I Love the way You Hurt - Chapter 12
Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 12
Masaki truly loved BDSM, seeing it as a beautiful life-style. It gave him a feeling of freedom that he has never felt before, it made him happy. He thought it was the same for everyone. He knew there were hardcore stuff in BDSM as well, but he believed that all boys and girls who were being slaves have chosen to do so and are enjoying it. He was so sure of it that he wasn’t even questioning it. Sho didn’t exactly wanted to crush Masaki’s cute view of the BDSM world, so he had tried as much as he could to keep the dark, sick and disgusting part of it a secret from him. He thought it would hurt his little one too much to know how cruel human beings are, so he was trying to protect his eyes and ears from such things. Sadly, life is always very ironic. And people always end up finding out the things you try to hide from them…
They were all three very anxious to get to Jun’s house. Nino wanted to prove to Jun and Satoshi that he really had change, that he was a good person now and that they could trust him, while Sho just missed Jun as much as Masaki missed Satoshi. Masaki was talking to Satoshi every day, but they had not met at all the whole week and he had been getting a little worried.
“I doubt Matsumoto-san has hurt Satoshi, but something is totally going on. He is hiding something from me, I can feel it.” Masaki said, while him, Nino and Sho were in the car, on their way to Jun’s house.
“What could he be hiding from you?” Sho asked, giggling. “I think he’s just been busy with Jun, that is all. I heard Jun took one week off of work.”
“This is again weird. Why would he do that? We all know Jun is obsessed with his job.” Nino said, scratching his chin with his hand.
“Indeed!” Masaki said approving.
“You guys are seriously going overboard… There is nothing happening and you’ll see it when we get there.” Sho said, trying to keep his mind on the road.
Masaki and Nino changed the subject, seeing that it somehow seamed to bother their master. They were suspecting there was something wrong but as Sho had said, they were going to prove if they were right or wrong when they were going to get there. They started talking about games and sports, which was a common and okay subject, and it made Sho be able to just smile and focus on the driving. It was not long after that they arrived to Jun’s house, everyone anxious to find out what was going on. Sho was the one who knocked on the door and Satoshi opened him.
“Welcome...” the blond said, making a short, politely bow before opening the door wider and receiving them inside.
Masaki was able to see something was wrong instantly. Satoshi looked extremely sad and depressed which was very rare on him and could only mean that something was indeed wrong. Nino and Sho seemed to notice it too, and they all stared at him while taking off their shoes.
“My master is waiting for you in the living-room...” Satoshi said, pointing to the hall and making them understand they should fallow him.
Which they did. And Jun was there, on the couch, supporting his head with is left hand and holding a whiskey glass in his right hand, which was half empty. He smiled and got up when he saw them entering, looking somehow relieved.
“I am so happy you’re here, Sho...” he said, his voice sounding tired and worried at the same time.
“Did something bad happen?” Sho asked, starting to get worried as well.
“Well... Is quite of a delicate subject...” Jun said, inviting them to sit down. “But, since Satoshi is already fully aware of it, and I am almost sure that Ninomiya knows about it as well, I think Masaki would be okay to find it out too... That is why I called all 3 of you here.”
“Find out what?” Masaki asked, unable to stop his curiosity. “Sorry...” he added fast, when he saw Sho staring at him.
“I bought a slave last week...” Jun said, looking straight in Sho’s eyes.
“You did?” Sho asked, amazed. “Wow... I didn’t know you had connections even on the Black Market.”
“I do. And I had seen many of the shops but I never thought of actually buying one. Until now... Cause when I saw this boy, I felt the need to save him. He is amazingly beautiful and so young that... I really wanted to take him on.” Jun explained.
“Take him under your protective wing, huh?” Sho said, giggling. “And I assume he is being troublesome now.”
“Yes, he is... I can’t make him understand that I won’t hurt him and that I just wanna help him...” Jun said.
Masaki looked at Nino and he saw him having an expression that looked as if he was feeling pity. Even Sho looked sad. He was confused. He didn’t understand anything.
“Masaki is totally not getting us...” Satoshi commented, seeing the confused expression on his best friend’s face.
“BDSM is more than just a kink or a hobby, Masaki... As I have explained to you many times. Is a lifestyle and is a whole universe. In all this time that we have been together, I have only shown you the beautiful part of it, the part that is based on love and happiness. But, like any other thing in the world, BDSM has it’s dark side as well... A side that I have tried to keep you away from for a long time... I really didn’t wanted you to ever know about this things, cause knowing you as much as I do, I am sure you will not like it and you’ll find it scary... But, the situation being as it is, I have no choice but to show you this as well...” Sho started explaining.
He stopped, looking as if he didn’t know how to continue. Masaki was watching him deeply, being very curious about all this, since it was something that he didn’t knew and he wanted to know everything about BDSM. When Sho didn’t continue, Jun took up for him.
“Do you love your master, Masaki?” the man asked, making the blonde one turn around to look at him.
“Yes...” Masaki answered.
“Do you enjoy the things he does to you? Do you like obeying him and listening to whatever he says? Does the fact that you belong to him makes you happy?” Jun continued asking.
“Yes, sir...” Masaki said, not understanding what all this questions had to do with the subject.
“Well, all that makes you a real BDSM slave. And masters like me and Sho, want this type of slaves. That want to serve us as much as we want to command them. But, sadly, there are masters out there who are not like us... You see, when slavery first started, around the year 1600, people didn’t want to be slaves. They were forced into it, being sold by their family or by really bad friends. The masters back then, did not cared for their slaves at all. Many didn’t even saw them as people. They just saw them as tools, making them work for them or using them as sex toys and so on. Though that type of slavery officially ended in 1863, there have always been houses and places where people still had them illegally. And even if it might sound unbelievable to you, slavery still exists today…” Jun said.
“What..?” Masaki asked, amazed.
“There are masters who don’t want their slaves to like what they are doing. They enjoy hurting them just to hear them scream out of pain and fear, see them shaking in terror, begging for mercy... It’s what turns them on. Therefore, there are slave shops. Where you can go and literally buy a person... A boy or a girl, they are usually very young...” Sho said.
“All masters who are into BDSM for a while now know of the existence of this shops, but not so many know how to get to one... They are made by gangsters and the boys and girls who get there are kidnaped and sent there. Is a big business into the BDSM world that brings these jerks millions of dollars each year. The ones who know of these places have to swear to keep it secret... And if they tell the police the location of a shop, they will for sure end up murdered.” Jun said.
“That is horrible...” Masaki said, with his mouth slightly opened in disbelief.
“And disgusting and sick, yes... It is. But is something real and is something many people don’t even know off.” Sho said, sounding sad and annoyed at the same time.
“What happens to these slaves after... well... if they get no longer needed?” Masaki asked, feeling a bit scared to hear the answer.
“They are killed...” Satoshi said, looking at the floor. “They have no rights... When a master buys one of them, that boy or girl becomes his forever and the master has the right to kill him if he wants...”
“Oh my God...” Masaki said.
“Yeah... I know... It scared the crap out of me too...” Satoshi said.
“You buys will never get in one of those shops so you don’t have to be scared. But is good to be aware of it...” Jun said.
“And... The one you bought... is he here?” Masaki asked.
“Yes, he is here... He is 17 years old, his name is Yamada Ryosuke... He has been sold to the mafia by his own parents when he was 13 years old... He’s been in prostitution clubs at first and after some time, his boss from there took him to a shop... And that is where I bought him from... He was filled of cuts and bruises when I took him and he was shaking like all Hell. I took care of him and he is starting to recover. But the biggest wounds are in his soul... The child is extremely traumatized and he doesn’t want to listen to me. He is horribly scared of me and I don’t know how to handle him anymore... I can’t help him if he won’t even look at me... He starts shivering even when I get near him...” Jun explained.
“17... He is just a child...” Masaki said, feeling like he was about to cry.
“His parents sold him?” Sho asked. “Those bastards... I hate people like that! I would kill them extremely slowly, so they would suffer a lot! This kind of people can’t even be called humans.”
“I agree with you...” Jun said.
“Can we see him?” Masaki asked, all of a sudden.
“Yeah, sure...” Jun said, getting up from the couch. “We made the guest room his room... He is probably asleep now...”
“Since he doesn’t scream or cry out loud...” Satoshi completed what his master wanted to say.
They all walked up the stairs, Jun leading them to a beautifully designed wood door that he pushed open slowly. And then, they were able to see him. The boy was on the big while bed, sleeping as Jun and Satoshi had supposed. He had the small, slim and fragile looking body of a child, very light brown hair to almost blond and an innocent face. He was truly adorable... But though he looked as peaceful and sweet as any normal Japanese teenager, his face, neck and hands had dark red marks on them, cuts and marks that have not yet completely healed, and that were proving the horrible life the poor little thing has had.
Masaki felt deeply moved to see him, his body getting lighter, his heart filling of pity and feelings of helplessness. He went closer to the bed and slowly touched Ryosuke’s hair, caressing him gently.
“Why..?” he suddenly said, on a sad tone. “Why is it that some humans have to be so cruel..? Why does this kind of things have to happen to children?”
“Those are good questions but they can’t be answered...” Sho said.
Masaki didn’t say anything anymore. He just kept caressing Ryosuke, wondering if there was anything at all he could do to help. The boy moved a bit in his sleep and turned on the side. He struggled and opened his big, brown eyes, staring at Masaki amazed. He stood like that for few seconds, before pushing Masaki hard and jumping from the bed. He went fast in a corner of the room, sitting down and hugging his knees to his chest. He left his forehead on his knees, as if trying to cover himself up, and started shaking.
“...That was pretty rough...” Masaki said, surprised by the boy’s reaction.
“He doesn’t exactly like people...” Satoshi said, helping Masaki get back up.
“He is like a wild dog...” Sho commented, looking surprised as well.
“He is indeed... The only difference is he doesn’t bite...” Jun said. “Hey, kid! I saved your damn life so you should be a little more polite and grateful at least. I have no intention to hurt you but if you keep it up like this you’ll make me lose it!” he said to the boy, on a rough voice.
“F-Forgive me...” the boy said, his voice shivering.
“If Jun would have wanted to hurt you he would have done it already, so you should really try to pass over this moment and act normal.” Sho said, with a harsh tone.
“You guys are both being idiots, so shut up!” Nino said annoyed.
Jun and Sho looked at him, unable to believe he had actually said that. Nino didn’t pay attention to them though. He slowly crossed the room and went to the boy. He kneel down next to him, lightly touching his head. The boy shivered and tried to get away, but Nino stopped him.
“Is fine... I swear I won’t hurt you...” he said softly. “I understand how you feel... I have been treated badly as well, in the past. I know how it makes you feel empty inside. And you want to run but you have no idea where could you go... Having the impression the whole world is against you and nobody wants you... Being afraid of all humans cause you believe they are all the same... I know all of that. I have felt it myself... Please, trust in me...”
Ryosuke raised his head to look at Nino, his big, brown eyes shining from the tears that were about to drop, his lips slowly parted. He hugged him, very tight, looking as if he was clinging on him, as if he had finally found someone with who he could actually feel safe. Nino smiled gently as tears started falling down his face, hugging the boy back and caressing his head.
“Is fine... You can cry. Cry all you want, let it all out. But know that is over... the pain, the torture, everything... Is done. Those men won’t come back for you...” Nino said.
“Keep me safe... Please, please... Don’t leave me here, I am scared. Keep me safe...” Ryosuke started saying, between the tears, as he hugged Nino even stronger.
“I will keep you safe... Don’t worry... I’ll keep you safe...” Nino gently said, brushing his fingers on the boy’s hair.
Sho started feeling as if they were sobering there, so he grabbed Jun’s hand to catch him attention, indicating him the door. They all left the room, deciding Nino could handle this on himself. At least to make the boy relax for a bit and feel better.
“I never thought Ninomiya could show so much kindness towards someone...” Jun said.
“There are many things about Nino that you don’t know, my friend.” Sho said, with a smirk on his face. “Behind that bitchy, cold and sometimes cruel look, there is a really noble soul hiding...”
“It seems like so...” Jun agreed.
They kept talking about slave shops and gangsters, Jun explaining to Sho how he came to meet this certain gang of Yakuza that took him to the shop, but Masaki was way too deep in his own thoughts to ever hear what they were saying. He was still amazed by the simple idea of knowing this was real. That people have actually ended up getting so low that they were selling and buying other people... He kept thinking of it all during the dinner as well.
“We are slowly returning to the Middle Ages...” he said, more to himself, not intentionating to say it out loud.
“Humanity will never stop being cruel... Times can change, we can evolve, we can become smarter and our technology can start getting better and better. But as long as we are humans, we’ll always be cruel... There is an evil, dark side in each and every one of us. Some show us all the time, some show us only when times are bad, some keep it hidden their entire life and some are not even aware that they possess it. But is there for everyone... The dark, dirty, ugly part of our mind and soul... The part that makes all of us humans be the same...” Jun slowly said.
“The bad part is that we can’t do anything to get it out of us.” Sho said.
“Indeed... But we can control it. We can dominate it and chose to be good, instead of being bad. We have the power of choice... Which is a great and very useful weapon.” Jun said, caressing Satoshi’s face with his hand.
“We can go now...” Nino said, entering the room.
“What is Ryosuke doing?” Jun asked, getting up from the table when he saw him.
“He felt asleep while crying in my arms. He told me horrible things that those guys did to him... Things that I imaged and that I need to get out of my head before I lose my mind. And I am sure it was not even 5% of everything he had to live...”
“I am really impressed that you were able to tame him up so fast. You really know exactly how to squeeze the lash.” Sho said.
“Please, stop talking as if he was an animal. He is just a child... A very very scared and lost child... All he needs is love and protection...” Nino said, letting his head down. He then looked straight at Jun, fixing him with his eyes. “Stop being rough on him. I know he can get hard to handle cause he is traumatized, but scaring him more will not help. Hug him, caress him, be gentle to him... Is the only thing he wants...”
“I understand... I will do my best.” Jun promised.
“If you really took him out of there to make his life better, take care not to screw it up more. He is broken... Don’t make him shatter.” Nino said. “If you’ll excuse me, I’ll go forward... I will wait for you in the car.” He added, leaving the room and going to the front door.
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“You damn little brat! I will kill you!”
“No, please... I am sorry, I didn’t mean to. Stop it, it hurts! Let me go! I don’t want this. Help. Help me!”
“No... Stop it... Help me... Someone please, help me!!” Nino screamed in his sleep.
He woke up, almost jumping from the bed, his body shivering, his breath heavy. Masaki and Sho, who were in bed with him, woke up as well because of the sound, and both looked at him worried.
“Is something wrong, Kazu?” Sho asked, putting his hand on Nino’s shoulder and caressing him.
“Ne, are you okay..?” Masaki asked as well.
“Yeah... Yeah, I’m fine...” Nino said, trying to recover.
“Another nightmare, I assume?” Sho asked.
“Yes... They had stopped, you know... When Masaki and I finally accepted each other and became friends, I was happy. And the nightmares turned into beautiful dreams. But now... That child...” Nino said, with his voice lost, still staring into the darkness.
“Ryosuke?” Masaki asked.
“He remembered me of so many things... Of the years with that American master of mine. He reminded me of the pain, of the tears... The desire to have never been born... The fear... I was scared. I was so scared... All the time...”
“Is fine, Kazu... Is over now...” Sho said, hugging Nino from behind and holding him carefully and secure.
“I know, master... But... That boy...” Nino said, unable to stop himself. “He reminds me so much of me... I can’t just... leave him, you know..? I feel like there is a bound between us...”
“Because you think he felt the same pain as you, you feel like you must help him... Cause when you were as him, you wished for someone to help you.” Sho said, as if reading Nino’s mind.
“Yes...” Nino admitted.
“You can go to Jun’s house every day... Jun goes to work and so do I. How you and Aiba spend your free time is your problem. Satoshi alone with that child will go insane. Beside... It seems that he feels the way you feel as well. You have my permission to take care of him as much as you want.” Sho said.
“Really..?” Nino asked, a bit amazed.
“Yes. It will be good for both of you...” Sho said, giving Nino a small kiss on the cheek. “Now come on, go back to sleep... You have a full day tomorrow. You must wake up early if you want to go meet the kid.”
Nino took Sho’s hand in his and kissed it gently, with a lot of love and thankfulness.
“I adore you, master...” he said, earning a warm smile from Sho.
Sho lied down on his back, while Masaki and Nino both sat their heads on Sho’s chest, hugging him lovingly. ‘This world has a lot of fucked up things in it... But the fact that there still are people as Sho-san, is a wonderful and amazing thing. Men like him could save up this planet... And is worth living for if you have the luck to meet one...’ Masaki though.
A/N: That is all for now guys! And to make it clear, what I have said in this chapter is not fantesy nor fiction nor nothing. This slave shops DO exist in reality, they are very well hidden and those bastards who kidnap young boys and girls just to enslave them like that should die, from my point of view. My master believed that you guys who are reading this should know about this thing as well. He says that I should make this as complete as I can, with all the real and important aspects of BDSM, both the good ones and the bad ones. So... Yeah! I hope you like it, as always comments are loved <333 See you guys around ^__^
Oh, and thanks so much to all of you who have send me messages for my birthday, it was totally cute, I really appreciate it ^___^ Know that I had a lot of fun and that everything is going good ^-^ Arigatou, ne! Love you guys a lot <33 Chuu~~~
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 12
Masaki truly loved BDSM, seeing it as a beautiful life-style. It gave him a feeling of freedom that he has never felt before, it made him happy. He thought it was the same for everyone. He knew there were hardcore stuff in BDSM as well, but he believed that all boys and girls who were being slaves have chosen to do so and are enjoying it. He was so sure of it that he wasn’t even questioning it. Sho didn’t exactly wanted to crush Masaki’s cute view of the BDSM world, so he had tried as much as he could to keep the dark, sick and disgusting part of it a secret from him. He thought it would hurt his little one too much to know how cruel human beings are, so he was trying to protect his eyes and ears from such things. Sadly, life is always very ironic. And people always end up finding out the things you try to hide from them…
They were all three very anxious to get to Jun’s house. Nino wanted to prove to Jun and Satoshi that he really had change, that he was a good person now and that they could trust him, while Sho just missed Jun as much as Masaki missed Satoshi. Masaki was talking to Satoshi every day, but they had not met at all the whole week and he had been getting a little worried.
“I doubt Matsumoto-san has hurt Satoshi, but something is totally going on. He is hiding something from me, I can feel it.” Masaki said, while him, Nino and Sho were in the car, on their way to Jun’s house.
“What could he be hiding from you?” Sho asked, giggling. “I think he’s just been busy with Jun, that is all. I heard Jun took one week off of work.”
“This is again weird. Why would he do that? We all know Jun is obsessed with his job.” Nino said, scratching his chin with his hand.
“Indeed!” Masaki said approving.
“You guys are seriously going overboard… There is nothing happening and you’ll see it when we get there.” Sho said, trying to keep his mind on the road.
Masaki and Nino changed the subject, seeing that it somehow seamed to bother their master. They were suspecting there was something wrong but as Sho had said, they were going to prove if they were right or wrong when they were going to get there. They started talking about games and sports, which was a common and okay subject, and it made Sho be able to just smile and focus on the driving. It was not long after that they arrived to Jun’s house, everyone anxious to find out what was going on. Sho was the one who knocked on the door and Satoshi opened him.
“Welcome...” the blond said, making a short, politely bow before opening the door wider and receiving them inside.
Masaki was able to see something was wrong instantly. Satoshi looked extremely sad and depressed which was very rare on him and could only mean that something was indeed wrong. Nino and Sho seemed to notice it too, and they all stared at him while taking off their shoes.
“My master is waiting for you in the living-room...” Satoshi said, pointing to the hall and making them understand they should fallow him.
Which they did. And Jun was there, on the couch, supporting his head with is left hand and holding a whiskey glass in his right hand, which was half empty. He smiled and got up when he saw them entering, looking somehow relieved.
“I am so happy you’re here, Sho...” he said, his voice sounding tired and worried at the same time.
“Did something bad happen?” Sho asked, starting to get worried as well.
“Well... Is quite of a delicate subject...” Jun said, inviting them to sit down. “But, since Satoshi is already fully aware of it, and I am almost sure that Ninomiya knows about it as well, I think Masaki would be okay to find it out too... That is why I called all 3 of you here.”
“Find out what?” Masaki asked, unable to stop his curiosity. “Sorry...” he added fast, when he saw Sho staring at him.
“I bought a slave last week...” Jun said, looking straight in Sho’s eyes.
“You did?” Sho asked, amazed. “Wow... I didn’t know you had connections even on the Black Market.”
“I do. And I had seen many of the shops but I never thought of actually buying one. Until now... Cause when I saw this boy, I felt the need to save him. He is amazingly beautiful and so young that... I really wanted to take him on.” Jun explained.
“Take him under your protective wing, huh?” Sho said, giggling. “And I assume he is being troublesome now.”
“Yes, he is... I can’t make him understand that I won’t hurt him and that I just wanna help him...” Jun said.
Masaki looked at Nino and he saw him having an expression that looked as if he was feeling pity. Even Sho looked sad. He was confused. He didn’t understand anything.
“Masaki is totally not getting us...” Satoshi commented, seeing the confused expression on his best friend’s face.
“BDSM is more than just a kink or a hobby, Masaki... As I have explained to you many times. Is a lifestyle and is a whole universe. In all this time that we have been together, I have only shown you the beautiful part of it, the part that is based on love and happiness. But, like any other thing in the world, BDSM has it’s dark side as well... A side that I have tried to keep you away from for a long time... I really didn’t wanted you to ever know about this things, cause knowing you as much as I do, I am sure you will not like it and you’ll find it scary... But, the situation being as it is, I have no choice but to show you this as well...” Sho started explaining.
He stopped, looking as if he didn’t know how to continue. Masaki was watching him deeply, being very curious about all this, since it was something that he didn’t knew and he wanted to know everything about BDSM. When Sho didn’t continue, Jun took up for him.
“Do you love your master, Masaki?” the man asked, making the blonde one turn around to look at him.
“Yes...” Masaki answered.
“Do you enjoy the things he does to you? Do you like obeying him and listening to whatever he says? Does the fact that you belong to him makes you happy?” Jun continued asking.
“Yes, sir...” Masaki said, not understanding what all this questions had to do with the subject.
“Well, all that makes you a real BDSM slave. And masters like me and Sho, want this type of slaves. That want to serve us as much as we want to command them. But, sadly, there are masters out there who are not like us... You see, when slavery first started, around the year 1600, people didn’t want to be slaves. They were forced into it, being sold by their family or by really bad friends. The masters back then, did not cared for their slaves at all. Many didn’t even saw them as people. They just saw them as tools, making them work for them or using them as sex toys and so on. Though that type of slavery officially ended in 1863, there have always been houses and places where people still had them illegally. And even if it might sound unbelievable to you, slavery still exists today…” Jun said.
“What..?” Masaki asked, amazed.
“There are masters who don’t want their slaves to like what they are doing. They enjoy hurting them just to hear them scream out of pain and fear, see them shaking in terror, begging for mercy... It’s what turns them on. Therefore, there are slave shops. Where you can go and literally buy a person... A boy or a girl, they are usually very young...” Sho said.
“All masters who are into BDSM for a while now know of the existence of this shops, but not so many know how to get to one... They are made by gangsters and the boys and girls who get there are kidnaped and sent there. Is a big business into the BDSM world that brings these jerks millions of dollars each year. The ones who know of these places have to swear to keep it secret... And if they tell the police the location of a shop, they will for sure end up murdered.” Jun said.
“That is horrible...” Masaki said, with his mouth slightly opened in disbelief.
“And disgusting and sick, yes... It is. But is something real and is something many people don’t even know off.” Sho said, sounding sad and annoyed at the same time.
“What happens to these slaves after... well... if they get no longer needed?” Masaki asked, feeling a bit scared to hear the answer.
“They are killed...” Satoshi said, looking at the floor. “They have no rights... When a master buys one of them, that boy or girl becomes his forever and the master has the right to kill him if he wants...”
“Oh my God...” Masaki said.
“Yeah... I know... It scared the crap out of me too...” Satoshi said.
“You buys will never get in one of those shops so you don’t have to be scared. But is good to be aware of it...” Jun said.
“And... The one you bought... is he here?” Masaki asked.
“Yes, he is here... He is 17 years old, his name is Yamada Ryosuke... He has been sold to the mafia by his own parents when he was 13 years old... He’s been in prostitution clubs at first and after some time, his boss from there took him to a shop... And that is where I bought him from... He was filled of cuts and bruises when I took him and he was shaking like all Hell. I took care of him and he is starting to recover. But the biggest wounds are in his soul... The child is extremely traumatized and he doesn’t want to listen to me. He is horribly scared of me and I don’t know how to handle him anymore... I can’t help him if he won’t even look at me... He starts shivering even when I get near him...” Jun explained.
“17... He is just a child...” Masaki said, feeling like he was about to cry.
“His parents sold him?” Sho asked. “Those bastards... I hate people like that! I would kill them extremely slowly, so they would suffer a lot! This kind of people can’t even be called humans.”
“I agree with you...” Jun said.
“Can we see him?” Masaki asked, all of a sudden.
“Yeah, sure...” Jun said, getting up from the couch. “We made the guest room his room... He is probably asleep now...”
“Since he doesn’t scream or cry out loud...” Satoshi completed what his master wanted to say.
They all walked up the stairs, Jun leading them to a beautifully designed wood door that he pushed open slowly. And then, they were able to see him. The boy was on the big while bed, sleeping as Jun and Satoshi had supposed. He had the small, slim and fragile looking body of a child, very light brown hair to almost blond and an innocent face. He was truly adorable... But though he looked as peaceful and sweet as any normal Japanese teenager, his face, neck and hands had dark red marks on them, cuts and marks that have not yet completely healed, and that were proving the horrible life the poor little thing has had.
Masaki felt deeply moved to see him, his body getting lighter, his heart filling of pity and feelings of helplessness. He went closer to the bed and slowly touched Ryosuke’s hair, caressing him gently.
“Why..?” he suddenly said, on a sad tone. “Why is it that some humans have to be so cruel..? Why does this kind of things have to happen to children?”
“Those are good questions but they can’t be answered...” Sho said.
Masaki didn’t say anything anymore. He just kept caressing Ryosuke, wondering if there was anything at all he could do to help. The boy moved a bit in his sleep and turned on the side. He struggled and opened his big, brown eyes, staring at Masaki amazed. He stood like that for few seconds, before pushing Masaki hard and jumping from the bed. He went fast in a corner of the room, sitting down and hugging his knees to his chest. He left his forehead on his knees, as if trying to cover himself up, and started shaking.
“...That was pretty rough...” Masaki said, surprised by the boy’s reaction.
“He doesn’t exactly like people...” Satoshi said, helping Masaki get back up.
“He is like a wild dog...” Sho commented, looking surprised as well.
“He is indeed... The only difference is he doesn’t bite...” Jun said. “Hey, kid! I saved your damn life so you should be a little more polite and grateful at least. I have no intention to hurt you but if you keep it up like this you’ll make me lose it!” he said to the boy, on a rough voice.
“F-Forgive me...” the boy said, his voice shivering.
“If Jun would have wanted to hurt you he would have done it already, so you should really try to pass over this moment and act normal.” Sho said, with a harsh tone.
“You guys are both being idiots, so shut up!” Nino said annoyed.
Jun and Sho looked at him, unable to believe he had actually said that. Nino didn’t pay attention to them though. He slowly crossed the room and went to the boy. He kneel down next to him, lightly touching his head. The boy shivered and tried to get away, but Nino stopped him.
“Is fine... I swear I won’t hurt you...” he said softly. “I understand how you feel... I have been treated badly as well, in the past. I know how it makes you feel empty inside. And you want to run but you have no idea where could you go... Having the impression the whole world is against you and nobody wants you... Being afraid of all humans cause you believe they are all the same... I know all of that. I have felt it myself... Please, trust in me...”
Ryosuke raised his head to look at Nino, his big, brown eyes shining from the tears that were about to drop, his lips slowly parted. He hugged him, very tight, looking as if he was clinging on him, as if he had finally found someone with who he could actually feel safe. Nino smiled gently as tears started falling down his face, hugging the boy back and caressing his head.
“Is fine... You can cry. Cry all you want, let it all out. But know that is over... the pain, the torture, everything... Is done. Those men won’t come back for you...” Nino said.
“Keep me safe... Please, please... Don’t leave me here, I am scared. Keep me safe...” Ryosuke started saying, between the tears, as he hugged Nino even stronger.
“I will keep you safe... Don’t worry... I’ll keep you safe...” Nino gently said, brushing his fingers on the boy’s hair.
Sho started feeling as if they were sobering there, so he grabbed Jun’s hand to catch him attention, indicating him the door. They all left the room, deciding Nino could handle this on himself. At least to make the boy relax for a bit and feel better.
“I never thought Ninomiya could show so much kindness towards someone...” Jun said.
“There are many things about Nino that you don’t know, my friend.” Sho said, with a smirk on his face. “Behind that bitchy, cold and sometimes cruel look, there is a really noble soul hiding...”
“It seems like so...” Jun agreed.
They kept talking about slave shops and gangsters, Jun explaining to Sho how he came to meet this certain gang of Yakuza that took him to the shop, but Masaki was way too deep in his own thoughts to ever hear what they were saying. He was still amazed by the simple idea of knowing this was real. That people have actually ended up getting so low that they were selling and buying other people... He kept thinking of it all during the dinner as well.
“We are slowly returning to the Middle Ages...” he said, more to himself, not intentionating to say it out loud.
“Humanity will never stop being cruel... Times can change, we can evolve, we can become smarter and our technology can start getting better and better. But as long as we are humans, we’ll always be cruel... There is an evil, dark side in each and every one of us. Some show us all the time, some show us only when times are bad, some keep it hidden their entire life and some are not even aware that they possess it. But is there for everyone... The dark, dirty, ugly part of our mind and soul... The part that makes all of us humans be the same...” Jun slowly said.
“The bad part is that we can’t do anything to get it out of us.” Sho said.
“Indeed... But we can control it. We can dominate it and chose to be good, instead of being bad. We have the power of choice... Which is a great and very useful weapon.” Jun said, caressing Satoshi’s face with his hand.
“We can go now...” Nino said, entering the room.
“What is Ryosuke doing?” Jun asked, getting up from the table when he saw him.
“He felt asleep while crying in my arms. He told me horrible things that those guys did to him... Things that I imaged and that I need to get out of my head before I lose my mind. And I am sure it was not even 5% of everything he had to live...”
“I am really impressed that you were able to tame him up so fast. You really know exactly how to squeeze the lash.” Sho said.
“Please, stop talking as if he was an animal. He is just a child... A very very scared and lost child... All he needs is love and protection...” Nino said, letting his head down. He then looked straight at Jun, fixing him with his eyes. “Stop being rough on him. I know he can get hard to handle cause he is traumatized, but scaring him more will not help. Hug him, caress him, be gentle to him... Is the only thing he wants...”
“I understand... I will do my best.” Jun promised.
“If you really took him out of there to make his life better, take care not to screw it up more. He is broken... Don’t make him shatter.” Nino said. “If you’ll excuse me, I’ll go forward... I will wait for you in the car.” He added, leaving the room and going to the front door.
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“You damn little brat! I will kill you!”
“No, please... I am sorry, I didn’t mean to. Stop it, it hurts! Let me go! I don’t want this. Help. Help me!”
“No... Stop it... Help me... Someone please, help me!!” Nino screamed in his sleep.
He woke up, almost jumping from the bed, his body shivering, his breath heavy. Masaki and Sho, who were in bed with him, woke up as well because of the sound, and both looked at him worried.
“Is something wrong, Kazu?” Sho asked, putting his hand on Nino’s shoulder and caressing him.
“Ne, are you okay..?” Masaki asked as well.
“Yeah... Yeah, I’m fine...” Nino said, trying to recover.
“Another nightmare, I assume?” Sho asked.
“Yes... They had stopped, you know... When Masaki and I finally accepted each other and became friends, I was happy. And the nightmares turned into beautiful dreams. But now... That child...” Nino said, with his voice lost, still staring into the darkness.
“Ryosuke?” Masaki asked.
“He remembered me of so many things... Of the years with that American master of mine. He reminded me of the pain, of the tears... The desire to have never been born... The fear... I was scared. I was so scared... All the time...”
“Is fine, Kazu... Is over now...” Sho said, hugging Nino from behind and holding him carefully and secure.
“I know, master... But... That boy...” Nino said, unable to stop himself. “He reminds me so much of me... I can’t just... leave him, you know..? I feel like there is a bound between us...”
“Because you think he felt the same pain as you, you feel like you must help him... Cause when you were as him, you wished for someone to help you.” Sho said, as if reading Nino’s mind.
“Yes...” Nino admitted.
“You can go to Jun’s house every day... Jun goes to work and so do I. How you and Aiba spend your free time is your problem. Satoshi alone with that child will go insane. Beside... It seems that he feels the way you feel as well. You have my permission to take care of him as much as you want.” Sho said.
“Really..?” Nino asked, a bit amazed.
“Yes. It will be good for both of you...” Sho said, giving Nino a small kiss on the cheek. “Now come on, go back to sleep... You have a full day tomorrow. You must wake up early if you want to go meet the kid.”
Nino took Sho’s hand in his and kissed it gently, with a lot of love and thankfulness.
“I adore you, master...” he said, earning a warm smile from Sho.
Sho lied down on his back, while Masaki and Nino both sat their heads on Sho’s chest, hugging him lovingly. ‘This world has a lot of fucked up things in it... But the fact that there still are people as Sho-san, is a wonderful and amazing thing. Men like him could save up this planet... And is worth living for if you have the luck to meet one...’ Masaki though.
A/N: That is all for now guys! And to make it clear, what I have said in this chapter is not fantesy nor fiction nor nothing. This slave shops DO exist in reality, they are very well hidden and those bastards who kidnap young boys and girls just to enslave them like that should die, from my point of view. My master believed that you guys who are reading this should know about this thing as well. He says that I should make this as complete as I can, with all the real and important aspects of BDSM, both the good ones and the bad ones. So... Yeah! I hope you like it, as always comments are loved <333 See you guys around ^__^
Oh, and thanks so much to all of you who have send me messages for my birthday, it was totally cute, I really appreciate it ^___^ Know that I had a lot of fun and that everything is going good ^-^ Arigatou, ne! Love you guys a lot <33 Chuu~~~