No More Pain - Chapter 7
Title: No More Pain
Author: me
Pairings : Sakumoto, Ohmiya
Rating: +17, NC
Genre: drama
Summary: Sho was kidnapped by 3 gangsters when he was a child and forced to become a prostitute. He had gotten used to it and became almost like a small robot. But something changes when little Jun gets there as well.
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, I just wrote the story
Warnning : This has child abuse, rape, violence and many other disturbing things. Don't read it if you don't want to.
Chapter 7
The nightmare I had was so horrible that I had been starting to move around the bed agitated, saying weird stuff and crying. I didn't realized that though until Jun forcely waked me up, telling me I had been acting like insane and screaming my lungs out. I had cold tears on my face that hadn't been dried yet, and I was feeling my heart racing in my chest. It took me a while to understand what Jun was saying to me, as I was staring around the room like an idiot. I couldn't recognize anything...
"Wh-Where are we..? Where are we, Jun?" I asked, my voice still shaking as much as my body.
"In your room, at your parents house... Don't you remember, baby?" he asked, caressing my face, removing my tears.
"My parents... Yeah... I just... I dreamed we were back there... The masters had find us and brought us back and they've beat us and locked us in this small rooms where we couldn't get out from.... It was so scary...." I said, trying my best to stay calm and not start to cry again.
"Baby..." Jun said, hugging me tight. He started caressing my hair and my back, in a calming and refreshing way. "It's fine, baby... Is over now..."
"No..." I said, pushing him delicately again. "No, is not over... It will never be over... It will always remain... in here..." I said touching my head.
He looked at me, as if he couldn't find the best words to make me feel better. I looked on the window and realized it was dark outside. I then looked at the watch, it was around 9 PM.
"We sleeped a damn lot, huh..." Jun said. "Do you want a cigarette?"
"And a glass of vodka..." I said, getting up from the bed and messing up my hair with my hands, in a try of making myself awake more.
"Do you think your parents have something like that here?" Jun asked, getting up from the bed as well.
"If they don't, we go and buy. We still have our money, don't we?" I said, opening the door and getting out of the room.
I was hearing voices coming from downstairs, laughters and giggles. I took my pack of cigarettes from my pocket, chosing one and lighting it up while I was going down. I took a long puff and released the smoke powerfuly when I got in front of the livingroom, where all my family was gathered.
"Yo.." I said, when I saw all of them staring at me.
"Did you sleeped well, honey?" my mother asked, with a kind smile.
"I have a fucked up nightmare. So no, I didn't." I said, walking past my brothers and sitting on the couch with Jun. "Where are my friends?"
"They said they'll go to buy something. I showed them where the shop is and they said they could handle." my father said.
"Honey... I wish you would stop doing that..." my mother said, pointing to my cigarette. "Is bad for your lungs, baby..."
"Is one of the only things that calms me up after a horrible day. So sorry, but I won't quit smoking. If the smoke disturbs you, I can go outside when I smoke." I said, on a pretty harsh tone but still trying to be polite.
"We are back!" I heard Kazunari's voice coming from the entrance of the house.
Him, Satoshi and Masaki almost ran to us, each carring a bag with them that they've put on the table.
"Look what we bought!" Masaki said, as they all started to take bottles of alcohol out of their bags.
They had whiskey, beer, vodka, gin, even tiquila there. I smiled, taking the bottle of vodka and opening it, taking a swallow out of it.
"Hell yeah! This are my friends. Smart minds think the same." I said, and we all laughed.
Jun took a beer and opened it, starting to drink from it as Satoshi, Kazunari and Masaki all started to drink from the bottle of whiskey. My parents were staring at us a bit disturbed but it looked like they didn't dared to say anything, as my brothers were just fascinated.
"Well don't just stay like idiots! Grab something!" Kazunari said to them.
"Can we?" Souta asked amazed.
"Of course you can't!" My mother said, her voice sounding kind of pissed.
"Why not? Why can he drink?" Souta asked revolted, pointing at me.
"He is older." my mother said, short.
"How can he be older, we are twins!" Souta said.
"He had a different life than you did." my father said.
"I wish I was kidnaped too then." he said, crossing his arms together at his chest and sinking more into the couch.
"No... No, you don't." I said to him, playing with the bottle of vodka in my hand.
"You can do stuff I can't do, is unfair! Beside, you are free and cool and all that." he said, looking at me.
"You think I am cool?" I said, laughing a bit. "I am not cool... I am not as strong and as amazing as I may seam. And I will never be free... They marked me for life and no matter how far I run, I'll never get far enough as to forget them..."
I was feeling everyone staring at me, even my friends, so I just took one more deep swallow of the drink and left the bottle on the table, taking a new puff from my cigarette.
"I am starving, do we have something to eat?" I asked, as to make everyone stop thinking of what I had said.
"Sure, honey.. Uhm, why don't you boys come and help me set the table. So we can give Sho and his friends a bit of time alone." my mother said.
"Yeah, they need some privecy." my father agreed, the two of them grabbing Ayuku and Souta and driving them to the kitchen.
Kazunari set next to us on the couch with Satoshi in his lap, as Masaki went to take some glasses from the mini-bar that was on a table from the back of the room. He purr whiskey in three glasses, giving one to Satoshi and one to Kazunari, keeping one for himself and sitting on the armchair. I left the cigarette which was almost finshed in the ash tray, hugging Jun tight.
"You look really depressed." Kazunari said.
"I had a terrible dream..." I said. "Kind of fucked me up."
"You should think about other stuff..." Satoshi said.
"I think I should just never sleep again anymore..." I said.
"I doubt that is humanly possible." Masaki said, before taking a serious swallow of his drink.
"I know... But I can try..." I said. "I am afraid to fall asleep... Whenever I sleep, it just happens all over again..."
"You really need to think of something else." Kazunari said, while Satoshi was placing small kisses all over his face.
"You two look so cute together..." Jun said, with a smile.
"I know, right?" Kazunari laughed, hugging Satoshi a bit tighter and staring at him. "He is the best thing that ever happened in my life..." he added, caressing the boys face with his hand.
Satoshi kissed him and he answered, both of them looking as if they were melting in each other's kisses. I just hold Jun's hand tight in mine, as I took a swallow of my vodka. It took a lot for me to get drunk so I was not even dizzy yet. But I was not feeling good either. There were just so many differnet thoughts runing through my head. And none of them were great.
"Do you think they are looking for us?" I asked all of a sudden, my words making Satoshi and Kazunari's kiss break.
"I am sure they are..." Kazunari said. "But I am also sure they won't find us."
"Are you scared, baby?" Jun asked, brushing his fingers on my face.
"Are you not?" I asked back, raising my eyebrow.
"Of course I am... But... I am just trying to think possitive..." he said.
"How does that help?" I asked, drinking a bit more vodka.
"I have no idea... But it does help me..." he said. "You worry too much, baby..."
"Jun is right. The damn jerks won't find us here. And even if they do, your family will protect us. Won't they?" Masaki said.
"My family wants them in jail..." I said, playing around with the bottle in my hand. " I just want them far away from me... But I wouldn't like to know they are hurt...."
"You are a weird kid. You should want them dead!" Kazunari said, sounding revolted.
"Well I don't!" I just said fast, and kind of loud. I left my head down again, starting to spin the bottle in my hand once more. "For over 12 years, they have been the only family I've known..."
No one said anything anymore, but I was able to feel their stares upon me. I wondered if they felt sorry for me... I hated when people felt sorry for me. I was about to say something to break the painful silence but my mother did it in my place, coming into the room to announce us dinner was ready. The 5 of us left the drinks on the table, getting up and going into the kitchen. My mother had prepared a lot of traditional japanese food. The table was filled of gyoza, harumaki, yakisoba, shrimps, sushi, miso soup and balls of warm rice. It all smelled delicious and looked very good. We took sits on the table, while my mother was staring at me with a smile.
"I hope you enjoy this kind of food," she said.
"I very rarely had this type of food... The masters had no idea how to cook and we had no servants. Me and Jun were in charge of taking care of the cleaning, washin and all the other stuff around the house. We usually only eated pizza, hamburgers and other fast food things as such." I said, starting to eat together with everyone else.
"I see.." my mother said, starting to sound a bit sad.
"It was kind of the same for us." Kazunari said, stiffing his mouth with food. "And we sure had problems with this guy here, cause he damn loves to eat. So we always had to order lots of food cause he was eating alone more than me and Masaki together." he laughed, pointing at Satoshi.
"Is unpolite to laugh and talk with your mouth full.." my brother Ayuku said, looking a bit disturbed at Kazunari.
"Oh... Sorry. No one ever told me that before..." my black haired friend said, swallowing the food from his mouth hard.
"Is like you boys grew up in a jungle..." Souta said too, looking at all of us.
"We did, actually. The jungle filled of buildings. Is called Tokyo." Satoshi said, before drinking a lot of his miso soup.
"Is it true that you were prostitutes?" Ayuku asked, making me almost chock myself with the food I was eating when I've heard him.
Everyone looked either down or away, while I was staring at my father, since he was the only one I have told it too. He realized I was waiting for some kind of a explication, and he started moving a bit uncomfortable in his chair.
"He must have heard me when I was telling it to your mother..." he said.
"Is it true or not?" Ayuku asked, still sounding damn curious.
"Yeah, it is true. Happy now?" I asked, starting to feel pissed off and tense.
"Baby, calm down..." Jun said, taking my hand in his and kissing it.
"You guys are really gay, huh?" Satoru said, looking at us amazed.
"Yeah, we are. We love each other. What is so weird about that? Love can only happen between men and women?" I said, looking at him angry.
"No, I was just saying..." he said fast, starting to stare at his food.
"Look what kids, if your brother and his friends like men in place of women, is not a big deal. Is their choice anyway..." my father said.
"So with how many guys did you had sex?" Ayuku asked, while eating and looking at me.
"I've lost track of them." I said, trying to avoid looking at him and just eat.
"But did you liked it? Since, well.. You like men and all." he asked, with somekind of a smirk on his face.
"No, I didn't damn liked it, okay? It was painful and scary and it made me feel dirty." I said, feeling my body starting to shake from anger.
"I see... Did you sucked their cock?" Ayuku asked again, this time making me hit the table hard with both of my hands and get up from the chair.
"Can I be excused?!" I said loud, leaving out of the room with Jun after me.
"Why don't you suck a cock, you idiot kid!" I heard Kazunari's voice from the kitchen, and in few seconds him, Satoshi and Masaki were with me at the front door.
"Sho, baby... Come back to the table, please. Your brothers will say they are sorry, I promise." my mother said, coming fast to me.
"I don't care what they say. I just want to be alone with my friends. You leave me something on the table, I'll eat when I'll be back." I said, taking my cigarettes and my lighter from the livingroom table and putting them in my pocket.
"But baby..." she insisted.
"Mom, please... I need time, okay? I will be fine. Just... leave me." I said, opening the front door and getting out of the house with my friends.
"What now?" Jun asked when we were out.
"Let's go to the beach! We know where it is now, it should be empty at this hour. We can make a bath and play around and stuff." Kazunari suggested.
"Great idea... I really need something as such now. You guys lead the way." I said, trying my best to smile a bit.
We reached that place sooner than I've thought, I doubt it took more than 5 minutes to get there. It was beautiful... The sand was nice and soft and the waves of the ocean looked as if they were dancing, while the big full moon shined up above us. We took off our shoes and shirts and started walking through the water. Kazunari pushed Satoshi into it, making the older boy laugh and complain about it. I was holding Jun's hand while we were just wondering around. Masaki jumped on his 2 friends, all 3 of them falling into the waves and laughing out loud. I looked at them smiling.
"They are such kids..." I said.
"You forgot to be a kid, baby... Forget it... Those bad memories... Forget them all..." Jun said, caressing my face with his hand. "Let's just enjoy this moment..."
I closed my eyes and kissed him deeply, pushing him down on the sand. The waves were covering our body from time to time and it felt so great. I started kissing his chest, unbuttoning his pants.
"Oh yeah! Let's fuck!" Kazunari said loud when he saw the two of us.
I watched him getting on top of Satoshi, starting to kiss him all over. "Not fair! What about me??" Masaki said.
"Oh, you can join us! Get here!" Kazunari said, pulling Masaki down too.
I laughed, watching all 3 of them making out. Jun put his hand on my cheek, turning my head around to make me look at him again. "Baby... I am so hot... I want you so much, please..." he said.
"You really want to do it here?" I asked, caressing his hair.
"Yes... Yes, just do me.. Fuck me..." he said, getting closer to me and kissing me, unzipping my pants and starting to pull them down.
I remove his pants and threw them somewhere on the sand. The fact that people could have seen us just made me harder. It was fun because it was something we have never done before.
"I have no lube..." I said, remembering all of a sudden.
"I can do without..." Jun said to me, his voice sounding so excited, his hard member proving it.
"It will hurt you..." I said, caressing his face.
"You know the masters never used lube, I'm used to it... Just do it, baby..." he said. "I can handle..."
I didn't waited for another confirmation. I just entered him fast yet somehow delicate, filled of passion. Him and Kazunari screamed at the same time, and when I looked to the left, I was able to see Satoshi getting in and out of him fast, while Masaki was kissing his neck. I smiled and kissed Jun, trying to find a rhytem.
I took his hands in mine, laying over him more, getting deeper inside him. His eyes were closed but his expression looked happy. Our bodies were wet with both ocean water and sweat yet we were feeling better than ever.
"Faster... Stronger... Give me more... I want all of you..." he said between the moans.
"Well damn, someone is sure hungry." Masaki laughed.
"Shut up, we are concentrating here!"Satoshi said, making me laugh.
Jun giggled too, brushing his hands through my hair and kissing my face. "T-They... They sure are funny..." he said.
"Yeah..." I said. "Sorry that is... not so romantic..." I said, continuing to thrust in and out of him.
"It is perfect, baby... I feel amazing..." he said. "Don't stop..."
"I won't..."
"I love you, Sho..."
"I'll love you until I die..."
I don't know how long we had sex. We both came for like 3 times before we stopped and started getting dressed again. Masaki, Kazunari and Satoshi stopped too when they saw we finished. We kept staying on the beach, smoking, laughing, saying jokes, playing throw the waves... I can say it was one of the very first moments when I actually felt happy. I was able to feel the frindship between us getting stronger with each second. My family was sure not perfect and I knew I was going to have trouble with my brothers... But as long as I had this 4 crazy and adorable guys with me, I could have bet my soul that I was going to manage...
A/N: That is all for now ^__^ And there you have your hot Sakumoto part that you have been waiting for XDD Sorry I didn't made it longer and more detailed, I have been writing all night and I got very damn tired XDD But I will do better next time, promise ^^ Hope you enjoyed it. Comments are loved, as usual ^.^ And see you guys soon ^__^
Author: me
Pairings : Sakumoto, Ohmiya
Rating: +17, NC
Genre: drama
Summary: Sho was kidnapped by 3 gangsters when he was a child and forced to become a prostitute. He had gotten used to it and became almost like a small robot. But something changes when little Jun gets there as well.
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, I just wrote the story
Warnning : This has child abuse, rape, violence and many other disturbing things. Don't read it if you don't want to.
Chapter 7
The nightmare I had was so horrible that I had been starting to move around the bed agitated, saying weird stuff and crying. I didn't realized that though until Jun forcely waked me up, telling me I had been acting like insane and screaming my lungs out. I had cold tears on my face that hadn't been dried yet, and I was feeling my heart racing in my chest. It took me a while to understand what Jun was saying to me, as I was staring around the room like an idiot. I couldn't recognize anything...
"Wh-Where are we..? Where are we, Jun?" I asked, my voice still shaking as much as my body.
"In your room, at your parents house... Don't you remember, baby?" he asked, caressing my face, removing my tears.
"My parents... Yeah... I just... I dreamed we were back there... The masters had find us and brought us back and they've beat us and locked us in this small rooms where we couldn't get out from.... It was so scary...." I said, trying my best to stay calm and not start to cry again.
"Baby..." Jun said, hugging me tight. He started caressing my hair and my back, in a calming and refreshing way. "It's fine, baby... Is over now..."
"No..." I said, pushing him delicately again. "No, is not over... It will never be over... It will always remain... in here..." I said touching my head.
He looked at me, as if he couldn't find the best words to make me feel better. I looked on the window and realized it was dark outside. I then looked at the watch, it was around 9 PM.
"We sleeped a damn lot, huh..." Jun said. "Do you want a cigarette?"
"And a glass of vodka..." I said, getting up from the bed and messing up my hair with my hands, in a try of making myself awake more.
"Do you think your parents have something like that here?" Jun asked, getting up from the bed as well.
"If they don't, we go and buy. We still have our money, don't we?" I said, opening the door and getting out of the room.
I was hearing voices coming from downstairs, laughters and giggles. I took my pack of cigarettes from my pocket, chosing one and lighting it up while I was going down. I took a long puff and released the smoke powerfuly when I got in front of the livingroom, where all my family was gathered.
"Yo.." I said, when I saw all of them staring at me.
"Did you sleeped well, honey?" my mother asked, with a kind smile.
"I have a fucked up nightmare. So no, I didn't." I said, walking past my brothers and sitting on the couch with Jun. "Where are my friends?"
"They said they'll go to buy something. I showed them where the shop is and they said they could handle." my father said.
"Honey... I wish you would stop doing that..." my mother said, pointing to my cigarette. "Is bad for your lungs, baby..."
"Is one of the only things that calms me up after a horrible day. So sorry, but I won't quit smoking. If the smoke disturbs you, I can go outside when I smoke." I said, on a pretty harsh tone but still trying to be polite.
"We are back!" I heard Kazunari's voice coming from the entrance of the house.
Him, Satoshi and Masaki almost ran to us, each carring a bag with them that they've put on the table.
"Look what we bought!" Masaki said, as they all started to take bottles of alcohol out of their bags.
They had whiskey, beer, vodka, gin, even tiquila there. I smiled, taking the bottle of vodka and opening it, taking a swallow out of it.
"Hell yeah! This are my friends. Smart minds think the same." I said, and we all laughed.
Jun took a beer and opened it, starting to drink from it as Satoshi, Kazunari and Masaki all started to drink from the bottle of whiskey. My parents were staring at us a bit disturbed but it looked like they didn't dared to say anything, as my brothers were just fascinated.
"Well don't just stay like idiots! Grab something!" Kazunari said to them.
"Can we?" Souta asked amazed.
"Of course you can't!" My mother said, her voice sounding kind of pissed.
"Why not? Why can he drink?" Souta asked revolted, pointing at me.
"He is older." my mother said, short.
"How can he be older, we are twins!" Souta said.
"He had a different life than you did." my father said.
"I wish I was kidnaped too then." he said, crossing his arms together at his chest and sinking more into the couch.
"No... No, you don't." I said to him, playing with the bottle of vodka in my hand.
"You can do stuff I can't do, is unfair! Beside, you are free and cool and all that." he said, looking at me.
"You think I am cool?" I said, laughing a bit. "I am not cool... I am not as strong and as amazing as I may seam. And I will never be free... They marked me for life and no matter how far I run, I'll never get far enough as to forget them..."
I was feeling everyone staring at me, even my friends, so I just took one more deep swallow of the drink and left the bottle on the table, taking a new puff from my cigarette.
"I am starving, do we have something to eat?" I asked, as to make everyone stop thinking of what I had said.
"Sure, honey.. Uhm, why don't you boys come and help me set the table. So we can give Sho and his friends a bit of time alone." my mother said.
"Yeah, they need some privecy." my father agreed, the two of them grabbing Ayuku and Souta and driving them to the kitchen.
Kazunari set next to us on the couch with Satoshi in his lap, as Masaki went to take some glasses from the mini-bar that was on a table from the back of the room. He purr whiskey in three glasses, giving one to Satoshi and one to Kazunari, keeping one for himself and sitting on the armchair. I left the cigarette which was almost finshed in the ash tray, hugging Jun tight.
"You look really depressed." Kazunari said.
"I had a terrible dream..." I said. "Kind of fucked me up."
"You should think about other stuff..." Satoshi said.
"I think I should just never sleep again anymore..." I said.
"I doubt that is humanly possible." Masaki said, before taking a serious swallow of his drink.
"I know... But I can try..." I said. "I am afraid to fall asleep... Whenever I sleep, it just happens all over again..."
"You really need to think of something else." Kazunari said, while Satoshi was placing small kisses all over his face.
"You two look so cute together..." Jun said, with a smile.
"I know, right?" Kazunari laughed, hugging Satoshi a bit tighter and staring at him. "He is the best thing that ever happened in my life..." he added, caressing the boys face with his hand.
Satoshi kissed him and he answered, both of them looking as if they were melting in each other's kisses. I just hold Jun's hand tight in mine, as I took a swallow of my vodka. It took a lot for me to get drunk so I was not even dizzy yet. But I was not feeling good either. There were just so many differnet thoughts runing through my head. And none of them were great.
"Do you think they are looking for us?" I asked all of a sudden, my words making Satoshi and Kazunari's kiss break.
"I am sure they are..." Kazunari said. "But I am also sure they won't find us."
"Are you scared, baby?" Jun asked, brushing his fingers on my face.
"Are you not?" I asked back, raising my eyebrow.
"Of course I am... But... I am just trying to think possitive..." he said.
"How does that help?" I asked, drinking a bit more vodka.
"I have no idea... But it does help me..." he said. "You worry too much, baby..."
"Jun is right. The damn jerks won't find us here. And even if they do, your family will protect us. Won't they?" Masaki said.
"My family wants them in jail..." I said, playing around with the bottle in my hand. " I just want them far away from me... But I wouldn't like to know they are hurt...."
"You are a weird kid. You should want them dead!" Kazunari said, sounding revolted.
"Well I don't!" I just said fast, and kind of loud. I left my head down again, starting to spin the bottle in my hand once more. "For over 12 years, they have been the only family I've known..."
No one said anything anymore, but I was able to feel their stares upon me. I wondered if they felt sorry for me... I hated when people felt sorry for me. I was about to say something to break the painful silence but my mother did it in my place, coming into the room to announce us dinner was ready. The 5 of us left the drinks on the table, getting up and going into the kitchen. My mother had prepared a lot of traditional japanese food. The table was filled of gyoza, harumaki, yakisoba, shrimps, sushi, miso soup and balls of warm rice. It all smelled delicious and looked very good. We took sits on the table, while my mother was staring at me with a smile.
"I hope you enjoy this kind of food," she said.
"I very rarely had this type of food... The masters had no idea how to cook and we had no servants. Me and Jun were in charge of taking care of the cleaning, washin and all the other stuff around the house. We usually only eated pizza, hamburgers and other fast food things as such." I said, starting to eat together with everyone else.
"I see.." my mother said, starting to sound a bit sad.
"It was kind of the same for us." Kazunari said, stiffing his mouth with food. "And we sure had problems with this guy here, cause he damn loves to eat. So we always had to order lots of food cause he was eating alone more than me and Masaki together." he laughed, pointing at Satoshi.
"Is unpolite to laugh and talk with your mouth full.." my brother Ayuku said, looking a bit disturbed at Kazunari.
"Oh... Sorry. No one ever told me that before..." my black haired friend said, swallowing the food from his mouth hard.
"Is like you boys grew up in a jungle..." Souta said too, looking at all of us.
"We did, actually. The jungle filled of buildings. Is called Tokyo." Satoshi said, before drinking a lot of his miso soup.
"Is it true that you were prostitutes?" Ayuku asked, making me almost chock myself with the food I was eating when I've heard him.
Everyone looked either down or away, while I was staring at my father, since he was the only one I have told it too. He realized I was waiting for some kind of a explication, and he started moving a bit uncomfortable in his chair.
"He must have heard me when I was telling it to your mother..." he said.
"Is it true or not?" Ayuku asked, still sounding damn curious.
"Yeah, it is true. Happy now?" I asked, starting to feel pissed off and tense.
"Baby, calm down..." Jun said, taking my hand in his and kissing it.
"You guys are really gay, huh?" Satoru said, looking at us amazed.
"Yeah, we are. We love each other. What is so weird about that? Love can only happen between men and women?" I said, looking at him angry.
"No, I was just saying..." he said fast, starting to stare at his food.
"Look what kids, if your brother and his friends like men in place of women, is not a big deal. Is their choice anyway..." my father said.
"So with how many guys did you had sex?" Ayuku asked, while eating and looking at me.
"I've lost track of them." I said, trying to avoid looking at him and just eat.
"But did you liked it? Since, well.. You like men and all." he asked, with somekind of a smirk on his face.
"No, I didn't damn liked it, okay? It was painful and scary and it made me feel dirty." I said, feeling my body starting to shake from anger.
"I see... Did you sucked their cock?" Ayuku asked again, this time making me hit the table hard with both of my hands and get up from the chair.
"Can I be excused?!" I said loud, leaving out of the room with Jun after me.
"Why don't you suck a cock, you idiot kid!" I heard Kazunari's voice from the kitchen, and in few seconds him, Satoshi and Masaki were with me at the front door.
"Sho, baby... Come back to the table, please. Your brothers will say they are sorry, I promise." my mother said, coming fast to me.
"I don't care what they say. I just want to be alone with my friends. You leave me something on the table, I'll eat when I'll be back." I said, taking my cigarettes and my lighter from the livingroom table and putting them in my pocket.
"But baby..." she insisted.
"Mom, please... I need time, okay? I will be fine. Just... leave me." I said, opening the front door and getting out of the house with my friends.
"What now?" Jun asked when we were out.
"Let's go to the beach! We know where it is now, it should be empty at this hour. We can make a bath and play around and stuff." Kazunari suggested.
"Great idea... I really need something as such now. You guys lead the way." I said, trying my best to smile a bit.
We reached that place sooner than I've thought, I doubt it took more than 5 minutes to get there. It was beautiful... The sand was nice and soft and the waves of the ocean looked as if they were dancing, while the big full moon shined up above us. We took off our shoes and shirts and started walking through the water. Kazunari pushed Satoshi into it, making the older boy laugh and complain about it. I was holding Jun's hand while we were just wondering around. Masaki jumped on his 2 friends, all 3 of them falling into the waves and laughing out loud. I looked at them smiling.
"They are such kids..." I said.
"You forgot to be a kid, baby... Forget it... Those bad memories... Forget them all..." Jun said, caressing my face with his hand. "Let's just enjoy this moment..."
I closed my eyes and kissed him deeply, pushing him down on the sand. The waves were covering our body from time to time and it felt so great. I started kissing his chest, unbuttoning his pants.
"Oh yeah! Let's fuck!" Kazunari said loud when he saw the two of us.
I watched him getting on top of Satoshi, starting to kiss him all over. "Not fair! What about me??" Masaki said.
"Oh, you can join us! Get here!" Kazunari said, pulling Masaki down too.
I laughed, watching all 3 of them making out. Jun put his hand on my cheek, turning my head around to make me look at him again. "Baby... I am so hot... I want you so much, please..." he said.
"You really want to do it here?" I asked, caressing his hair.
"Yes... Yes, just do me.. Fuck me..." he said, getting closer to me and kissing me, unzipping my pants and starting to pull them down.
I remove his pants and threw them somewhere on the sand. The fact that people could have seen us just made me harder. It was fun because it was something we have never done before.
"I have no lube..." I said, remembering all of a sudden.
"I can do without..." Jun said to me, his voice sounding so excited, his hard member proving it.
"It will hurt you..." I said, caressing his face.
"You know the masters never used lube, I'm used to it... Just do it, baby..." he said. "I can handle..."
I didn't waited for another confirmation. I just entered him fast yet somehow delicate, filled of passion. Him and Kazunari screamed at the same time, and when I looked to the left, I was able to see Satoshi getting in and out of him fast, while Masaki was kissing his neck. I smiled and kissed Jun, trying to find a rhytem.
I took his hands in mine, laying over him more, getting deeper inside him. His eyes were closed but his expression looked happy. Our bodies were wet with both ocean water and sweat yet we were feeling better than ever.
"Faster... Stronger... Give me more... I want all of you..." he said between the moans.
"Well damn, someone is sure hungry." Masaki laughed.
"Shut up, we are concentrating here!"Satoshi said, making me laugh.
Jun giggled too, brushing his hands through my hair and kissing my face. "T-They... They sure are funny..." he said.
"Yeah..." I said. "Sorry that is... not so romantic..." I said, continuing to thrust in and out of him.
"It is perfect, baby... I feel amazing..." he said. "Don't stop..."
"I won't..."
"I love you, Sho..."
"I'll love you until I die..."
I don't know how long we had sex. We both came for like 3 times before we stopped and started getting dressed again. Masaki, Kazunari and Satoshi stopped too when they saw we finished. We kept staying on the beach, smoking, laughing, saying jokes, playing throw the waves... I can say it was one of the very first moments when I actually felt happy. I was able to feel the frindship between us getting stronger with each second. My family was sure not perfect and I knew I was going to have trouble with my brothers... But as long as I had this 4 crazy and adorable guys with me, I could have bet my soul that I was going to manage...
A/N: That is all for now ^__^ And there you have your hot Sakumoto part that you have been waiting for XDD Sorry I didn't made it longer and more detailed, I have been writing all night and I got very damn tired XDD But I will do better next time, promise ^^ Hope you enjoyed it. Comments are loved, as usual ^.^ And see you guys soon ^__^