Jan 01, 2008 13:37
happy fuckin new year, you're an idiot. i feel like crouse is tellin me somethin most people don't wanna here and i know it's my choice. i know i've gotta choose happy and alive but can i just have another week of this? no questions from friends just asking to ask. no more anything just feelin the shitty i feel and not worryin what people think. happy new year i'm a mess. welcome to failed hope, welcome to your worst fear, welcome to rebuilding that shack you had around you when they set your dreams on fire. welcome to exploring your failures cuz what the fuck else can you do when you wake up in the same headache everyday....