guilt trip, men hurt

[shojonekotenshi]

so i talked to the bf today, when my school was hosting its "up All Night"(to let us use computers til 6 am the next morning in which t get homework done) and he still thinks im cheating on him. no matter what i say it wont be enough. on top of it he blames me for not being able to have his dream of being a lawyer. I was always taught to follow my dreams. so im supposed to put those dreams on hold for him? Its not like he didnt have a chance. He decided to screw around at school (literly)then finally kicked out of school for drinking... I dont understand why hes guilt tripping me. My friends tell me its cause hes trying to control me, even though he himself may not realize it. Some men dont i guess... but i cant take this guilt tripping, constant accusations of me cheating on him, and to top it all off to be bitched at and compared to old gfs. thats not how relatioships work. he obviously is less ready for this relationship than i am...
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nightmares come and go
without a trace of a print on time.
leaving damage in its path
and distrupting the mind.
dreams give us hope beyond hope
if we care to look into its light.
but if we were blind but full of hope,
would our future greatness still be great?