Life since last note
hey everyone i know its been forever. but anyway, things are going as per norm, this week is exams. yuck. i hate school right now, i need a break. however, im happy here for once in Pittsburgh, because I met the greatest guy. He's so incredibly sweet to me, I dont know how I lucked out with him. The only problem with him is that I think he works to damn hard, and I'm afraid of him burning out. Things between us have been great. I wont say perfect, bc nothing is ever perfect. If you think they are, well... you're obviously out of tune with reality. Anyway, we spend every weekend together. I go to school from tues-thurs, work on the weekends, then afterward I am with him. I'm really glad he gets along with my other half & best friend, Pat. Cause if he didnt i guess there would be some problems...but im not thinking on the negative side. I also love my job, my co-workers kick ass. I actaully get along with them for once. hehe. Out of all the happiness in my life the only sadness is seeing my other best friend going through a break up. Russ and lindsay split up, which wouldve made me incredibly happy if I never found Paul(my heart). I know now how he felt and i know how much pain he must be going through. I feel as if nothing I do is enough to ease his heartache right now. But I do have to say though. Since he's broken up with her, I dont want him as dating material anymore. I have someone I'm head over heels for. I still want him as my best friend, but I definitely would have to turn him down if he wanted more. But all i wish between him and i is to become better friends than we ever were, and that his heart would mend over her. I dont like seeing my friends hurt, cause it hurts me to watch them.