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So I haven't been feeling good lately. I think it started when we got back from China. I tried to get back into the swing of things, i.e. school and what not. I tried to be a good RA (Regional Adviser - Agano) and put together a bbq, but some people didn't show up... At least the ones that aren't in my town. (Except for Janey.) I try to be a good teacher, but some students are just apathetic and don't give a shit. I finally talked to the new science teacher at my school, only to be reminded (for the millionth fucking time) that my Japanese, while passable in America, is terrible here. I got way to used to everyone speaking English. Hell, I can even talk to my students (for the most part) in English.
And believe me, I know how this shit sounds. "Wow, Scott's living it up in Japan and all he can do is bitch and moan." I am not saying my life isn't awesome in a lot of ways, because it is. The very fact that I am home never ceases to amaze me. Looking out the window from the third floor at the mountains, covered with clouds and fog, really makes me glad to be alive. I just feel like I am in a rut right now, and I don't know how I can get out of it.
And believe me, I know how this shit sounds. "Wow, Scott's living it up in Japan and all he can do is bitch and moan." I am not saying my life isn't awesome in a lot of ways, because it is. The very fact that I am home never ceases to amaze me. Looking out the window from the third floor at the mountains, covered with clouds and fog, really makes me glad to be alive. I just feel like I am in a rut right now, and I don't know how I can get out of it.