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So I'm once again feeling on the outside. I can't really spend any money right now, so all I can do is focus on my hair and the way I look. And when I ask for advice from folks, the response I get is "fuck your appearance! be [insert subculture here]!"
*sighs* Seems everywhere I go, when I ask for advice about these things, they go "yeah, you're gay." I just see that over and over again; I've heard it over and over again throughout my whole life. I know I'm hetero, but when people say it enough it makes you feel like you're stuck in a loop of being picked on.
Eh, ignore the bitching, folks. It'll pass, as well as the rest of today. Basically, couldn't find the person I needed to talk to about a job, for most of the day. Then found him, but he immediately hopped on the phone. So needless to say, I wasted alot of time. Then my cd player ate one of my new cds and won't play it or eject it. And I tried something new at my favorite restaurant, and it sucked. So a damn sucky day overall.
*sighs* Seems everywhere I go, when I ask for advice about these things, they go "yeah, you're gay." I just see that over and over again; I've heard it over and over again throughout my whole life. I know I'm hetero, but when people say it enough it makes you feel like you're stuck in a loop of being picked on.
Eh, ignore the bitching, folks. It'll pass, as well as the rest of today. Basically, couldn't find the person I needed to talk to about a job, for most of the day. Then found him, but he immediately hopped on the phone. So needless to say, I wasted alot of time. Then my cd player ate one of my new cds and won't play it or eject it. And I tried something new at my favorite restaurant, and it sucked. So a damn sucky day overall.