warning: mentions of break ups, handjobs, and fluffs
words: 1254
rating: teen
pairing: haseo/ryou & silabus/yuuichi, with hints of atoli/chigusa & haseo/ryou and matsu/shingo & silabus/yuuichi
genre: angst, crack, drama, family, friendship, humour, romance
character: chigusa kusaka, death grunty, iori nakanishi, kouta maki, ryou misaki, shingo kudou, tomonari kasumi, yuuichi morino
ben4kevin: this was beautiful, i hope you update again soon.
Beta
01. Walking
The blade brandier follows right behind him, not beside him, because he knows he's not ready.
02. Waltz
Haseo doesn't remember how Silabus had managed to convince him, but here he was, sliding and gliding around the deck with his friend, and in Mac Anu of all places.
03. Wishes
Ryou thinks that he doesn't want a lot, because what he's got is enough, but if he could, he wouldn't mind having Yuuichi as his lover.
04. Wonder
Yuuichi wonders more or less about Haseo, both online and offline, and thinks nothing of it until Kuhn convinces him to think otherwise.
05. Worry
Silabus has his worries, hiding them behind a small smile that his friends mistake as happiness.
06. Whimsy
Kuhn didn't believe him when he told the steam gunner that Haseo was pretty playful in bed, as long as the adept rogue got to be on top.
07. Waste/Wasteland
Silabus doesn't like to waste, and uses it in his defense when Haseo gets angry at him for not using a stronger healing item, just because he almost died.
08. Whiskey/Rum
They're not old enough to drink, but somehow they managed to get their hands on it, and get so drunk that they confess to each other, only to forget about it the next day.
09. War
Silabus doesn't like the idea of having to fight over Haseo, but in this all out war, he does his best to stay alive, in case his friend does have feelings for him.
10. Weddings
The first thing that came into mind was marriage, and whether or not it was possible between those of the same sex, when he received the promise card.
11. Birthday
If only he were eighteen right now, Yuuichi would be inside of him already, but for now, he will have to put up with the teasing and squeezing.
12. Blessing
Haseo must've been blessed by Folset, the god of law, Silabus thinks, because what the adept rogue had found was awfully rare.
13. Bias
Sometimes he wished he was something like a damsel in distress, just so he could be saved by his friend, who happens to have a preference towards those in need.
14. Burning
His face burns red at the thought of his friend.
15. Breathing
Ryou kisses hard, fast, and he wants to breathe, even for a second, because he knows how obsessive the seventeen year old can be.
16. Breaking
Kuhn gets his heart broken all the time, but when Silabus has his broken for the first time, the steam gunner confronts Haseo about it, and finds out just how complicated the whole thing is.
17. Belief
Being around Bo and Gasperd made him feel like an older brother, whereas with Haseo and Kuhn, he sees them as friends, and hopes that they would rely on him more because of it.
18. Balloon
Silabus could see Haseo getting Bo a Chim Chim shaped balloon for his birthday.
19. Balcony
It's two in the morning when he gets up to have a smoke, and he finds his partner standing there, watching the sun rise before them.
20. Bane
There was something wrong with Silabus, Haseo figured, when he saw that slasher smile.
21. Quiet
If he had to choose someone, Haseo would choose Silabus over Atoli, because he knows that the blade brandier would leave him alone if he snaps back, unlike the harvest cleric.
22. Quirks
Everyone that he knew either had an emotional past, an odd quirk, or something really strange about them, except for Silabus, who was probably the most normal out of all of them.
23. Question
When he asked Haseo what it felt like to player killer kill someone, the adept rogue doesn't answer him, and instead looks away.
24. Quarrel
Silabus and him never really fought, never with words or weapons, instead through actions that were misunderstood, resulting tension.
25. Quitting
He thought about quitting the World, but that would mean he would never see Gasperd again, or Kuhn, or even Haseo.
26. Jump
Haseo had gotten used to being jumped on, or so he thought when he found himself tackled down by Gasperd and Silabus for a hug.
27. Jester
The adept rogue likes to tease others, although he teases the blade brandier the least, because there's not a lot he could tease his friend about.
28. Jousting
The rivalry between Haseo and Matsu caught Silabus by surprise, especially when they began to fight over him.
29. Jewel
In his hands was a red sun stone that Haseo had gotten for him back at the Material Shop, when they were wandering around in the Alchemy District just now.
30. Just
Silabus thinks that doing player killer bounties is righteous in its own way, just like how Haseo would player killer kill those who player kill others.
31. Smirk
Haseo smirks, and although it's a cocky smile, Silabus likes it.
32. Sorrow
He finds his friend at Hulle Granz Catherdral, sulking in a silence that reminded him of grief and regret.
33. Stupidity
Haseo says some of the stupidest things, but Silabus doesn't mind.
34. Serenade
Kuhn dared him to, and so he did, making a certain adept rogue very uncomfortable, in exchange for a new blade.
35. Sarcasm
Despite what was said, there was some truth in his words.
36. Sordid
Ryou didn't like how some of the older men were staring at Yuuichi, with their hands ready to grope him, just because the nineteen year old was handsome.
37. Soliloquy
Death Grunty doesn't mind listening to Silabus, as long as he got to sit on the blade brandier's lap.
38. Sojourn
For a day or two, Ryou stays, and Yuuichi does whatever he could to convince the seventeen year old to stay with him a bit longer.
39. Share
Silabus was surprised to find how many people were willing to share Haseo, as long as no one dared to make a move on him, and he too, decided that he would do the same, because that was the proper thing to do.
40. Solitary
The blade brandier doesn't believe him when Haseo says he that he prefers being alone, since the adept rogue is always surrounded with people who like him, love him, want him.
41. Nowhere
Silabus sits in the front, while Gasperd sits at the back, with Haseo in the middle as he drives his steam bike around in Lumina Cloth, not knowing where to go.
42. Neutral
He is indifferent toward those feelings, and when he tries to explain it to others, Silabus is the only one who still smiles at him in the end.
43. Nuance
The way he says, I need you, has him guessing, because this time he means it.
44. Near
Saku pointed it out once, in a rather rude manner where she was right about him, about the whole wanting to be closer to the adept rogue thing.
45. Natural
Silabus smiled a lot, as if it were a habit, and never was it ever forced, or so Ryou thought.
46. Horizon
The first thing he saw was the striped shirt that his friend wore, which he had to admit, looked really good on the nineteen year old.
47. Valiant
Haseo tries to put on a brave face, but fails when he feels a dark aura coming towards his way.
48. Virtuous
Silabus has been a good influence on Haseo, Kuhn suggests, with a hint of pride, when discussing about the adept rogue.
49. Victory
Yuuichi wasn't used to the taste of it, unlike Haseo, who was always trying to succeed.
50. Defeat
Haseo didn't like to lose, but when he did, it hurt, and it hurt more knowing that he lost more than just his pride.