I Love the way You Hurt - Chapter 10
Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 10
Nino was in the living-room, smoking a cigarette while keeping his legs to his chest, moving his body in a way that made him look a bit insane. He was holding his hand on his head, while big tears were rolling down his face. He had been having nightmares all the night, that awoke him from his sleep and after the third one he decided he couldn’t take it anymore. He got out of bed slowly, in order to not wake Sho up and came to the living-room. He needed to cry. All the pain was so crushing. Every time he dreamed about Chris, his American master, it was as if it all happened again. All the pain, all the hurt, the fear… Everything came back, as a ghost to hunt him. He wished so much he could forget… He wished he’d get amnesia. That would have solved it all. Not remember anything beside of Sho…
He kept crying his silent tears, smoking his cigarette, biting his own hand in order not to scream out the inner terror and weakness he was feeling. Why did he had to leave Sho? He was such an idiot… If he would have been a good and loyal little slave as he was supposed to be, nothing would have happened. He would have been happy… And Sho wouldn’t have found himself a new slave. This Masaki kid… Damn, he was too cute. Why did he made it so hard to be hated? No matter how much Nino was trying to hate him, he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He was so pure and so easy to like… No wonder Sho felt for him…
“Ninomiya-san…?” Masaki said, sitting on the couch next to Nino.
Nino freaked out for a second but he relaxed soon after. He had been so into his thoughts that he didn’t even realize when Masaki entered the room. He left his legs down from his chest and sat in a more normal position, trying to look cool.
“What is it?” he asked. “Is over 4 AM, why you’re awake?”
“I got thirsty and came to get some water and saw you here… What happened to you..?” Masaki asked.
“Nothing.” Nino said fast, taking a strong puff of his cigarette. “I am fine.”
“Did master hurt you...?” Masaki asked, hopping from all his heart it was not that.
“Why would you even assume that? Of course not!” Nino said, kind of pissed. “I just had a lot of nightmares, couldn’t sleep, didn’t wanna wake him up, came here and sit.” he added, very fast, looking everywhere around the room but not even a second at the man that was next to him.
Masaki stared at Nino for a while. He felt so sorry for the man. Of course he thought that what he had done was wrong, but he thought no one deserved to suffer this much. Beside, Nino had already received his punishment…
“Ninomiya-san… How do you feel about your American master that abused you?” Masaki asked slowly.
“I don’t hate him, if that is what you want to know. But I can’t forgive him for what he’s done to me… And I do hope I’ll never have to see him again.” Nino said, still avoiding to look at Masaki.
“I understand… And how do you feel about yourself?” Masaki asked once more, looking straight at Nino.
“Myself..?” Nino asked, a bit surprise. He didn’t saw that question coming. He looked at Masaki for a second, then stared back down on the floor. “I am an idiot… Master Sho trusted me… He loved me, he truly cared for me, he gave me everything he had, his entire life, he put it up on a silver plate for me and I… I disappointed him… I left, chasing a silly dream that turned into my worst nightmare… I failed him, I disappoint him… I hurt him… He didn’t deserve that…”
“You didn’t deserve what happened either…” Masaki said, taking Nino’s hand in his. “I think you only need to forgive yourself…”
“What do you know?” Nino said, pushing Masaki’s hand away. “You came here after me. You are sweet and nice and polite and all this shit that I am not. And he loves you and even I can be sure you’ll not disappoint him. Cause you are more pure than a damn angel. You are too good… I hate you so damn much! I hate that I can’t be like you… That I can’t have that pure smile that you have… I hate how master thinks at you when he’s with me… Because I know he does, though he doesn’t say it… I hate the fact that I know so well that if it came down to him choosing between me and you… it would be you he’d choose…”
“But he won’t have to choose, Ninomiya-san… Master already made his choice… And he choose us both. He loves us both…” Masaki said. He put his hand on Nino’s face, making the man turn to look at him. “And if he’d really choose me and send you away, I’d leave as well…”
“…You would..?” Nino said amazed.
“Yes… I know that you love him as much as me… Maybe even more since you know him for a longer time than me. This silent war between us is killing me… I do not hate you at all… Maybe I did at the start and I am sorry for it. Never judge the book by the cover… I know you are a good man… And me and you have a big common thing. We both love our master… Let’s just make him happy, ne..? Aren’t we here for that? To make him happy? Why fight about it when we already know he loves us both..?” Masaki said, caressing Nino’s hand with his. “I only want us to be friends…”
“And is also what I want.” They could both hear Sho’s voice.
They turned around to see Sho in their back. They had no idea when he came or for how long he has been there, but he was staring at them, with a kind smile on his face. He got on the couch, sitting in between them. He took Masaki’s hand in his right hand and Nino’s one in his left hand, looking at both of them.
“Kazu… When I brought you here, I was sure there will be some troubles. There are persons to whom BDSM is only a kink. Nothing more and nothing less. It says inside of the bedroom. When this kind of people meet, they seem to be in love and they do everything we do and more. When is over, they go back to their real life. Some have kids and even a husband or a wife. To this kind of persons, BDSM is a need, a thing they desire a lot but they don’t get in their marriage. Because the partner is not into it, because he thinks is stupid, cause any other reason. This kind of masters, who have slaves that are not involved emotionally and want only sex, is easy to have 2, 3, 4, sometimes even 6 slaves at the same time. But that is not our case… Because you both really love me and because I really love you both, it is troublesome for us… Cause though I am not cheating on you, to you guys it feels like cheating…” Sho explained, kindly and carefully, caressing them both.
“Indeed…” Nino agreed.
“But you guys have to understand that I am not cheating you… I love you both equally and I would never give up on any of you. And if you guys could be friends, that would make me so happy… I don’t want you two to hate each other.”
“I don’t hate him…” Masaki said, smiling to Nino.
“I have been trying like damn to hate him but I can’t bring myself to do it…” Nino admitted, letting his head down.
“He is way too hard to hate.” Sho said, petting Masaki’s head. “I wanna see a hug, come on.” He added, getting up and pushing Nino towards Masaki.
They stared at each other for a second, but then Masaki almost jumped on Nino, hugging him tight and caressing the back of his head, with a big smile on his face. Nino hugged him back, a bit more shy, tapping his back friendly. He was not used to so much kindness. Usually, people were always pushing him away for no real reason, just saying that he was too bitchy or too weird for them. So he was used to it… Used to being seen as the bad guy of the story even when he was not. He didn’t understand how come Masaki was not seeing him as such now that he really was the bad guy of the story…
“Do you really like me..?” he asked, after Masaki released him from the hug.
“Of course I do!” the man answered, on a cheerful voice. “You are not a bad guy and I know it… There has to be something really amazing about you, since master has never forget you even though you parted 3 years ago. You have your own character and personality that is different than mine but it doesn’t matter. Everyone deserves a second chance… And I don’t like judging because I wouldn’t like being judged. I know you feel sorry for your mistakes and that you won’t repeat them a second time. I trust you…”
“I can’t believe I was actually trying so hard to hate you… When is so damn easy to like you…” Nino said.
“You two have a lot more in common than you would know. There is a reason for which I felt for both of you…” Sho said, with a smirk.
“What is that reason?” Masaki asked curious.
“That is something you two must discover on your own…” Sho said.
“You and your annoying riddles…” Nino said, rolling his eyes.
“What did you said?” Sho asked, raising his eyebrow.
“Nothing.” Nino said fast.
“Oh, I do think you said something… How about… We tickle him until he admits!” Sho said, both him and Masaki grabbing Nino, starting to tickle his chest and stomach.
“Wait, no! Ahh, get off of me! I’d rather have a beating, honestly!!” Nino said, between the laughter that he couldn’t control.
He almost chocked because of so much laughing, and when they all got tired, both Masaki and Sho rested on his chest. Nino was still feeling like laughing, he was giggling without even realizing it. He couldn’t believe that 30 minutes ago he was crying like an idiot. Him and Sho had never done things like this when it was just the two of them… It was something different about the way Sho talked, the way he acted, the way he smiled… And Nino knew why it was like that.
“You really make the difference…” he said to Masaki, caressing his hair.
“What..?” Masaki asked confused.
“He means to say he’s happy here. Ne?” Sho said, looking at Nino with a smile.
“Yeah… I’m happy here… I really am happy here...” Nino said, smiling.
It was the first time Masaki saw Nino smiling like that. It was not an evil smirk, not a bitchy glare, not that kind of superior ‘I-am-better-than-you’ kind of smile he always had. This smile was pure, honest and filled of love. It made Masaki smile as well. Sho looked at them and caressed their head.
“I think people who smile are beautiful…” he said.
“I would agree to that…” Masaki said, caressing Nino’s head.
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“So wait. You mean to say the jerk is not actually a jerk.” Satoshi said, scratching his chin.
“Stop calling him a jerk. He is a good boy…” Masaki said, defending Nino. “We are friends now.”
“Friends?” Satoshi said, raising his eyebrow. “I don’t know, Masa-chan… I just don’t trust him. He looks and acts like a whore.”
“Stop saying that, damn it!” Masaki said, getting annoyed.
“Okay, okay…”
Masaki rolled his eyes, for the first time in his life feeling disappointed of Satoshi. The man just didn’t seem to want to understand and that hurt him. He wanted and felt like he needed to trust Nino…
“Last night, around 4 AM, I woke up to get something to drink because I was thirsty. And I found him on the couch from the living-room, crying all alone… He looked crushed…” Masaki explained.
“What did it made you feel?” Satoshi asked, curious.
“Pity… It made me feel a lot of pity… It was as if my heart broke when I saw him like that. No one deserves to suffer, is what I believe… And he has suffered more than he should have. Why would I come now to make his pain bigger..? Wouldn’t that make me the jerk of this story? He loves Sho as much as I do… I just want to believe the 3 of us can be happy together…” Masaki said, playing with his hands in his lap.
“You are too good, you know…” Satoshi said. “I couldn’t do that.”
Masaki smiled and left his head down. “I trust my master more than anyone… And he loves Ninomiya so I’ll love him too.”
“Speaking of Sho, is he home now?” Satoshi asked.
“No, he is at work. When I left to come here to your house, Nino left as well. Apparently, Sho called him to bring him something to eat, he was hungry and he forget his bento home.” Masaki explained.
“I see…” Satoshi said. “My master wanted to talk to him, that’s why I asked.”
“I will tell him to call Matsumoto-san when I get home, ne.” Masaki said with a smile.
For a second, he wondered why did Sho called Nino in place of calling him… But he didn’t want to be jealous. He had made a swear to himself that he won’t let jealousy blind him anymore. Sho was Nino’s master as much as he was his master. It was easier to say he was accepting it than actually accepting it…
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“Enter!” Sho said, when he heard someone knocking at the door of his office.
Nino made a bow after he entered, closing the door behind him and walking to Sho’s desk. He put the box with the food he had carefully prepared for Sho down on it, avoiding eye contact since his master was not saying anything.
“Here is your lunch, master… I hope you enjoy it. I came as fast as I could…” he said.
“Good boy…” Sho said with a smile.
He got up from his chair and looked at Nino from head to toe, inspecting him. He was wearing a pair of black jeans, a white shirt with a tie and a leather black jacket. His hair looked messy, giving him a even more childish look. Sho smiled. This was totally turning him on.
“Come closer.” he said to him.
Nino was quick to obey, going next to his master, unsure of what was all this about. Sho kissed him, caressing his hair. He rolled his tongue around Nino’s sweet mouth, while the man was only staying there, enjoying everything but having no reaction. He knew Sho loved that. The phone rang, exactly when the kiss was getting more intense, and Sho answered it pissed.
“What?!” he said.
“Sorry if I disturb you, mister Sakurai, but the president of the company you wanted to see is here now.” the secretary said.
“Oh… Right, I forgot I called him today… Okay, send him in.” Sho said, letting down the phone.
He pushed Nino in his knees fast, making him hide under the desk.
“Stay there and make no noise. I’ll end this fast. If you make me screw up this shit you are dead.” he said, on a warning tone.
Nino nodded, trying to find a good position since he was feeling uncomfortable. He heard the door open and Sho’s voice gathering someone. He was trying to pay attention but he was way too lost in his own thoughts. When Sho sat down on the chair, it became even more uncomfortable for Nino, since his legs were under the desk and it made the small space even smaller. He moved slowly, making sure to make no noise, hearing his master and the man talk and laugh, discussing business. All of a sudden, an idea came to him. It was risky and it might have made his master mad, but he damn wanted it. He got closer to Sho, sitting exactly in between his legs, and gently and silently unzipped his pants. Sho looked down at him as soon as he felt that, and Nino smiled to him.
“Is something wrong, Sakurai-san?” Nino heard the man ask.
“No, of course not.” Sho said, raising his head up again and looking at the man.
Nino smiled and took his master member out, starting to gently rub it before taking it all the way up in his mouth. Sho closed his eyes tight and left his head down again, feeling the pleasure taking over him and being unable to really control it.
“Are you sure you’re fine, sir..?” The other man asked, worried.
“Yeah… I am perfectly fine.” Sho said, with a smile, giggling. “I just have… a small headache, that is all…”
“I see…” the man said.
They talked about their things, the man hurrying it up a bit, seeing how Sho seemed to feel really bad. Little did he know that actually, Sho was feeling way too good. It took all the inner self control he had not to scream when he came, since everything was feeling uncontrollably good. He just closed his eyes and bit his lower lip pretty hard, his entire face red. He felt happy when the man left, and he smiled to him politely, waving his hand.
As soon as the door closed he zipped his pants back, getting up and grabbing Nino’s hand. He pulled him up from behind the desk and gave him a strong slap across the face, looking at him a bit annoyed.
“What the Hell is wrong with you?? I could have lost the business, you idiot!” he said, on a hard tone.
“Sorry.. But you did like it! You came in less than 4 minutes!” Nino said, as to defend himself.
“That is so not the point! And don’t answer me back!” Sho said, slapping him again.
“I am sorry…” Nino said, letting his head down.
Sho walked to the door and locked it two times, returning to the desk and unplugging his phone. He looked at Nino upset for a second, before grabbing him and pulling him closer.
“This calls for a punishment.” he said.
“Punishment..?” Nino repeated scared. Images of his American master whipping him came in his mind instantly, making his body shiver. “Please don’t… I only wanted to make you feel good, I swear I didn’t…”
“Shut up!” Sho cut his through. He pushed him across the desk, pushing his own body over his, making the younger man grab hold of the table, feeling afraid of what was to happen. “You want my cock? I’ll give it to you then. But I’ll give it to you so hard, you’ll have no time to enjoy it.”
‘Damn, I’m fucked… For real…’ Nino thought in his mind.
Sho pulled Nino’s pants down fast, unzipping his one and brushing his member on the man’s entrance. He heard Nino moan and he covered his mouth with his hand.
“My secretary is right in the other room. You better be quiet.” he said, before entering him strong and fast, without any preparation.
Nino squeezed the corners of the wooden desk on which he was hard, arching his back, Sho’s hand stopping the scream he was about to let out. He closed his eyes. The mixture of pain and pleasure was drowning him. It felt so damn good! Sho kept going in and out of him so fast, that he seemed to be a damn sex machine.
‘What batteries is he on..?’ Nino thought in his mind.
But he couldn’t complain. He loved every second of it. Sho pulled his hair hard and turned his head around to face him, removing his hand from his mouth in order to kiss him. This kiss was so brutal though, that Nino had the impression Sho only did it to gag him up and make him feel like suffocating. He also bit his lips at the end, strong enough to make them bleed. Nino smiled when he felt the taste of his own blood inside his mouth. He was such a damn masochist for enjoying all this. Sho bit his neck, not as hard as to make it bleed but hard enough to leave a pretty mark. Nino bit his own hand in order to stop his scream, keeping his eyes closed tight. ‘How insane am I..? How can I actually enjoy it…?’ he said to himself.
Sho came 3 times inside of Nino before letting him go. He crushed in his chair, letting the boy still sit on the table, looking lifeless but smiling. Cum was dripping out of his ass, his neck was bruised, his lips and wrist were both bleeding by so many hard bites. Yet Nino didn’t look scared or hurt at all…
“You damn bitch, you actually liked that!” Sho said, not knowing if to laugh or to get mad.
“Maybe I am more of a masochist than I myself have thought…” Nino said, with his voice weak, but giggling happily. “Do that to Masaki and the poor kid will remain with a trauma…”
“Yeah, I know what you mean… Masaki is very pure…” Sho said, zipping his pants and arranging his suit, trying to make sure he was looking okay.
“Too pure… I don’t understand it… You can be so rough with me and you are so soft to him…” Nino said.
“I am the kind of master who can adjust to his slave’s pleasures. However… is soft stuff I enjoy. This was supposed to be a punishment for you.” Sho said.
“It was the best sex I ever had…” Nino said getting up from the table.
His ass was hurting and his neck felt as if it was broke. He slowly put his cloths back on, his smile never fading.
“I totally need a shower…” he said.
“I need to find a way to punish you because this really ain’t working.” Sho said, unable to stop himself from laughing anymore.
“I love you, master…” Nino said, going closer to Sho.
Sho grabbed him and pulled him in his lap, giving him a kiss. “I love you too, my little whore.” he said.
“I love it when you call me like that…” Nino said, caressing Sho’s face.
“I really do have two very different slaves…” Sho said, caressing him back.
“You better put your sit belt on, master… Cause this ride with both me and Masaki will be a tough one.” Nino warned.
“I can totally see it coming…” Sho agreed.
A/N: That is all for now, kids XDD Since some people PM-ed me saying they want more Sakumiya, here is your Sakumiya XDD Hope you enjoyed it ^__^ And stop hating on Nino-chan, people, he is a good boy, really. Trust me, ne ^^ As always, comments are loved <333 See you guys around ^.^
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 10
Nino was in the living-room, smoking a cigarette while keeping his legs to his chest, moving his body in a way that made him look a bit insane. He was holding his hand on his head, while big tears were rolling down his face. He had been having nightmares all the night, that awoke him from his sleep and after the third one he decided he couldn’t take it anymore. He got out of bed slowly, in order to not wake Sho up and came to the living-room. He needed to cry. All the pain was so crushing. Every time he dreamed about Chris, his American master, it was as if it all happened again. All the pain, all the hurt, the fear… Everything came back, as a ghost to hunt him. He wished so much he could forget… He wished he’d get amnesia. That would have solved it all. Not remember anything beside of Sho…
He kept crying his silent tears, smoking his cigarette, biting his own hand in order not to scream out the inner terror and weakness he was feeling. Why did he had to leave Sho? He was such an idiot… If he would have been a good and loyal little slave as he was supposed to be, nothing would have happened. He would have been happy… And Sho wouldn’t have found himself a new slave. This Masaki kid… Damn, he was too cute. Why did he made it so hard to be hated? No matter how much Nino was trying to hate him, he couldn’t bring himself to do it. He was so pure and so easy to like… No wonder Sho felt for him…
“Ninomiya-san…?” Masaki said, sitting on the couch next to Nino.
Nino freaked out for a second but he relaxed soon after. He had been so into his thoughts that he didn’t even realize when Masaki entered the room. He left his legs down from his chest and sat in a more normal position, trying to look cool.
“What is it?” he asked. “Is over 4 AM, why you’re awake?”
“I got thirsty and came to get some water and saw you here… What happened to you..?” Masaki asked.
“Nothing.” Nino said fast, taking a strong puff of his cigarette. “I am fine.”
“Did master hurt you...?” Masaki asked, hopping from all his heart it was not that.
“Why would you even assume that? Of course not!” Nino said, kind of pissed. “I just had a lot of nightmares, couldn’t sleep, didn’t wanna wake him up, came here and sit.” he added, very fast, looking everywhere around the room but not even a second at the man that was next to him.
Masaki stared at Nino for a while. He felt so sorry for the man. Of course he thought that what he had done was wrong, but he thought no one deserved to suffer this much. Beside, Nino had already received his punishment…
“Ninomiya-san… How do you feel about your American master that abused you?” Masaki asked slowly.
“I don’t hate him, if that is what you want to know. But I can’t forgive him for what he’s done to me… And I do hope I’ll never have to see him again.” Nino said, still avoiding to look at Masaki.
“I understand… And how do you feel about yourself?” Masaki asked once more, looking straight at Nino.
“Myself..?” Nino asked, a bit surprise. He didn’t saw that question coming. He looked at Masaki for a second, then stared back down on the floor. “I am an idiot… Master Sho trusted me… He loved me, he truly cared for me, he gave me everything he had, his entire life, he put it up on a silver plate for me and I… I disappointed him… I left, chasing a silly dream that turned into my worst nightmare… I failed him, I disappoint him… I hurt him… He didn’t deserve that…”
“You didn’t deserve what happened either…” Masaki said, taking Nino’s hand in his. “I think you only need to forgive yourself…”
“What do you know?” Nino said, pushing Masaki’s hand away. “You came here after me. You are sweet and nice and polite and all this shit that I am not. And he loves you and even I can be sure you’ll not disappoint him. Cause you are more pure than a damn angel. You are too good… I hate you so damn much! I hate that I can’t be like you… That I can’t have that pure smile that you have… I hate how master thinks at you when he’s with me… Because I know he does, though he doesn’t say it… I hate the fact that I know so well that if it came down to him choosing between me and you… it would be you he’d choose…”
“But he won’t have to choose, Ninomiya-san… Master already made his choice… And he choose us both. He loves us both…” Masaki said. He put his hand on Nino’s face, making the man turn to look at him. “And if he’d really choose me and send you away, I’d leave as well…”
“…You would..?” Nino said amazed.
“Yes… I know that you love him as much as me… Maybe even more since you know him for a longer time than me. This silent war between us is killing me… I do not hate you at all… Maybe I did at the start and I am sorry for it. Never judge the book by the cover… I know you are a good man… And me and you have a big common thing. We both love our master… Let’s just make him happy, ne..? Aren’t we here for that? To make him happy? Why fight about it when we already know he loves us both..?” Masaki said, caressing Nino’s hand with his. “I only want us to be friends…”
“And is also what I want.” They could both hear Sho’s voice.
They turned around to see Sho in their back. They had no idea when he came or for how long he has been there, but he was staring at them, with a kind smile on his face. He got on the couch, sitting in between them. He took Masaki’s hand in his right hand and Nino’s one in his left hand, looking at both of them.
“Kazu… When I brought you here, I was sure there will be some troubles. There are persons to whom BDSM is only a kink. Nothing more and nothing less. It says inside of the bedroom. When this kind of people meet, they seem to be in love and they do everything we do and more. When is over, they go back to their real life. Some have kids and even a husband or a wife. To this kind of persons, BDSM is a need, a thing they desire a lot but they don’t get in their marriage. Because the partner is not into it, because he thinks is stupid, cause any other reason. This kind of masters, who have slaves that are not involved emotionally and want only sex, is easy to have 2, 3, 4, sometimes even 6 slaves at the same time. But that is not our case… Because you both really love me and because I really love you both, it is troublesome for us… Cause though I am not cheating on you, to you guys it feels like cheating…” Sho explained, kindly and carefully, caressing them both.
“Indeed…” Nino agreed.
“But you guys have to understand that I am not cheating you… I love you both equally and I would never give up on any of you. And if you guys could be friends, that would make me so happy… I don’t want you two to hate each other.”
“I don’t hate him…” Masaki said, smiling to Nino.
“I have been trying like damn to hate him but I can’t bring myself to do it…” Nino admitted, letting his head down.
“He is way too hard to hate.” Sho said, petting Masaki’s head. “I wanna see a hug, come on.” He added, getting up and pushing Nino towards Masaki.
They stared at each other for a second, but then Masaki almost jumped on Nino, hugging him tight and caressing the back of his head, with a big smile on his face. Nino hugged him back, a bit more shy, tapping his back friendly. He was not used to so much kindness. Usually, people were always pushing him away for no real reason, just saying that he was too bitchy or too weird for them. So he was used to it… Used to being seen as the bad guy of the story even when he was not. He didn’t understand how come Masaki was not seeing him as such now that he really was the bad guy of the story…
“Do you really like me..?” he asked, after Masaki released him from the hug.
“Of course I do!” the man answered, on a cheerful voice. “You are not a bad guy and I know it… There has to be something really amazing about you, since master has never forget you even though you parted 3 years ago. You have your own character and personality that is different than mine but it doesn’t matter. Everyone deserves a second chance… And I don’t like judging because I wouldn’t like being judged. I know you feel sorry for your mistakes and that you won’t repeat them a second time. I trust you…”
“I can’t believe I was actually trying so hard to hate you… When is so damn easy to like you…” Nino said.
“You two have a lot more in common than you would know. There is a reason for which I felt for both of you…” Sho said, with a smirk.
“What is that reason?” Masaki asked curious.
“That is something you two must discover on your own…” Sho said.
“You and your annoying riddles…” Nino said, rolling his eyes.
“What did you said?” Sho asked, raising his eyebrow.
“Nothing.” Nino said fast.
“Oh, I do think you said something… How about… We tickle him until he admits!” Sho said, both him and Masaki grabbing Nino, starting to tickle his chest and stomach.
“Wait, no! Ahh, get off of me! I’d rather have a beating, honestly!!” Nino said, between the laughter that he couldn’t control.
He almost chocked because of so much laughing, and when they all got tired, both Masaki and Sho rested on his chest. Nino was still feeling like laughing, he was giggling without even realizing it. He couldn’t believe that 30 minutes ago he was crying like an idiot. Him and Sho had never done things like this when it was just the two of them… It was something different about the way Sho talked, the way he acted, the way he smiled… And Nino knew why it was like that.
“You really make the difference…” he said to Masaki, caressing his hair.
“What..?” Masaki asked confused.
“He means to say he’s happy here. Ne?” Sho said, looking at Nino with a smile.
“Yeah… I’m happy here… I really am happy here...” Nino said, smiling.
It was the first time Masaki saw Nino smiling like that. It was not an evil smirk, not a bitchy glare, not that kind of superior ‘I-am-better-than-you’ kind of smile he always had. This smile was pure, honest and filled of love. It made Masaki smile as well. Sho looked at them and caressed their head.
“I think people who smile are beautiful…” he said.
“I would agree to that…” Masaki said, caressing Nino’s head.
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“So wait. You mean to say the jerk is not actually a jerk.” Satoshi said, scratching his chin.
“Stop calling him a jerk. He is a good boy…” Masaki said, defending Nino. “We are friends now.”
“Friends?” Satoshi said, raising his eyebrow. “I don’t know, Masa-chan… I just don’t trust him. He looks and acts like a whore.”
“Stop saying that, damn it!” Masaki said, getting annoyed.
“Okay, okay…”
Masaki rolled his eyes, for the first time in his life feeling disappointed of Satoshi. The man just didn’t seem to want to understand and that hurt him. He wanted and felt like he needed to trust Nino…
“Last night, around 4 AM, I woke up to get something to drink because I was thirsty. And I found him on the couch from the living-room, crying all alone… He looked crushed…” Masaki explained.
“What did it made you feel?” Satoshi asked, curious.
“Pity… It made me feel a lot of pity… It was as if my heart broke when I saw him like that. No one deserves to suffer, is what I believe… And he has suffered more than he should have. Why would I come now to make his pain bigger..? Wouldn’t that make me the jerk of this story? He loves Sho as much as I do… I just want to believe the 3 of us can be happy together…” Masaki said, playing with his hands in his lap.
“You are too good, you know…” Satoshi said. “I couldn’t do that.”
Masaki smiled and left his head down. “I trust my master more than anyone… And he loves Ninomiya so I’ll love him too.”
“Speaking of Sho, is he home now?” Satoshi asked.
“No, he is at work. When I left to come here to your house, Nino left as well. Apparently, Sho called him to bring him something to eat, he was hungry and he forget his bento home.” Masaki explained.
“I see…” Satoshi said. “My master wanted to talk to him, that’s why I asked.”
“I will tell him to call Matsumoto-san when I get home, ne.” Masaki said with a smile.
For a second, he wondered why did Sho called Nino in place of calling him… But he didn’t want to be jealous. He had made a swear to himself that he won’t let jealousy blind him anymore. Sho was Nino’s master as much as he was his master. It was easier to say he was accepting it than actually accepting it…
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“Enter!” Sho said, when he heard someone knocking at the door of his office.
Nino made a bow after he entered, closing the door behind him and walking to Sho’s desk. He put the box with the food he had carefully prepared for Sho down on it, avoiding eye contact since his master was not saying anything.
“Here is your lunch, master… I hope you enjoy it. I came as fast as I could…” he said.
“Good boy…” Sho said with a smile.
He got up from his chair and looked at Nino from head to toe, inspecting him. He was wearing a pair of black jeans, a white shirt with a tie and a leather black jacket. His hair looked messy, giving him a even more childish look. Sho smiled. This was totally turning him on.
“Come closer.” he said to him.
Nino was quick to obey, going next to his master, unsure of what was all this about. Sho kissed him, caressing his hair. He rolled his tongue around Nino’s sweet mouth, while the man was only staying there, enjoying everything but having no reaction. He knew Sho loved that. The phone rang, exactly when the kiss was getting more intense, and Sho answered it pissed.
“What?!” he said.
“Sorry if I disturb you, mister Sakurai, but the president of the company you wanted to see is here now.” the secretary said.
“Oh… Right, I forgot I called him today… Okay, send him in.” Sho said, letting down the phone.
He pushed Nino in his knees fast, making him hide under the desk.
“Stay there and make no noise. I’ll end this fast. If you make me screw up this shit you are dead.” he said, on a warning tone.
Nino nodded, trying to find a good position since he was feeling uncomfortable. He heard the door open and Sho’s voice gathering someone. He was trying to pay attention but he was way too lost in his own thoughts. When Sho sat down on the chair, it became even more uncomfortable for Nino, since his legs were under the desk and it made the small space even smaller. He moved slowly, making sure to make no noise, hearing his master and the man talk and laugh, discussing business. All of a sudden, an idea came to him. It was risky and it might have made his master mad, but he damn wanted it. He got closer to Sho, sitting exactly in between his legs, and gently and silently unzipped his pants. Sho looked down at him as soon as he felt that, and Nino smiled to him.
“Is something wrong, Sakurai-san?” Nino heard the man ask.
“No, of course not.” Sho said, raising his head up again and looking at the man.
Nino smiled and took his master member out, starting to gently rub it before taking it all the way up in his mouth. Sho closed his eyes tight and left his head down again, feeling the pleasure taking over him and being unable to really control it.
“Are you sure you’re fine, sir..?” The other man asked, worried.
“Yeah… I am perfectly fine.” Sho said, with a smile, giggling. “I just have… a small headache, that is all…”
“I see…” the man said.
They talked about their things, the man hurrying it up a bit, seeing how Sho seemed to feel really bad. Little did he know that actually, Sho was feeling way too good. It took all the inner self control he had not to scream when he came, since everything was feeling uncontrollably good. He just closed his eyes and bit his lower lip pretty hard, his entire face red. He felt happy when the man left, and he smiled to him politely, waving his hand.
As soon as the door closed he zipped his pants back, getting up and grabbing Nino’s hand. He pulled him up from behind the desk and gave him a strong slap across the face, looking at him a bit annoyed.
“What the Hell is wrong with you?? I could have lost the business, you idiot!” he said, on a hard tone.
“Sorry.. But you did like it! You came in less than 4 minutes!” Nino said, as to defend himself.
“That is so not the point! And don’t answer me back!” Sho said, slapping him again.
“I am sorry…” Nino said, letting his head down.
Sho walked to the door and locked it two times, returning to the desk and unplugging his phone. He looked at Nino upset for a second, before grabbing him and pulling him closer.
“This calls for a punishment.” he said.
“Punishment..?” Nino repeated scared. Images of his American master whipping him came in his mind instantly, making his body shiver. “Please don’t… I only wanted to make you feel good, I swear I didn’t…”
“Shut up!” Sho cut his through. He pushed him across the desk, pushing his own body over his, making the younger man grab hold of the table, feeling afraid of what was to happen. “You want my cock? I’ll give it to you then. But I’ll give it to you so hard, you’ll have no time to enjoy it.”
‘Damn, I’m fucked… For real…’ Nino thought in his mind.
Sho pulled Nino’s pants down fast, unzipping his one and brushing his member on the man’s entrance. He heard Nino moan and he covered his mouth with his hand.
“My secretary is right in the other room. You better be quiet.” he said, before entering him strong and fast, without any preparation.
Nino squeezed the corners of the wooden desk on which he was hard, arching his back, Sho’s hand stopping the scream he was about to let out. He closed his eyes. The mixture of pain and pleasure was drowning him. It felt so damn good! Sho kept going in and out of him so fast, that he seemed to be a damn sex machine.
‘What batteries is he on..?’ Nino thought in his mind.
But he couldn’t complain. He loved every second of it. Sho pulled his hair hard and turned his head around to face him, removing his hand from his mouth in order to kiss him. This kiss was so brutal though, that Nino had the impression Sho only did it to gag him up and make him feel like suffocating. He also bit his lips at the end, strong enough to make them bleed. Nino smiled when he felt the taste of his own blood inside his mouth. He was such a damn masochist for enjoying all this. Sho bit his neck, not as hard as to make it bleed but hard enough to leave a pretty mark. Nino bit his own hand in order to stop his scream, keeping his eyes closed tight. ‘How insane am I..? How can I actually enjoy it…?’ he said to himself.
Sho came 3 times inside of Nino before letting him go. He crushed in his chair, letting the boy still sit on the table, looking lifeless but smiling. Cum was dripping out of his ass, his neck was bruised, his lips and wrist were both bleeding by so many hard bites. Yet Nino didn’t look scared or hurt at all…
“You damn bitch, you actually liked that!” Sho said, not knowing if to laugh or to get mad.
“Maybe I am more of a masochist than I myself have thought…” Nino said, with his voice weak, but giggling happily. “Do that to Masaki and the poor kid will remain with a trauma…”
“Yeah, I know what you mean… Masaki is very pure…” Sho said, zipping his pants and arranging his suit, trying to make sure he was looking okay.
“Too pure… I don’t understand it… You can be so rough with me and you are so soft to him…” Nino said.
“I am the kind of master who can adjust to his slave’s pleasures. However… is soft stuff I enjoy. This was supposed to be a punishment for you.” Sho said.
“It was the best sex I ever had…” Nino said getting up from the table.
His ass was hurting and his neck felt as if it was broke. He slowly put his cloths back on, his smile never fading.
“I totally need a shower…” he said.
“I need to find a way to punish you because this really ain’t working.” Sho said, unable to stop himself from laughing anymore.
“I love you, master…” Nino said, going closer to Sho.
Sho grabbed him and pulled him in his lap, giving him a kiss. “I love you too, my little whore.” he said.
“I love it when you call me like that…” Nino said, caressing Sho’s face.
“I really do have two very different slaves…” Sho said, caressing him back.
“You better put your sit belt on, master… Cause this ride with both me and Masaki will be a tough one.” Nino warned.
“I can totally see it coming…” Sho agreed.
A/N: That is all for now, kids XDD Since some people PM-ed me saying they want more Sakumiya, here is your Sakumiya XDD Hope you enjoyed it ^__^ And stop hating on Nino-chan, people, he is a good boy, really. Trust me, ne ^^ As always, comments are loved <333 See you guys around ^.^