He put his hands around Sho’s neck, holding him with his eyes closed and waiting for the pain that he knew it was to come. It was never painless cause Sho was never preparing him for sex, but it didn’t matter. Satoshi loved it anyway and he was way too used to it to complain. After all, there were stuff that hurt more than this and he was loving when Sho was doing them to him.
“Master… B-Bite me… Bite me, please…” Satoshi begged, turning his head to the side, holding his eyes closed and smiling happily, while Sho was going in and out of him fast.
The vampire didn’t wait for anything else. His fangs appeared in the next second and he bit Satoshi hard yet trying his best not to hurt him too much. He drank as much as he could, hearing the boy moaning and seeing his smiling, realizing once again how much this boy loved him. How amazing this boy was…
“Your blood is more delicious when you’re having sex, you know?” he said, licking his lips.
“It is..?” Satoshi asked.
“Yes. You are a very beautiful and pure human… I am very happy that you are mine.” Sho said, licking the boy’s cheek.
“I am very happy to be yours, master…” Satoshi said, giving Sho a kiss.
It was all so beautiful and perfect that Satoshi forgot about the new kid, about being 30 and maybe becoming too old for Sho’s taste, about being a human and the man he loved a vampire. When they were making love, everything seemed to vanish, all the problems seemed to get solved and nothing really mattered anymore. Satoshi only wished that they would be able to stay like that forever, but he knew it was impossible… And that this Masaki boy coming in their life was only the beginning of a lot of trouble.
A/N: Finished the new chapter! Yeah, no Sakuraiba in this chapter XDD But don’t stress, there will be Sakuraiba in the next one ^^ Also, I will now start to make the 3-th chapter of I Love the way You Hurt so you’ll have Sakuraiba to read today too ^_^ As always, comments are loved ^-^ See you guys around!