frack.
this is my last weekend before my mom sells my car to her bff, who lives in oregon.
I'm not to bummed about it,less worry for me and one less bill,I have my fixed too so that helps me :)
might just ride that around and say fuck it to getting another car.
But now seeing how i wont have that to pay she wants me too start paying for electric.even though im barely ever home..its fucking stupid,shes not happy unless someone fucking putting skrilla in her hand.
and she called me selfish,even though two nights ago she got shit faced puking all over herself and i was right there until she finally passed the fuck out..and she doesn't even remember what happened.go fucking figure.
I im so over being afraid of life.I wanna get out of here,and get myself in order.
In other news Zach and I are going strong. we have our battles here and there,but its always me who is usually starting them.Only cause i don't know how to be nice to someone without having to only be nice cause they treat me like shit.But yeah,its going strong.
Still no new job.Probably looking at moving in with my dad.even though i would much rather move to tempe,AZ.
I'm not to bummed about it,less worry for me and one less bill,I have my fixed too so that helps me :)
might just ride that around and say fuck it to getting another car.
But now seeing how i wont have that to pay she wants me too start paying for electric.even though im barely ever home..its fucking stupid,shes not happy unless someone fucking putting skrilla in her hand.
and she called me selfish,even though two nights ago she got shit faced puking all over herself and i was right there until she finally passed the fuck out..and she doesn't even remember what happened.go fucking figure.
I im so over being afraid of life.I wanna get out of here,and get myself in order.
In other news Zach and I are going strong. we have our battles here and there,but its always me who is usually starting them.Only cause i don't know how to be nice to someone without having to only be nice cause they treat me like shit.But yeah,its going strong.
Still no new job.Probably looking at moving in with my dad.even though i would much rather move to tempe,AZ.