Whoa...
Yea, okay so lets break everything down. Here are the current problems, one of which having just been brought to my attention today.
1. Kevin and I still haven't told William that we are going out. For all or you that don't know, Will is Kevin's ex and my old butt buddy. Us having to pretend around him makes me feel a little uncomfortable, but that problem will be fixed very soon.
2. Amanda, my dear sweet Amanda. Do you realize that Jen is now upset with me? What made you wanna post something like that, and throw everyone's shit out there? I love you hun but thats just creating problems for me. Now I have to go explain to her that I don't hate her. The only time I've ever had a problem with Jen was around thanksgiving, a time which none of us like to talk about.We need to sit down and talk about this one.
3. My last problem is that I need to figure out how to balance things out. I need to balance my friends, with Kevin, with my family life and school. For any friends that do realize this please understand that I'm not avoiding you. I'm just trying to figure things out. Am I going to be there a little bit less, yeah because I would like to be around the person I love. But that does not mean that at any point I don't want to be around you guys. You have helped shape me into the person I am. And Amanda, I told you I wouldn't turn into an asshole. I just want you guys to understand that even through all of the confusion, I care about you guys.
Well I'm going to attempt to get as much of this shit straight as possible. I'm not trying to hurt anyone's feelings while doing so. But I've gotta say that through all of this I'm starting to feel like I have been run into the ground.
1. Kevin and I still haven't told William that we are going out. For all or you that don't know, Will is Kevin's ex and my old butt buddy. Us having to pretend around him makes me feel a little uncomfortable, but that problem will be fixed very soon.
2. Amanda, my dear sweet Amanda. Do you realize that Jen is now upset with me? What made you wanna post something like that, and throw everyone's shit out there? I love you hun but thats just creating problems for me. Now I have to go explain to her that I don't hate her. The only time I've ever had a problem with Jen was around thanksgiving, a time which none of us like to talk about.We need to sit down and talk about this one.
3. My last problem is that I need to figure out how to balance things out. I need to balance my friends, with Kevin, with my family life and school. For any friends that do realize this please understand that I'm not avoiding you. I'm just trying to figure things out. Am I going to be there a little bit less, yeah because I would like to be around the person I love. But that does not mean that at any point I don't want to be around you guys. You have helped shape me into the person I am. And Amanda, I told you I wouldn't turn into an asshole. I just want you guys to understand that even through all of the confusion, I care about you guys.
Well I'm going to attempt to get as much of this shit straight as possible. I'm not trying to hurt anyone's feelings while doing so. But I've gotta say that through all of this I'm starting to feel like I have been run into the ground.