ultimate friday

[shoflew]

hmm... all this thinking about whether or not i am going to try and go to the 'from autumn to ashes', 'hopesfall', and 'most prescious blood' show next tuesday up in cinci. i really really want to go, but i would be going alone... and i would be taking the wrangler. it isn't the most 'highway friendly' vehicle out there. i can't wait for summer to get here.. i am [hopefully] going to score a job at HomeDepot that i can work as a day job.. and then deliver for LA gourmet pizza on some nights. i am also in the process of filling out an application to be on staff at the Wesley Foundation.. that is the building where i live. it is a ton of potential to be really frickin' awesome. and i have had it on my heart for some time now to apply for a staff position. i was/am just never sure if it is me who wants this or if this is a God thing. so, i figure.. i apply, and if i don't get it.. than that means it was just a desire i had, but if i do get it.. then it is something God wants me to do. this saturday is going to mean that i have been with tif for two months... crazy huh? and to think that her and i haven't ever really argued about anything.. and we have never fought. i argue with myself more than that. well, she is a super spectacular girl :) i need to get work done this weekend.. gah.. and figure out about this show on tuesday. if i go.. then i go by myself [which really isn't that big of a deal]... i will get to see two bands that i favor above most others [you could call FATA one of my favorite bands and not being lying]... i would be missing a class i have tuesday night.. and probably the most important factor would be that i have that class with tif.. and we tend to always hang out on tuesdays.. and i really don't want to be 'leaving her'. i guess if she would just have said she would go.. that would be it.. screw class. but she isn't.. and now i have to decide for myself. *sigh* next friday and saturday [april 2 and 3] i am in an ultimate frisbee tournament.. and my team is going to kick some major ace. i get some sweet pictures taken, and put them somewhere so that all you lovely FLL people can see me in action :) ... i am still working on the pete pictures.. the camera i borrowed.. the girl wanted it back, and she hasn't given me a disk with my pictures yet :(

enough for now.. hmmm.. show or no show? *sigh*