I love the way You Hurt - Chapter 14
Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 14
That hotel was really huge, Satoshi thought. Their room that Jun had took for the night looked like a whole apartment. There was a big bath, made all of marble which was so clean that it almost sparkled. It had a big jacuzzi tub that looked damn comfortable and great, which Satoshi really hopped they were going to use. The living-room was pretty and modern decorated, with a black leather sofa and 2 small tables made of glass, a big cupboard on which there was a house phone, magazines, a lap
top and a bunch of pencils, pens and papers. There was a plasma tv on the wall, in front of the couch, with a dvd included down beyond it. The bedroom was even more amazingly looking, the thing that caught Satoshi's eyes most being the huge, King Size Bed, that looked as if him, Jun, Aiba and Sho could have all fucked in and it would have still remain space for Nino to join.
"Wow.." was the only think the older man could say.
"I wanted you to feel cozy." Jun explained, while taking off his coat and throwing it on the couch.
"You can't get more cozy than this.." Satoshi said, still amazed by the place. "How much did it cost to rent this place for the night?"
"It was a very small price compared to what you deserve…" Jun said, caressing the man's face.
"Master…" Satoshi said, smiling softly. "I can't believe we are finally alone…"
"I know, right? It was just 3 weeks since we brought Ryosuke there, but I felt like I had no privacy with you for ages…" Jun agreed, sitting down on the couch and pulling Satoshi in his lap. "I know you're into hardcore, but I won't be bad with you tonight." he declared.
"You won't..?" Satoshi asked, feeling a bit disappointed, wondering if he had done something bad.
"Tonight, I want it to be special…" Jun said, caressing his slave's hair. "I want us both to feel each other's real feelings… Not just the passion and lust."
"So you want us to make love..?" Satoshi asked, realising then and there, that if they would have made love, it would have been the very first time.
"Do you know what day is today, Satoshi?" Jun asked.
"Friday..?" the man said, feeling confused.
Jun laughed. "One day, I went to this club… To meet this guy who seemed to be the perfect slave. After I met him, I knew that I had not been at all mistaken in my thoughts. Actually, he was 10 times better than I expected. Since then, me and him have always been together… Today, is one year since then.. And that man is you…" he said, while brushing his long fingers on Satoshi's face.
"Yeah.. You are right… But… I didn't thought master and slave's have a anniversary as well." Satoshi said, feeling surprised that Jun even remembered that.
"All couples have a anniversary. Just like all humans have a birthday… Is funny, you know? Humans don't like to see the time passing by them, yet, they celebrate birthdays and anniversaries… You know why they do that?"
"Not really…"
"Humans are afraid of time. Especially of time passing by… When we are kids, we are afraid to grow up.. When we grow up, we are afraid of becoming old.. And when we are old, we start missing everything we lost and we start feeling afraid of dying. This permanent fear for the time made us create anniversaries and birthdays. Though we hate ageing, each year we celebrate the fact that we are 1 year older… is our way of trying to deny our own fear for the passing of time. Humans will always try to deny the fact that they are afraid… They will even try to make the thing they fear seem or sound or feel pleasant and joyful in order to deny they fear it…" Jun explained.
"I never thought of that… But it does make sense…" Satoshi said. "You always tell me interesting things, master…"
Jun giggled and petted Satoshi's head. "Masters must be good at more than just having sex and beating people. A true master must have knowledge in all the domains and be able to set a good example for his slaves. He should be able to guide them through life. Masters must take decisions in place of his slaves. If he is not able to take right decisions, how could the slave have the confidence and trust to place their everything in his hands?"
"Being a master is not such a easy job, huh…" Satoshi said, looking at Jun with admiration.
"Of course is not. Is sometimes very stressful and very hard, actually. That is why I am very picky about my slaves… Cause I want them to be worthy of the trouble. And you, are more than that… I have no words to explain you how happy I actually am that I have found you, Satoshi… You will always be the most perfect slave for me." he said.
"You will always be the most amazing man alive to me, master…" Satoshi said, letting his head rest on Jun's chest.
Jun kissed his forehead, hugging his head with both hands. This man, though he was 3 years older than him, was so much more innocent than him. He was so short and he looked so young, with that slim body and his forever baby face. Jun was sure that there were not 2 men like Satoshi on the planet. His slave was unique, he was one of kind. Not only beautiful but also loyal, tender, innocent and pure and with a huge desire to serve. He was making him feel like the happiest man on earth.
"Come.." he said, getting up. He took Satoshi's hand in his and lead him up to the bedroom. Taking off the blanket and letting it hang half down on the edge of the bed, that was so huge that it was not going to bother them, he slowly pushed Satoshi to lay down. He got on top of him, kissing his lips, while the man was only sitting there as a puppet, without pushing or moving anything, just waiting for his master to lead. "As I have said, tonight is special… Feel free to do whatever you please…" Jun said, feeling as if he needed to remind him that.
It is true that Satoshi had forgotten about it. Maybe cause he was completely unused to doing what he desired. He smiled though, knowing that it was an order. How funny can that be? To be ordered to not take orders… He put his hands on Jun's shoulders, in a try of bringing him closer. Jun smiled back to him and did as his slave wanted, sliding down, kissing him again. Satoshi moaned into the kiss, more than usual since Jun had his knee pressed on his crotch. He was feeling already turned on and he was so anxious. He didn't understood how was he able to resist almost 3 weeks without having sex. Before Jun had arrived to his life, Satoshi only had rare one-night stands, in night clubs, with random men that he had never even found their names. He was only doing it just so he'd do it and therefore, he only saw sex as something people should naturally do once in few months. But once he met Jun, it all changed. They were doing it every day, several times a day. So much that it became for Satoshi more than just a habit. It became a necessity, an addiction almost. Living without it had became almost impossible.
"Master…" he said, looking up at Jun. "I missed you so much…"
Jun looked at him and smiled kindly. Supporting himself in his left elbow, he caressed Satoshi's face with his right hand, his smile never fading. "I missed you too…" he said, kissing his forehead.
He then kissed him down the nose, on his cheeks, lips, going to his chin and neck. Satoshi closed his eyes and decided to only enjoy it. He started to unbutton his shirt, since the heat was becoming unbearable. Jun looked at the bandage from his chest and smiled. Thought Satoshi had explained to Masaki over 100 times that he was fine, his friend didn't accept to let him go before bandaging the wound from his chest. Satoshi believed it was Masaki's way to make sure he was really okay and that he won't get an infection or something, so he agreed to it in order to see his friend more relieved. Jun touched the while and soft bandage, which send a lot of thrilling sensations down Satoshi's back, the mixture of hot pain and bitter pleasure turning him insane even more.
"Your friend did a good job…" Jun whispered.
"He worries too much though…" Satoshi said back, with his eyes closed, trying his best to be coherent.
"Don't we all..?" Jun asked, before kissing delicately the exact spot of the bandage where he knew the cut was.
"Ahh.." Satoshi moaned, of both pleasure an pain, bitting his lower lip. "Master… Stop teasing me so much, please…"
"You are already hard, I know." Jun giggled, touching his slave's member with his hand. "Usually, I would let you boil for at least half an hour more. But since tonight is our special night… I will make an exception…"
Jun went down and took Satoshi's jeans off, together with his boxers, reveling the older man's erected member. He licked it from the bottom up, making Satoshi shiver from all his body. "M-Master…" Satoshi said amazed, completely unused to anything like this. Jun never sucked him off or licked him, since it was a master principle. You don't go around sucking your slaves. It made Satoshi realise this night was really going to be special.
Jun only smiled and continued, trying to imitate what he had seen on his slaves. He had never in his life done this and to him, since he had been a master since the age of 18, was something completely new. He would have expected to feel embarrassed and low if he would have ever done it. But he didn't felt that way at all. Cause it was Satoshi the one he was doing it… His most perfect slave. Satoshi was his pride, his happiness and his love. He would have gone anywhere for him.
"You don't have to do this, master…" Satoshi said, with his face turning red.
"I know I don't have to." Jun said. "But I want to…" he added, before taking it all the way in his mouth.
Satoshi almost screamed. He was so turned on that he felt he could have come in any minute. His master mouth was amazing, it felt so good. Satoshi knew for sure this was never going to happen again, so he enjoyed it to the last bit. The was his master lips were pressing up and down, the way his tongue was brushing on his hard cock, the way he was moving his hands on his balls to make it feel even better. He couldn't take it anymore, it was way too good.
"Master… I will… I will…" he tried to say, and Jun understood him so he removed exactly one second before his slave came, shooting semen all over the white sheets.
Jun giggled and went back up on top of Satoshi, kissing his lips. "I liked that…" he confessed.
"I loved it, master…" Satoshi said, smiling innocently.
"I am so happy to hear that.." Jun said, kissing the man's neck. "Now… how about we do it a bit different today? Since we started off different."
"What you mean..?" Satoshi asked confused.
Jun smiled and took Satoshi's member in his hand, starting to rub it with his fingers. "Can you get it up again?" he asked, moving his hand in a slow yet great motion.
"I guess so…" Satoshi said, not understanding anything.
Jun just kept on smiling and playing with his slave's cock, trying to make it erect once more. When he was finally able to do that he kissed Satoshi's neck, licking it a bit as well. "You did it…" he whispered.
"I don't understand…" Satoshi said, confused.
Jun just hugged him and rolled on his back, bringing Satoshi on top. The man stared at him amazed, starting to have a notion of what Jun might have been talking about but being a bit unable to believe it. He just stared at him amazed, with big puppy-eyes that made Jun smile.
"Don't look at me like that, I am sure you understand." Jun said, giggling. "This night, you can be on top."
"But…"
"Don't complain. I know you want it. All slaves want that. To at least once in their life, be able to fuck their masters. This is your special night, so I will allow you to do it. Beside.. No one has ever been inside me before. So it will make you even more special to me." Jun explained, putting his hand on Satoshi's face and caressing his cheek with his thumb. Satoshi still looked amazed and a bit unsure. "If you don't do it now, you'll never have the same chance again. Ever." Jun said, pressing on the last ever word to make sure it got straight in Satoshi's mind.
"Do you actually want this, master?" Satoshi asked.
Jun nodded. "I really really want this.. I want you to be the first and only who'll do it." he said.
Satoshi smiled. He was unable to deny the fact that he wanted it. As Jun had said, all slaves would want it. Since their master's body was almost sacrred to them and they were only able to touch it when their master's allowed it, if they allowed it. He knew this was like an award he was going to get only once and he would have been an idiot to deny it. He caressed his master's cheek, kissing his lips. He was so surprised that he was actually able to be the one to lead. It's not a feeling that can actually be described in words. Is as if a dog would be given the chance to be human one day. Of course he'd be happy but he would also be confused and feel strange. A weird feeling of being at 180 degrees from where you were used to stay.
"Don't be scared..." Jun said, as if reading his mind. "Just do it your own way. I will enjoy it, trust me."
Satoshi nodded and smiled once more. He slowly went into undressing his master, who still had all his cloths on. He started with his shirt, that he unbutton delicately and pushed it down on the floor. He kissed all over his chest, caressing him in the same time, until he got to his pants. He removed them as well and since Jun almost never wear underwear, his body was fully exposed. Satoshi looked at him from head to toe, since he had never had Jun like that.. Completely naked, beyond him, waiting for him to decide what was up to do next.
"You are so gorgeous, master…" Satoshi said, while caressing Jun's stomach.
"Thank you, Satoshi." Jun said, kissing his lips. "You can start now.." he said.
"Right.. Uhm… Okay…" Satoshi said, still feeling way too amazed. "How should I.."
"However you want…" Jun said.
He was going to be patient with him, since he expected Satoshi to be patient as well. He had to admit to himself that he was scared. He had never done it before and Satoshi didn't had a small one.. He was actually quite big. He knew it was not going to slide in that easy, even if they used lube. Which made him remind Satoshi to take the lube small bottle that he had in the upper pocket of his shirt. Which Satoshi did. He put some on his fingers and slowly entered two of them inside Jun. The man moaned and closed his eyes, but didn't looked hurt. So Satoshi moved in and out, trying to help his master adjust. He was still unable to believe he was doing that… He continued, slowly and delicately, trying to avoid any bit of pain that he could inflect upon Jun. He, by no means, wanted his master to suffer. When he was able to move with no problem 4 fingers in and out of Jun, he decided it was enough. He purred some more of the lube on his member and rubbed it a bit, before positioning himself better. He took both of his master's hands in his, their fingers interlocking.
"If it hurts you even a bit, tell me and I will stop…" Satoshi said.
"Very well.." Jun agreed.
Satoshi kissed him and pushed inside, letting it all in from the first moment. Jun would have probably screamed and he was thankful to Satoshi for gagging his mouth with his own mouth. It would have been probably way too weird to hear his own scream. It did hurt, but not as much as he expected. He thought it was going to be horrible, but it actually felt good. It was probably because it was Satoshi.
"It's in.." Satoshi said, breaking the kiss and letting his forehead rest on Jun's forehead.
"I know.." Jun giggled. "you can move… It doesn't hurt.. I like it…"
Satoshi did as he was told and started moving. "Tell me what to do…" he said. It was weird, but even in this moment when he had the chance to lead, he still wanted to be lead. He wanted to be told what to do.
"Just move slowly for now…" Jun instructed him, smiling.
He admired how Satoshi was devotated to him to the end, even when he was giving him the chance not to be. He was sure that Satoshi knew how to fuck someone, he was not a virgin from this point of view and not even an idiot would have believed he was. But he was also sure that his slave was probably so confused and amazed by all this situation that his brain was blank. Other slaves in his place, would have used it as the perfect moment to take revenge or to at least pay their masters back. They would have taken no orders and just do what they wanted, how they wanted it. But Satoshi kept to the line, acted more nice and careful than ever and wanted to be instructed into the smallest details. While the pleasure was taking over him and his moans became more strong, Jun discovered how much love was really in between him and his slave. Before he even knew, he found himself adoring this moment forever, while hugging him tight and closing his eyes, letting himself be taken into sensations and feelings no one had ever given him before.
"Ah… Satoshi!" he screamed, his voice resounding in the emptiness of the huge, hotel room.
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"I wonder if Matsumoto-san and Satoshi are having fun now…" Masaki said, as to himself, when him and Sho got home.
Sho smiled and left his jacket on the couch, going and hugging his slave from behind. He brushed his cheek on the back of Masaki's head, caressing the younger man's chest with his hand. He understood how Masaki was unable to fully understand the relationship Jun and Satoshi had. He was sure that Masaki knew Jun was not a bad man, but even so, he worried for Satoshi cause he was his best friend. Is very hard for humans to see over what they are used with.
"Satoshi is fine… Trust me on that, Masaki." Sho said, kissing Masaki's head.
"I know… I just wish I could understand…" Masaki said. "You were never hardcore with me so I don't even know how it could or would or should feel…" Masaki said.
"You want me to be hardcore with you?" Sho asked, bitting the lobe of Masaki's ear.
"Well… I…" Masaki tried to say.
But Sho grabbed him by the shirt and spin him around, hitting him with the back in the wall, not very hard, but hard enough so it would hurt. He kept his grip on his slave's shirt tight, looking at him from up to down, making the boy feel small and defenceless. Fear is the first thing you need to inflect into hardcore BDSM. To make it rough, painful and brutal, you must first make it scary.
"I can fuck you more senseless and emotionless than anyone has ever done it. I can make you feel like nothing but a sex doll, a puppet, a little toy which I possess. I can make you ache in places you didn't thought you could feel pain." he whispered in his ear, making sure to use a threatening and severe voice.
"Master…" Masaki said, staring at him surprised.
"I can be hardcore. But can you endure it?" Sho asked, still staring at Masaki with that same, scary gaze.
The younger man felt his heart beating hard. Did he really wanted this? When he first started reading about BDSM because of Satoshi's passion, he never thought he'd get into it cause it seemed too rough. Then again, when he started it with Sho, he was expecting that rough stuff. And he was shocked and, could we say, a bit disappointed, deep inside him, that Sho was very soft. Now it was his chance to experiment the real hard BDSM. He knew that Sho loved him very much and saw him as very pure and so, he wouldn't done it twice. Also, since he saw him as such, if he refused now, Sho would have thought he was too scared of hard action and would have never offered it again.
"Y-You are the master…" Masaki said, with his voice shaking a bit. "Do whatever you want to me… Whatever it is, if it comes from you, I'll be happy…"
Sho looked at him and raised his eyebrow. Masaki was not into hardcore and he could see it with the free eye. Anyone could. Beside, he was so gentle and so sensitive looking that he would have felt wrong treating him bad. He knew Masaki's sudden desire for hardcore was only because of his deep love for his best friend and his wish to be able to fully understand him. Than again, Masaki had got into BDSM and was in that moment there, trapped in between his hard body and the cold wall, because of Satoshi and because he had wanted to understand him… So good things come out of this incredibly bound friendship, Sho though.
Masaki wished he would have been able to read minds. He was so curious what thoughts were going in and out of Sho's head, while he was staring at him with that look. His body was shivering, since he didn't knew what to expect. His heart was racing. He had learn Sho in his 'soft master mode' completely, inside-out so he always knew what to expect. Sho in hardcore master mode was a whole new territory that Masaki had not notion off. It was as if he was meeting a whole new master and he had no idea how to act. This feeling of not knowing anything about what would happen felt good, like that one time when Sho had completely took over him and his all senses.
Sho smiled, all of a sudden. Masaki looked at him but didn't made a move or a sound. When all of a sudden Sho grabbed him and pushed him in the bed, Masaki froze and just sat there. He was looking at him, trying his best to make his expression not look as if he was terrified. He wanted to know how this feels like and he didn't wanted Sho to stop at the middle of it just cause he believed Masaki was freaking out.
"Do you know what day is today, Masaki?" Sho asked. He took his belt off and folded it in two, keeping it in his right hand and looking straight in Masaki's eyes.
"Today?" Masaki asked. He had been so off with his thoughts, thinking of Satoshi, of hardcore BDSM, of Sho being a cruel master that being suddenly asked what day it was, it felt as if Sho asked him the radical of pi. "Uhm… It is.. Uhm.. Today?" he said, feeling like an idiot as soon as the words left his mouth.
Sho hit him with the belt on the chest, not very strong, just as much as it would sting bad enough. Masaki didn't expect him and he stared at him amazed, which made Sho smirk. 'He's afraid. I've got you trapped to the wall, puppy…' Sho thought. "Wrong answer." He said. "Some time ago, I stepped into this club. Waiting for a friend who never appeared, that damn fucking bastard had me annoyed to dead. And then I saw the most beautiful man I have ever seen. He looked like an angel, like a supernatural small being that I wanted to hug and squeeze and be with forever." he kept saying, walking in circles around the bed, with Masaki staring at him. "Today, is one year since then. And that boy is with me in this room."
Masaki looked around like an idiot, wondering if it was someone else there. Sho slapped him in the head, trying to push away his desire to burst into laughter. "Is you, Masaki… Today is our anniversary. We meet exactly one year ago."
"Oh… Right…" Masaki said. Yeah.. It was true… How could he forget that..
"You forgot, didn't you?" Sho said, smirking again.
"No! No… I just… I… I totally didn't remembered that…" Masaki said, feeling like an idiot once again.
"That is very bad… You've been a bad boy, puppy." Sho said, going closer to Masaki.
"That sounded like in a porn movie…" Masaki slowly said, like for himself.
"What was that again?" Sho asked, going even closer.
"N-Nothing.. I was talking to myself…" the slave replayed, bowing his head, feeling embarrassed.
'Oh, my fucking Lord, he is so cute!' Sho said in his mind. He wanted to hug Aiba and kiss him cutely and cuddle him and tickle him… 'Wake up and smell the coffee, Sakurai! You gotta act hardcore!' he screamed at himself.
"Undress." he said to Masaki short.
When the man started removing his cloths, he went to the wardrobe and started looking for something in it. He returned with a box that he put next to the bed, close enough so he could take things from it easily but far enough so Masaki couldn't see what it was in it. He smiled at him, in a way that made Masaki's body shiver. Now all Masaki had on him was the necklace from Sho, that was sparkling and shining in the light of the room.
"Remember how when I gave you this you said it ain't a collar?" Sho said, touching slowly the delicate necklace. Masaki just nodded and Sho's hand went up, to where the lock in the back was and opening it, letting it fall on the bed. "Well, you were right. Is not a collar for hardcore slaves."
Masaki was amazed when he felt the delicate gold chain fall down from his neck. He had not realised that it had been there for almost one year straight. He had not even removed it when he was taking a bath, he had sleep with it on his neck, holding the lock pendent in his hand. His neck suddenly felt so empty and he touched it with his hand, unconscious. Sho giggled.
"Don't worry." he said, while putting the necklace on the nightstand from the right side of the bed. "I'll give it back to you after we finish this. Are you really 100% sure you want to try being a hardcore slave?"
"Yes… I want to try the things Satoshi likes…" Masaki said.
"I have never seen or heard of such a intense friendship like the one you two share, honestly." Sho said. "But very well then…" he took out a collar from the box. It was made out of leather completely, black, with 2 rows of 6 spikes on each side. In the middle, it had a metal circle on which a one meter leash made of metal was attached. "This is what Satoshi likes to wear on his neck."
He placed the collar on Masaki's neck, securing it tight in place in the back. The slave coughed when the strong and rigid leather tight around his neck, chocking him a bit, taking his breath away. He was not used to this and it didn't felt comfortable at all. He could understand why Satoshi liked it though. It was a continuous pain and also a feeling of being owned into the same little object. He heard Sho telling him to get on his knees but it took a while for his brain to actually register what the man had said. The harsh slap in his head awake him, so he got up from the bed and sat down in his knees on the floor, with his head bowed, staring at the carpet. Sho looked at him and smiled, while taking something out of the box. Masaki heard things moving around there but didn't dare to look, though the curiosity was turning him insane.
"Here we go… Haven't seen anyone do this in a while." Sho said, his voice sounding playful. "Did you ever used one of this, Masaki?" he asked the man, showing him a rather long and hard looking dildo.
Masaki stared at Sho amazed for some few seconds, before bowing his head down again, ashamed. He had never even seen one of those… Though deep inside of him, he had always wondered how would it feel. Was it really like a normal dick? Did it had a more… plastic/rubber feeling? Since you could control it, would it feel better? 'Why am I thinking of this stuff? Am I actually such a slut..?'
"No, master.. Never…" he answered Sho's question.
"But you do know to play with it, ne?" Sho said, going closer to Masaki.
"I know the notion…" Masaki said, his face become more red with each second.
Sho sat on the edge of the bed, grabbing the end of the leash that was attached on Masaki's collar in his hand. He put his hand beyond Masaki's chin, raising his head up to look at him.
"Take it and wet it with your own mouth. Then fuck yourself with it as I watch." Sho said, putting the toy in Masaki's hand.
"M-Master…" Masaki said, amazed, his cheeks becoming, if possible, even more red than before.
"Do you have something to comment?" Sho asked, raising his eyebrow.
"N-No.. No, master…" Masaki said.
Taking it in his hand, Masaki instantly felt the difference. It was not warm and nice like a real cock. It did had a plastic kind of feel to it and it was actually pretty cold. The best and maybe only advantage Masaki saw to it was that it was always hard. He started licking it as much as he could, trying to form a good layer of saliva so it would work like a lube. Sho was watching him smiling and when Masaki dared to take a quick look at his pants, he realised his master was already turned on. He gave it few more licks before deciding it was enough, and looked at Sho confused. How was he supposed to do this..?
"Do it however you want." Sho said, as if reading his mind. "But I wanna see it going in and out of you. And I wanna see you enjoying it… I want you to fuck yourself like you mean it and have fun doing so."
Masaki was feeling so weird. Somehow embarrassed. Sho was almost never using such dirty expressions… And he never made him feel so ashamed either. Humiliation. Hardcore slaves love that. To feel as if they are nothing. To feel like a toy, like a simple object that has the mare purpose to serve their master's fantasies and desires. Yeah, too many people it would sound weird. But to some people, is the best. Masaki remaind in his knees but opened his legs wider. His cock was hard and he wanted so much to rub it but Sho had not giving him the permission to do so. He positioned the dildo in between his legs, the tip of it touching his entrance. He closed his eyes as he pushed himself down, entering that thing inside of him. It was cold. It was harder than a normal dick, it was more painful. He screamed and stopped in place, but Sho pushed the leash, making him suffocate for few seconds.
"Do not stop." he said, on a severe voice. "Keep going, you are doing well."
Masaki just nodded and went up, pushing himself back down. Sho was watching… His master was truly staring at him. His eyes, filled of lust and passion examine each line of his face, each muscle on his body… It was making his body hot. He started moving faster at Sho's command, he opened up wider at his command. His mind was running out of track. 'He is watching me… He is watching me fucking myself…' he said in his mind, having his eyes closed, his lips parted, his voice making loud and sexy moans of pleasure. When he opened his eyes a bit, he saw Sho still there, smiling satisfied.
"Watch me, master… Do you like it..?" Masaki found himself saying.
"Oh yeah. I love it. And you like it too. You are dripping already." Sho said, letting his head down to look at Masaki's member. "Come here." he said, pulling the leash to indicate he wanted him in between his legs. Masaki made few steps forward in his knees, the dildo still inside of him, until he got to his master. Sho unzipped his pants and took his dick out, holding it with his hand. "Suck it." he demanded.
Masaki closed his eyes and kissed the top of Sho's big cock, before letting it slide down his mouth. Sho reached down to the dildo that was still inside of his slave, and he started moving it in and out with his hand. Masaki started to shiver. It felt even better when someone else was doing it.
"Bite me and I'll bite you harder." Sho warned him.
He started moving his hand faster, trying to send that toy as deep as he could inside his slave. This was so much fun.. Why had he not tried this earlier? With such purity and innocence, Masaki was amazing to break in the hard way. And he was actually enjoying it. When he felt he was about to cum, he pushed the dildo out of Masaki and left it fall on the floor. He put his hands on his slave's shoulders, making him take his head away.
"Open up your mouth wide and close your eyes…" he said to him.
Masaki did so and not far after he felt big drops of cum falling on his face. Most of it went in his mouth, some on his cheeks and even on his eyes.
"You are covered by my seed." Sho said.
"I am happy about it…" Masaki said. He took some from his face with his fingers and licked it off. "You taste so good, master…"
"Who would have ever thought that you can be such a damn slut!" Sho said, giggling. "However… You've been a really bad boy for forgetting something so important as our anniversary. So, you need a more severe punishment."
Masaki looked at him, wondering what was next. He was not afraid anymore. He was anxious. He was excited. He wanted more. He wanted so much more of this. He liked everything that was going on.
"Wait for me here." Sho said, before getting up.
Masaki felt a bit confused but he just stayed there, watching Sho get out of the room. What would he bring next? A whip? A bigger dildo? Something to send electric shocks in his body like he saw in BDSM porn movies? Suddenly he was starting to freak out. He whipped all the sperm remained on his face with his hand, taking a deep breath, telling himself he needed to relax. Sho returned not late after, holding a bottle of champagne in his hand. Masaki looked at him a bit confused. '…Wait… Now we drink or what?' he asked himself in his mind. But he just remained there, waiting for new orders.
"Lay down on the floor and spread your legs." Sho said.
"W-what..?"
"Did you not understand?"
"I did.. but… Why..?"
"Just do it." Sho said, on a more severe voice.
Masaki nodded and did as he was said. He laid on the floor and spread his legs. He closed his eyes and let his head lay down too. He was not sure of what was going to happen. All he knew was that he was once again completely exposed to his master. And he liked that feeling… He heard Sho opening the bottle of champagne and his curiosity grew. Was he really going to drink while fucking him or what the Hell? He dared to raise his head and open his eyes to look at Sho and he saw him holding his thumb at the top of the bottle, to avoid the alcohol get out.
"This will be very cold and it will feel weird. Also, it might make you feel drugged." Sho explained, coldly.
"..What are you talking about?" Masaki asked.
"Raise your knees at your chest and hold them with your hands." Sho instructed him.
Masaki thought that asking one more question would get Sho pissed so he just did was he was told to do. The collar that was still on his neck was making it hard to breath. His member was still erected and the suspense Sho was keeping him in was not making things any better. When he felt the cold tip of the bottle touch his entrance though, Masaki started to understand what was this all about. Sho pushed the neck of the bottle inside him hard, agitating the champagne and creating a lot of bubbles that spread like a explosion inside of his slave. Masaki screamed and left his head down, his eyes closing tight, his back arching but still holding his knees at his chest with his hand tight as Sho had told him. He was feeling the cold glass of the neck of the bottle sliding in and out of him, while the alcohol was going inside of him. The sensation was insane. It was hurting, it was pleasant, it was powerful, it was dizzying. It was so many things that Masaki couldn't really describe it. When he opened his eyes, the image from his front was blurred. The alcohol and the pleasure and everything was making him be high. He was almost seeing small lights. His body was completely on fire, his mind was totally gone. When Sho removed the bottle, Masaki could feel some of the drink dripping out of his ass but he knew a big amount was still inside of him. Sho replaced the bottle with his own member, so fast that Masaki barely had the time to take a breath. Sho grabbed the leash and pulled it, letting the younger man with no air. Masaki gagged and chocked but he was too high to be bothered by it. He was moaning so loud that he couldn't believe it was his own voice. Sho released his grip of the leash and slapped him really hard across the face, making his lower lip bleed. Masaki just moaned again and licked the blood off, with a soft smile. Sho grabbed Masaki's untouched member with his hand, starting to rub it hard and fast.
"Come together with me…" he whispered in his ear.
He started moving faster, synchronising his thrusts with his hand's movement, while licking Masaki's neck. Masaki cum in the same moment when he felt his master release deep inside him. It was a moment of total bliss, as he screamed louder than ever.
"Master…!" he said, before everything turning dark as he fainted.
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"Are you serious?!" Sho said amazed.
"Yeah, I am… I know, I know. Sounds insane, huh?" he heard Jun's voice from the other side of the phone, laughing. "Yeah, I left Satoshi fuck me… We had a romantic night for our anniversary."
"Me and Masaki had a quite crazy night for our anniversary. I tried hardcore on him." Sho said, while rolling the cigarette he was smoking in the ash tray.
"No! Really?? How come?"
"He wanted to see how hardcore feels. Because of Satoshi. He adored every bit of it, and so did I. But we won't keep it up with this. Our soft BDSM is best."
"Indeed.. I did loved Satoshi and me being soft, but I'll go hardcore on him starting from when he wakes up."
"Is like we two made exchange of life for this night, haha!" Sho laughed, watching as Masaki was sleeping on the bed.
"Yeah, it sure feels as so."
Sho went next to Masaki and caressed his hair, looking at him with a smile. "I wonder what Kazu did with Ryou.."
"Yeah, me too… I guess we will find out tomorrow, huh?" Jun said.
"Yeah.. We will have to wait and see…" Sho said, turning around to stare at the window at the night sky.
A/N: Okay! So this is done too. Yeah, I know, I know. Is like "FINALLY!" XDD Just wanted to note that is only today that me and my master returned from our trip. Which started off amazing but ended up taking WAY too long than we had planed. And became a pain in the ass XDD Cause we went for him to do some work there. We thought it would be just like a week or such in which he'd only work a bit and we would also have fun and we'd come back. And there we were, stucked there for like A MONTH! When we got back to the house we crushed in the bed like "AHhh!! Our bed! Look, look! Our Tv! With our silly shows! And fast internet! Yeyy!!" XDD Yeah, epic moment XDDDD Anyways! I saw that I quite lost my readers for this story.. You guys were commenting more before. Am I doing something wrong? Please tell me. Also! Due to the fact that I don't have a job anyway, so when my master is at work I am at home, I wanna see LJ as my work. So I made a pact with myself that starting from today, I will make at least one post a day. So at least one chapter of the story a day. I doubt I can write two chapters in a day but, who knows? XD So, I will stick to this. Maybe some of you guys that lost your interest for the story will start liking it again since you won't have to wait for forever for it… XDD But still. If I am doing something wrong, if you do not like something, if I am getting boring, please tell me cause I really want to know. Since this fic means a damn lot to me. Long A/N is long so I will shut up XD As always, comments are loved <333 take care you guys, see you soon ^o^
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 14
That hotel was really huge, Satoshi thought. Their room that Jun had took for the night looked like a whole apartment. There was a big bath, made all of marble which was so clean that it almost sparkled. It had a big jacuzzi tub that looked damn comfortable and great, which Satoshi really hopped they were going to use. The living-room was pretty and modern decorated, with a black leather sofa and 2 small tables made of glass, a big cupboard on which there was a house phone, magazines, a lap
top and a bunch of pencils, pens and papers. There was a plasma tv on the wall, in front of the couch, with a dvd included down beyond it. The bedroom was even more amazingly looking, the thing that caught Satoshi's eyes most being the huge, King Size Bed, that looked as if him, Jun, Aiba and Sho could have all fucked in and it would have still remain space for Nino to join.
"Wow.." was the only think the older man could say.
"I wanted you to feel cozy." Jun explained, while taking off his coat and throwing it on the couch.
"You can't get more cozy than this.." Satoshi said, still amazed by the place. "How much did it cost to rent this place for the night?"
"It was a very small price compared to what you deserve…" Jun said, caressing the man's face.
"Master…" Satoshi said, smiling softly. "I can't believe we are finally alone…"
"I know, right? It was just 3 weeks since we brought Ryosuke there, but I felt like I had no privacy with you for ages…" Jun agreed, sitting down on the couch and pulling Satoshi in his lap. "I know you're into hardcore, but I won't be bad with you tonight." he declared.
"You won't..?" Satoshi asked, feeling a bit disappointed, wondering if he had done something bad.
"Tonight, I want it to be special…" Jun said, caressing his slave's hair. "I want us both to feel each other's real feelings… Not just the passion and lust."
"So you want us to make love..?" Satoshi asked, realising then and there, that if they would have made love, it would have been the very first time.
"Do you know what day is today, Satoshi?" Jun asked.
"Friday..?" the man said, feeling confused.
Jun laughed. "One day, I went to this club… To meet this guy who seemed to be the perfect slave. After I met him, I knew that I had not been at all mistaken in my thoughts. Actually, he was 10 times better than I expected. Since then, me and him have always been together… Today, is one year since then.. And that man is you…" he said, while brushing his long fingers on Satoshi's face.
"Yeah.. You are right… But… I didn't thought master and slave's have a anniversary as well." Satoshi said, feeling surprised that Jun even remembered that.
"All couples have a anniversary. Just like all humans have a birthday… Is funny, you know? Humans don't like to see the time passing by them, yet, they celebrate birthdays and anniversaries… You know why they do that?"
"Not really…"
"Humans are afraid of time. Especially of time passing by… When we are kids, we are afraid to grow up.. When we grow up, we are afraid of becoming old.. And when we are old, we start missing everything we lost and we start feeling afraid of dying. This permanent fear for the time made us create anniversaries and birthdays. Though we hate ageing, each year we celebrate the fact that we are 1 year older… is our way of trying to deny our own fear for the passing of time. Humans will always try to deny the fact that they are afraid… They will even try to make the thing they fear seem or sound or feel pleasant and joyful in order to deny they fear it…" Jun explained.
"I never thought of that… But it does make sense…" Satoshi said. "You always tell me interesting things, master…"
Jun giggled and petted Satoshi's head. "Masters must be good at more than just having sex and beating people. A true master must have knowledge in all the domains and be able to set a good example for his slaves. He should be able to guide them through life. Masters must take decisions in place of his slaves. If he is not able to take right decisions, how could the slave have the confidence and trust to place their everything in his hands?"
"Being a master is not such a easy job, huh…" Satoshi said, looking at Jun with admiration.
"Of course is not. Is sometimes very stressful and very hard, actually. That is why I am very picky about my slaves… Cause I want them to be worthy of the trouble. And you, are more than that… I have no words to explain you how happy I actually am that I have found you, Satoshi… You will always be the most perfect slave for me." he said.
"You will always be the most amazing man alive to me, master…" Satoshi said, letting his head rest on Jun's chest.
Jun kissed his forehead, hugging his head with both hands. This man, though he was 3 years older than him, was so much more innocent than him. He was so short and he looked so young, with that slim body and his forever baby face. Jun was sure that there were not 2 men like Satoshi on the planet. His slave was unique, he was one of kind. Not only beautiful but also loyal, tender, innocent and pure and with a huge desire to serve. He was making him feel like the happiest man on earth.
"Come.." he said, getting up. He took Satoshi's hand in his and lead him up to the bedroom. Taking off the blanket and letting it hang half down on the edge of the bed, that was so huge that it was not going to bother them, he slowly pushed Satoshi to lay down. He got on top of him, kissing his lips, while the man was only sitting there as a puppet, without pushing or moving anything, just waiting for his master to lead. "As I have said, tonight is special… Feel free to do whatever you please…" Jun said, feeling as if he needed to remind him that.
It is true that Satoshi had forgotten about it. Maybe cause he was completely unused to doing what he desired. He smiled though, knowing that it was an order. How funny can that be? To be ordered to not take orders… He put his hands on Jun's shoulders, in a try of bringing him closer. Jun smiled back to him and did as his slave wanted, sliding down, kissing him again. Satoshi moaned into the kiss, more than usual since Jun had his knee pressed on his crotch. He was feeling already turned on and he was so anxious. He didn't understood how was he able to resist almost 3 weeks without having sex. Before Jun had arrived to his life, Satoshi only had rare one-night stands, in night clubs, with random men that he had never even found their names. He was only doing it just so he'd do it and therefore, he only saw sex as something people should naturally do once in few months. But once he met Jun, it all changed. They were doing it every day, several times a day. So much that it became for Satoshi more than just a habit. It became a necessity, an addiction almost. Living without it had became almost impossible.
"Master…" he said, looking up at Jun. "I missed you so much…"
Jun looked at him and smiled kindly. Supporting himself in his left elbow, he caressed Satoshi's face with his right hand, his smile never fading. "I missed you too…" he said, kissing his forehead.
He then kissed him down the nose, on his cheeks, lips, going to his chin and neck. Satoshi closed his eyes and decided to only enjoy it. He started to unbutton his shirt, since the heat was becoming unbearable. Jun looked at the bandage from his chest and smiled. Thought Satoshi had explained to Masaki over 100 times that he was fine, his friend didn't accept to let him go before bandaging the wound from his chest. Satoshi believed it was Masaki's way to make sure he was really okay and that he won't get an infection or something, so he agreed to it in order to see his friend more relieved. Jun touched the while and soft bandage, which send a lot of thrilling sensations down Satoshi's back, the mixture of hot pain and bitter pleasure turning him insane even more.
"Your friend did a good job…" Jun whispered.
"He worries too much though…" Satoshi said back, with his eyes closed, trying his best to be coherent.
"Don't we all..?" Jun asked, before kissing delicately the exact spot of the bandage where he knew the cut was.
"Ahh.." Satoshi moaned, of both pleasure an pain, bitting his lower lip. "Master… Stop teasing me so much, please…"
"You are already hard, I know." Jun giggled, touching his slave's member with his hand. "Usually, I would let you boil for at least half an hour more. But since tonight is our special night… I will make an exception…"
Jun went down and took Satoshi's jeans off, together with his boxers, reveling the older man's erected member. He licked it from the bottom up, making Satoshi shiver from all his body. "M-Master…" Satoshi said amazed, completely unused to anything like this. Jun never sucked him off or licked him, since it was a master principle. You don't go around sucking your slaves. It made Satoshi realise this night was really going to be special.
Jun only smiled and continued, trying to imitate what he had seen on his slaves. He had never in his life done this and to him, since he had been a master since the age of 18, was something completely new. He would have expected to feel embarrassed and low if he would have ever done it. But he didn't felt that way at all. Cause it was Satoshi the one he was doing it… His most perfect slave. Satoshi was his pride, his happiness and his love. He would have gone anywhere for him.
"You don't have to do this, master…" Satoshi said, with his face turning red.
"I know I don't have to." Jun said. "But I want to…" he added, before taking it all the way in his mouth.
Satoshi almost screamed. He was so turned on that he felt he could have come in any minute. His master mouth was amazing, it felt so good. Satoshi knew for sure this was never going to happen again, so he enjoyed it to the last bit. The was his master lips were pressing up and down, the way his tongue was brushing on his hard cock, the way he was moving his hands on his balls to make it feel even better. He couldn't take it anymore, it was way too good.
"Master… I will… I will…" he tried to say, and Jun understood him so he removed exactly one second before his slave came, shooting semen all over the white sheets.
Jun giggled and went back up on top of Satoshi, kissing his lips. "I liked that…" he confessed.
"I loved it, master…" Satoshi said, smiling innocently.
"I am so happy to hear that.." Jun said, kissing the man's neck. "Now… how about we do it a bit different today? Since we started off different."
"What you mean..?" Satoshi asked confused.
Jun smiled and took Satoshi's member in his hand, starting to rub it with his fingers. "Can you get it up again?" he asked, moving his hand in a slow yet great motion.
"I guess so…" Satoshi said, not understanding anything.
Jun just kept on smiling and playing with his slave's cock, trying to make it erect once more. When he was finally able to do that he kissed Satoshi's neck, licking it a bit as well. "You did it…" he whispered.
"I don't understand…" Satoshi said, confused.
Jun just hugged him and rolled on his back, bringing Satoshi on top. The man stared at him amazed, starting to have a notion of what Jun might have been talking about but being a bit unable to believe it. He just stared at him amazed, with big puppy-eyes that made Jun smile.
"Don't look at me like that, I am sure you understand." Jun said, giggling. "This night, you can be on top."
"But…"
"Don't complain. I know you want it. All slaves want that. To at least once in their life, be able to fuck their masters. This is your special night, so I will allow you to do it. Beside.. No one has ever been inside me before. So it will make you even more special to me." Jun explained, putting his hand on Satoshi's face and caressing his cheek with his thumb. Satoshi still looked amazed and a bit unsure. "If you don't do it now, you'll never have the same chance again. Ever." Jun said, pressing on the last ever word to make sure it got straight in Satoshi's mind.
"Do you actually want this, master?" Satoshi asked.
Jun nodded. "I really really want this.. I want you to be the first and only who'll do it." he said.
Satoshi smiled. He was unable to deny the fact that he wanted it. As Jun had said, all slaves would want it. Since their master's body was almost sacrred to them and they were only able to touch it when their master's allowed it, if they allowed it. He knew this was like an award he was going to get only once and he would have been an idiot to deny it. He caressed his master's cheek, kissing his lips. He was so surprised that he was actually able to be the one to lead. It's not a feeling that can actually be described in words. Is as if a dog would be given the chance to be human one day. Of course he'd be happy but he would also be confused and feel strange. A weird feeling of being at 180 degrees from where you were used to stay.
"Don't be scared..." Jun said, as if reading his mind. "Just do it your own way. I will enjoy it, trust me."
Satoshi nodded and smiled once more. He slowly went into undressing his master, who still had all his cloths on. He started with his shirt, that he unbutton delicately and pushed it down on the floor. He kissed all over his chest, caressing him in the same time, until he got to his pants. He removed them as well and since Jun almost never wear underwear, his body was fully exposed. Satoshi looked at him from head to toe, since he had never had Jun like that.. Completely naked, beyond him, waiting for him to decide what was up to do next.
"You are so gorgeous, master…" Satoshi said, while caressing Jun's stomach.
"Thank you, Satoshi." Jun said, kissing his lips. "You can start now.." he said.
"Right.. Uhm… Okay…" Satoshi said, still feeling way too amazed. "How should I.."
"However you want…" Jun said.
He was going to be patient with him, since he expected Satoshi to be patient as well. He had to admit to himself that he was scared. He had never done it before and Satoshi didn't had a small one.. He was actually quite big. He knew it was not going to slide in that easy, even if they used lube. Which made him remind Satoshi to take the lube small bottle that he had in the upper pocket of his shirt. Which Satoshi did. He put some on his fingers and slowly entered two of them inside Jun. The man moaned and closed his eyes, but didn't looked hurt. So Satoshi moved in and out, trying to help his master adjust. He was still unable to believe he was doing that… He continued, slowly and delicately, trying to avoid any bit of pain that he could inflect upon Jun. He, by no means, wanted his master to suffer. When he was able to move with no problem 4 fingers in and out of Jun, he decided it was enough. He purred some more of the lube on his member and rubbed it a bit, before positioning himself better. He took both of his master's hands in his, their fingers interlocking.
"If it hurts you even a bit, tell me and I will stop…" Satoshi said.
"Very well.." Jun agreed.
Satoshi kissed him and pushed inside, letting it all in from the first moment. Jun would have probably screamed and he was thankful to Satoshi for gagging his mouth with his own mouth. It would have been probably way too weird to hear his own scream. It did hurt, but not as much as he expected. He thought it was going to be horrible, but it actually felt good. It was probably because it was Satoshi.
"It's in.." Satoshi said, breaking the kiss and letting his forehead rest on Jun's forehead.
"I know.." Jun giggled. "you can move… It doesn't hurt.. I like it…"
Satoshi did as he was told and started moving. "Tell me what to do…" he said. It was weird, but even in this moment when he had the chance to lead, he still wanted to be lead. He wanted to be told what to do.
"Just move slowly for now…" Jun instructed him, smiling.
He admired how Satoshi was devotated to him to the end, even when he was giving him the chance not to be. He was sure that Satoshi knew how to fuck someone, he was not a virgin from this point of view and not even an idiot would have believed he was. But he was also sure that his slave was probably so confused and amazed by all this situation that his brain was blank. Other slaves in his place, would have used it as the perfect moment to take revenge or to at least pay their masters back. They would have taken no orders and just do what they wanted, how they wanted it. But Satoshi kept to the line, acted more nice and careful than ever and wanted to be instructed into the smallest details. While the pleasure was taking over him and his moans became more strong, Jun discovered how much love was really in between him and his slave. Before he even knew, he found himself adoring this moment forever, while hugging him tight and closing his eyes, letting himself be taken into sensations and feelings no one had ever given him before.
"Ah… Satoshi!" he screamed, his voice resounding in the emptiness of the huge, hotel room.
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"I wonder if Matsumoto-san and Satoshi are having fun now…" Masaki said, as to himself, when him and Sho got home.
Sho smiled and left his jacket on the couch, going and hugging his slave from behind. He brushed his cheek on the back of Masaki's head, caressing the younger man's chest with his hand. He understood how Masaki was unable to fully understand the relationship Jun and Satoshi had. He was sure that Masaki knew Jun was not a bad man, but even so, he worried for Satoshi cause he was his best friend. Is very hard for humans to see over what they are used with.
"Satoshi is fine… Trust me on that, Masaki." Sho said, kissing Masaki's head.
"I know… I just wish I could understand…" Masaki said. "You were never hardcore with me so I don't even know how it could or would or should feel…" Masaki said.
"You want me to be hardcore with you?" Sho asked, bitting the lobe of Masaki's ear.
"Well… I…" Masaki tried to say.
But Sho grabbed him by the shirt and spin him around, hitting him with the back in the wall, not very hard, but hard enough so it would hurt. He kept his grip on his slave's shirt tight, looking at him from up to down, making the boy feel small and defenceless. Fear is the first thing you need to inflect into hardcore BDSM. To make it rough, painful and brutal, you must first make it scary.
"I can fuck you more senseless and emotionless than anyone has ever done it. I can make you feel like nothing but a sex doll, a puppet, a little toy which I possess. I can make you ache in places you didn't thought you could feel pain." he whispered in his ear, making sure to use a threatening and severe voice.
"Master…" Masaki said, staring at him surprised.
"I can be hardcore. But can you endure it?" Sho asked, still staring at Masaki with that same, scary gaze.
The younger man felt his heart beating hard. Did he really wanted this? When he first started reading about BDSM because of Satoshi's passion, he never thought he'd get into it cause it seemed too rough. Then again, when he started it with Sho, he was expecting that rough stuff. And he was shocked and, could we say, a bit disappointed, deep inside him, that Sho was very soft. Now it was his chance to experiment the real hard BDSM. He knew that Sho loved him very much and saw him as very pure and so, he wouldn't done it twice. Also, since he saw him as such, if he refused now, Sho would have thought he was too scared of hard action and would have never offered it again.
"Y-You are the master…" Masaki said, with his voice shaking a bit. "Do whatever you want to me… Whatever it is, if it comes from you, I'll be happy…"
Sho looked at him and raised his eyebrow. Masaki was not into hardcore and he could see it with the free eye. Anyone could. Beside, he was so gentle and so sensitive looking that he would have felt wrong treating him bad. He knew Masaki's sudden desire for hardcore was only because of his deep love for his best friend and his wish to be able to fully understand him. Than again, Masaki had got into BDSM and was in that moment there, trapped in between his hard body and the cold wall, because of Satoshi and because he had wanted to understand him… So good things come out of this incredibly bound friendship, Sho though.
Masaki wished he would have been able to read minds. He was so curious what thoughts were going in and out of Sho's head, while he was staring at him with that look. His body was shivering, since he didn't knew what to expect. His heart was racing. He had learn Sho in his 'soft master mode' completely, inside-out so he always knew what to expect. Sho in hardcore master mode was a whole new territory that Masaki had not notion off. It was as if he was meeting a whole new master and he had no idea how to act. This feeling of not knowing anything about what would happen felt good, like that one time when Sho had completely took over him and his all senses.
Sho smiled, all of a sudden. Masaki looked at him but didn't made a move or a sound. When all of a sudden Sho grabbed him and pushed him in the bed, Masaki froze and just sat there. He was looking at him, trying his best to make his expression not look as if he was terrified. He wanted to know how this feels like and he didn't wanted Sho to stop at the middle of it just cause he believed Masaki was freaking out.
"Do you know what day is today, Masaki?" Sho asked. He took his belt off and folded it in two, keeping it in his right hand and looking straight in Masaki's eyes.
"Today?" Masaki asked. He had been so off with his thoughts, thinking of Satoshi, of hardcore BDSM, of Sho being a cruel master that being suddenly asked what day it was, it felt as if Sho asked him the radical of pi. "Uhm… It is.. Uhm.. Today?" he said, feeling like an idiot as soon as the words left his mouth.
Sho hit him with the belt on the chest, not very strong, just as much as it would sting bad enough. Masaki didn't expect him and he stared at him amazed, which made Sho smirk. 'He's afraid. I've got you trapped to the wall, puppy…' Sho thought. "Wrong answer." He said. "Some time ago, I stepped into this club. Waiting for a friend who never appeared, that damn fucking bastard had me annoyed to dead. And then I saw the most beautiful man I have ever seen. He looked like an angel, like a supernatural small being that I wanted to hug and squeeze and be with forever." he kept saying, walking in circles around the bed, with Masaki staring at him. "Today, is one year since then. And that boy is with me in this room."
Masaki looked around like an idiot, wondering if it was someone else there. Sho slapped him in the head, trying to push away his desire to burst into laughter. "Is you, Masaki… Today is our anniversary. We meet exactly one year ago."
"Oh… Right…" Masaki said. Yeah.. It was true… How could he forget that..
"You forgot, didn't you?" Sho said, smirking again.
"No! No… I just… I… I totally didn't remembered that…" Masaki said, feeling like an idiot once again.
"That is very bad… You've been a bad boy, puppy." Sho said, going closer to Masaki.
"That sounded like in a porn movie…" Masaki slowly said, like for himself.
"What was that again?" Sho asked, going even closer.
"N-Nothing.. I was talking to myself…" the slave replayed, bowing his head, feeling embarrassed.
'Oh, my fucking Lord, he is so cute!' Sho said in his mind. He wanted to hug Aiba and kiss him cutely and cuddle him and tickle him… 'Wake up and smell the coffee, Sakurai! You gotta act hardcore!' he screamed at himself.
"Undress." he said to Masaki short.
When the man started removing his cloths, he went to the wardrobe and started looking for something in it. He returned with a box that he put next to the bed, close enough so he could take things from it easily but far enough so Masaki couldn't see what it was in it. He smiled at him, in a way that made Masaki's body shiver. Now all Masaki had on him was the necklace from Sho, that was sparkling and shining in the light of the room.
"Remember how when I gave you this you said it ain't a collar?" Sho said, touching slowly the delicate necklace. Masaki just nodded and Sho's hand went up, to where the lock in the back was and opening it, letting it fall on the bed. "Well, you were right. Is not a collar for hardcore slaves."
Masaki was amazed when he felt the delicate gold chain fall down from his neck. He had not realised that it had been there for almost one year straight. He had not even removed it when he was taking a bath, he had sleep with it on his neck, holding the lock pendent in his hand. His neck suddenly felt so empty and he touched it with his hand, unconscious. Sho giggled.
"Don't worry." he said, while putting the necklace on the nightstand from the right side of the bed. "I'll give it back to you after we finish this. Are you really 100% sure you want to try being a hardcore slave?"
"Yes… I want to try the things Satoshi likes…" Masaki said.
"I have never seen or heard of such a intense friendship like the one you two share, honestly." Sho said. "But very well then…" he took out a collar from the box. It was made out of leather completely, black, with 2 rows of 6 spikes on each side. In the middle, it had a metal circle on which a one meter leash made of metal was attached. "This is what Satoshi likes to wear on his neck."
He placed the collar on Masaki's neck, securing it tight in place in the back. The slave coughed when the strong and rigid leather tight around his neck, chocking him a bit, taking his breath away. He was not used to this and it didn't felt comfortable at all. He could understand why Satoshi liked it though. It was a continuous pain and also a feeling of being owned into the same little object. He heard Sho telling him to get on his knees but it took a while for his brain to actually register what the man had said. The harsh slap in his head awake him, so he got up from the bed and sat down in his knees on the floor, with his head bowed, staring at the carpet. Sho looked at him and smiled, while taking something out of the box. Masaki heard things moving around there but didn't dare to look, though the curiosity was turning him insane.
"Here we go… Haven't seen anyone do this in a while." Sho said, his voice sounding playful. "Did you ever used one of this, Masaki?" he asked the man, showing him a rather long and hard looking dildo.
Masaki stared at Sho amazed for some few seconds, before bowing his head down again, ashamed. He had never even seen one of those… Though deep inside of him, he had always wondered how would it feel. Was it really like a normal dick? Did it had a more… plastic/rubber feeling? Since you could control it, would it feel better? 'Why am I thinking of this stuff? Am I actually such a slut..?'
"No, master.. Never…" he answered Sho's question.
"But you do know to play with it, ne?" Sho said, going closer to Masaki.
"I know the notion…" Masaki said, his face become more red with each second.
Sho sat on the edge of the bed, grabbing the end of the leash that was attached on Masaki's collar in his hand. He put his hand beyond Masaki's chin, raising his head up to look at him.
"Take it and wet it with your own mouth. Then fuck yourself with it as I watch." Sho said, putting the toy in Masaki's hand.
"M-Master…" Masaki said, amazed, his cheeks becoming, if possible, even more red than before.
"Do you have something to comment?" Sho asked, raising his eyebrow.
"N-No.. No, master…" Masaki said.
Taking it in his hand, Masaki instantly felt the difference. It was not warm and nice like a real cock. It did had a plastic kind of feel to it and it was actually pretty cold. The best and maybe only advantage Masaki saw to it was that it was always hard. He started licking it as much as he could, trying to form a good layer of saliva so it would work like a lube. Sho was watching him smiling and when Masaki dared to take a quick look at his pants, he realised his master was already turned on. He gave it few more licks before deciding it was enough, and looked at Sho confused. How was he supposed to do this..?
"Do it however you want." Sho said, as if reading his mind. "But I wanna see it going in and out of you. And I wanna see you enjoying it… I want you to fuck yourself like you mean it and have fun doing so."
Masaki was feeling so weird. Somehow embarrassed. Sho was almost never using such dirty expressions… And he never made him feel so ashamed either. Humiliation. Hardcore slaves love that. To feel as if they are nothing. To feel like a toy, like a simple object that has the mare purpose to serve their master's fantasies and desires. Yeah, too many people it would sound weird. But to some people, is the best. Masaki remaind in his knees but opened his legs wider. His cock was hard and he wanted so much to rub it but Sho had not giving him the permission to do so. He positioned the dildo in between his legs, the tip of it touching his entrance. He closed his eyes as he pushed himself down, entering that thing inside of him. It was cold. It was harder than a normal dick, it was more painful. He screamed and stopped in place, but Sho pushed the leash, making him suffocate for few seconds.
"Do not stop." he said, on a severe voice. "Keep going, you are doing well."
Masaki just nodded and went up, pushing himself back down. Sho was watching… His master was truly staring at him. His eyes, filled of lust and passion examine each line of his face, each muscle on his body… It was making his body hot. He started moving faster at Sho's command, he opened up wider at his command. His mind was running out of track. 'He is watching me… He is watching me fucking myself…' he said in his mind, having his eyes closed, his lips parted, his voice making loud and sexy moans of pleasure. When he opened his eyes a bit, he saw Sho still there, smiling satisfied.
"Watch me, master… Do you like it..?" Masaki found himself saying.
"Oh yeah. I love it. And you like it too. You are dripping already." Sho said, letting his head down to look at Masaki's member. "Come here." he said, pulling the leash to indicate he wanted him in between his legs. Masaki made few steps forward in his knees, the dildo still inside of him, until he got to his master. Sho unzipped his pants and took his dick out, holding it with his hand. "Suck it." he demanded.
Masaki closed his eyes and kissed the top of Sho's big cock, before letting it slide down his mouth. Sho reached down to the dildo that was still inside of his slave, and he started moving it in and out with his hand. Masaki started to shiver. It felt even better when someone else was doing it.
"Bite me and I'll bite you harder." Sho warned him.
He started moving his hand faster, trying to send that toy as deep as he could inside his slave. This was so much fun.. Why had he not tried this earlier? With such purity and innocence, Masaki was amazing to break in the hard way. And he was actually enjoying it. When he felt he was about to cum, he pushed the dildo out of Masaki and left it fall on the floor. He put his hands on his slave's shoulders, making him take his head away.
"Open up your mouth wide and close your eyes…" he said to him.
Masaki did so and not far after he felt big drops of cum falling on his face. Most of it went in his mouth, some on his cheeks and even on his eyes.
"You are covered by my seed." Sho said.
"I am happy about it…" Masaki said. He took some from his face with his fingers and licked it off. "You taste so good, master…"
"Who would have ever thought that you can be such a damn slut!" Sho said, giggling. "However… You've been a really bad boy for forgetting something so important as our anniversary. So, you need a more severe punishment."
Masaki looked at him, wondering what was next. He was not afraid anymore. He was anxious. He was excited. He wanted more. He wanted so much more of this. He liked everything that was going on.
"Wait for me here." Sho said, before getting up.
Masaki felt a bit confused but he just stayed there, watching Sho get out of the room. What would he bring next? A whip? A bigger dildo? Something to send electric shocks in his body like he saw in BDSM porn movies? Suddenly he was starting to freak out. He whipped all the sperm remained on his face with his hand, taking a deep breath, telling himself he needed to relax. Sho returned not late after, holding a bottle of champagne in his hand. Masaki looked at him a bit confused. '…Wait… Now we drink or what?' he asked himself in his mind. But he just remained there, waiting for new orders.
"Lay down on the floor and spread your legs." Sho said.
"W-what..?"
"Did you not understand?"
"I did.. but… Why..?"
"Just do it." Sho said, on a more severe voice.
Masaki nodded and did as he was said. He laid on the floor and spread his legs. He closed his eyes and let his head lay down too. He was not sure of what was going to happen. All he knew was that he was once again completely exposed to his master. And he liked that feeling… He heard Sho opening the bottle of champagne and his curiosity grew. Was he really going to drink while fucking him or what the Hell? He dared to raise his head and open his eyes to look at Sho and he saw him holding his thumb at the top of the bottle, to avoid the alcohol get out.
"This will be very cold and it will feel weird. Also, it might make you feel drugged." Sho explained, coldly.
"..What are you talking about?" Masaki asked.
"Raise your knees at your chest and hold them with your hands." Sho instructed him.
Masaki thought that asking one more question would get Sho pissed so he just did was he was told to do. The collar that was still on his neck was making it hard to breath. His member was still erected and the suspense Sho was keeping him in was not making things any better. When he felt the cold tip of the bottle touch his entrance though, Masaki started to understand what was this all about. Sho pushed the neck of the bottle inside him hard, agitating the champagne and creating a lot of bubbles that spread like a explosion inside of his slave. Masaki screamed and left his head down, his eyes closing tight, his back arching but still holding his knees at his chest with his hand tight as Sho had told him. He was feeling the cold glass of the neck of the bottle sliding in and out of him, while the alcohol was going inside of him. The sensation was insane. It was hurting, it was pleasant, it was powerful, it was dizzying. It was so many things that Masaki couldn't really describe it. When he opened his eyes, the image from his front was blurred. The alcohol and the pleasure and everything was making him be high. He was almost seeing small lights. His body was completely on fire, his mind was totally gone. When Sho removed the bottle, Masaki could feel some of the drink dripping out of his ass but he knew a big amount was still inside of him. Sho replaced the bottle with his own member, so fast that Masaki barely had the time to take a breath. Sho grabbed the leash and pulled it, letting the younger man with no air. Masaki gagged and chocked but he was too high to be bothered by it. He was moaning so loud that he couldn't believe it was his own voice. Sho released his grip of the leash and slapped him really hard across the face, making his lower lip bleed. Masaki just moaned again and licked the blood off, with a soft smile. Sho grabbed Masaki's untouched member with his hand, starting to rub it hard and fast.
"Come together with me…" he whispered in his ear.
He started moving faster, synchronising his thrusts with his hand's movement, while licking Masaki's neck. Masaki cum in the same moment when he felt his master release deep inside him. It was a moment of total bliss, as he screamed louder than ever.
"Master…!" he said, before everything turning dark as he fainted.
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"Are you serious?!" Sho said amazed.
"Yeah, I am… I know, I know. Sounds insane, huh?" he heard Jun's voice from the other side of the phone, laughing. "Yeah, I left Satoshi fuck me… We had a romantic night for our anniversary."
"Me and Masaki had a quite crazy night for our anniversary. I tried hardcore on him." Sho said, while rolling the cigarette he was smoking in the ash tray.
"No! Really?? How come?"
"He wanted to see how hardcore feels. Because of Satoshi. He adored every bit of it, and so did I. But we won't keep it up with this. Our soft BDSM is best."
"Indeed.. I did loved Satoshi and me being soft, but I'll go hardcore on him starting from when he wakes up."
"Is like we two made exchange of life for this night, haha!" Sho laughed, watching as Masaki was sleeping on the bed.
"Yeah, it sure feels as so."
Sho went next to Masaki and caressed his hair, looking at him with a smile. "I wonder what Kazu did with Ryou.."
"Yeah, me too… I guess we will find out tomorrow, huh?" Jun said.
"Yeah.. We will have to wait and see…" Sho said, turning around to stare at the window at the night sky.
A/N: Okay! So this is done too. Yeah, I know, I know. Is like "FINALLY!" XDD Just wanted to note that is only today that me and my master returned from our trip. Which started off amazing but ended up taking WAY too long than we had planed. And became a pain in the ass XDD Cause we went for him to do some work there. We thought it would be just like a week or such in which he'd only work a bit and we would also have fun and we'd come back. And there we were, stucked there for like A MONTH! When we got back to the house we crushed in the bed like "AHhh!! Our bed! Look, look! Our Tv! With our silly shows! And fast internet! Yeyy!!" XDD Yeah, epic moment XDDDD Anyways! I saw that I quite lost my readers for this story.. You guys were commenting more before. Am I doing something wrong? Please tell me. Also! Due to the fact that I don't have a job anyway, so when my master is at work I am at home, I wanna see LJ as my work. So I made a pact with myself that starting from today, I will make at least one post a day. So at least one chapter of the story a day. I doubt I can write two chapters in a day but, who knows? XD So, I will stick to this. Maybe some of you guys that lost your interest for the story will start liking it again since you won't have to wait for forever for it… XDD But still. If I am doing something wrong, if you do not like something, if I am getting boring, please tell me cause I really want to know. Since this fic means a damn lot to me. Long A/N is long so I will shut up XD As always, comments are loved <333 take care you guys, see you soon ^o^