Journal 2 *Something really cute happened*
Thanks to all of you who have answered me... You guys are being very nice! Just to give you a quick update of something totally sweet that happened. My master has returned like 3 hours ago from work. He usually comes home much later, it really amazed me. He told me he had took half of the day off cause he just felt like he needed a break... He works as a lawyer, by the way. And after he took a shower and changed his cloths, he came next to me on the couch and I had no idea what to say. And I just told him that he doesn't have to pretend to be fine with me... Cause he kept trying to fake smiles and act like it was all okay. And when I said that, he hugged me and started to cry... He cried on me for like an hour. I never thought I'd see him cry, it made me cry too. But I think it helped both me and him... We really needed to take out all of those hard feelings from inside, I think we would have explode if we kept it in much longer. After we both calmed down he looked at me and told me "You are the best gift God has ever gave me... Thank you for being in my life..." It almost made me cry again. I have the feeling that all this that happened will make our bond stronger. Which is a bright side of the so cold and horrible view of everything. It gave me hope and made me feel better! Right now he went to buy something for dinner and I am waiting for him to return and I just felt like sharing this cute moment that has happened to me with you guys. Damn, I love this man so much! <333