earlier life
man.. just the thought of being able to lay mine eyes on FLL once again would be so bittersweet. it isn't so much the town as it is my friends, high school, and my church. this past week has got me thinking so much about home down there, and a couple times i have had to catch my breath. just thinking of hugging sam, ryan (either of them), andrew, and/or will makes my eyes get a little waterie. i really love those guys.. no offense to ryan M or andrew... cause my heart goes out for you two.. but what i got with will, sam, and ryan T is something so deep that to just even think about seeing them shakes my innner foundation. we had a ton of great times, and AL has helped shape my life more than anything else has. i know for a fact that i will see those guys again.. i don't konw how or for what.. but i will see ryan (both), will, sam, andrew, jesse, and mike sometime in the future. if the latest plans for spring break down in florida fall through.. i think i might just talk to pete and bobby and just see if i could spend the week up there with them. i really miss pete too. one of the bad things about heading down to FLL would be all that stupid dust that would get into all our eyes.. like when i got dropped off at the airport for the last time and a huge dust cloud came over will's van and watered all our eyes. heh... one day guys.. we will see each other again, and it will be wonderful. we can go out fwak'n till the sunrises, and then watch old episodes of ed, edd, and eddy.... *dust flys into my eyes* gosh darn this dust.. pfft.. it is everywhere. i love you guys, and i cherish all that times we spend together... playing indoor football, sleeping together by a fireplace on the ski-trip, in AL, playing magic, going to shows, calling my mom a racist, making fun of ryan and tickling him till he looked like he was going to puke, getting my head slammed in will's van door, smoking cheap cigars and playing 10 cent bingo when i turned 18, talking about making a life size picture of jesse for when he missed AL, seeing sam's face when he realized i had my arm around emily at 'collateral damage' on feb 14th, telling my mom that we were going to buy some condoms for sex and then do drugs till i died, southeast florida boys punk rock chrysalis flight #1 (aka #26), making fun of edsle by saying he 'was' dilbert, talking about how hot megan was (will's best friend who worked at subway), playing many fun games (like soccer, football, and stomp) with the book of mormon on that 'retreat' to the convention center for that confrence thingie, the 'DAY OF FASTING' where we sang 'cheeseburger in paradise' as a worship song, leading youth grounp that one night, eating jostlin's 'cookie goop', bible study at pete's, yelling 'yarp' during school at each other, the water balloon fights on night of joy, hitting on leslie (really hot punk chic from chrysalis) 'God bless you, and God bless you, and God blessssss you'... this could just go on and on.. but all this in my past equals love for all of you. deep love, and i would do anything for any of you all.. you're my boys. i love you sam, i love you ryan, i love you (other) ryan, i love you andrew, and i looove you will *more dust gets into my eyes*